A/N: So here we are once again, after debating back a fourth I decided to rewrite this story, I was redoing the chapter's so much without knowing what had happened previous and minor details this is mainly a Bella and Jacob story with little parts of Leah and Edward who might have their own spin off to the story. A few things I should mention Sarah is still alive, Rene and Charlie are still separated. However, Bella has a little brother named CJ who is 9 and Charlie and Sue are dating. This story starts in Breaking Dawn when Jacob asks Bella to have his baby instead so hope you enjoy it!
Disclaimer: Punctuation is my nemesis sometimes but I'm working on it!
Disclaimer: All characters and their background stories are all property of Stephanie Meyer and I do not claim them in any way.
Jacob POV
This day had seemed to drag on, and every part of me felt like it was dying right along with Bella. Seeing her like this made me physically sick but also filled me with rage knowing he did this to her. She chose him, she married him, and now she is pregnant by him.
"Jacob" Edward said glumly, I wanted to respond with fuck off, die, I'll kill you for what you've done to her! But he seemed to be in as much turmoil as I was "can I speak to you for a moment" he continued I nodded following him outside "you have to speak to Bella" he started "you don't think I have…she has made her choice" I snipped in a hushed tone trying not to alert anyone inside or out "you're her best friend…you can convince her…hell I wouldn't care if she had puppies with you…as long as she lived, ask her please" he said with strained tone, it probably took every ounce of his energy to push his pride aside.
"I will… But if she gets upset I will hell her it's your idea" seeing Bella dying before my eyes absolutely crushed me, I hoped beyond all hope this would work, and she'd take my offer hell she didn't have to take me to, she could have someone else's baby as long as she lived.
As I made it to the door re-entering the Cullen's house, I was hesitant, what if she just laughed in my face or what if she launched something at my head, I shook my head trying to relieve my thoughts of any self-doubt or worry I had to do this or at least try, I wanted her to live even if it wasn't with me. When Bella came into view my heart clenched inside my chest her bones were visible straining against her sickly pale skin, she was wrapped in blankets her Bella seeming to be bigger than her all by itself.
I plastered on a fake smile and sat on the ground next to the couch " hey" I said trying to keep a semi upbeat tone "hey" she said her cracked lips forming into a smile that turned into a grimace, " are you ok" my tone laced with panic ready to jump to her aid " Yea, she is just stretching" she said rubbing her belly tenderly "poor baby doesn't have much room" she continued, gazing at her belly.
When she called that thing a 'she' I was confused I thought Dr. Vamp couldn't see the baby because of some kind of freakish skin or something "it's a girl" I asked still confused, she looked at me and shrugged ' I don't know Carlisle can't see her...At first I Thought for sure it was a boy but now I'm not sure why, but I think she is a she" she said with a small smile I couldn't keep sitting here like everything was ok, well here goes nothing "Bells...it's killing you" I said bluntly she frowned "she just a little too strong" she said looking at me "No...Bells you're going to die ..and I don't want to sit around and watch I love you too much... Edward loves you too much.. What about Charlie or Rene' o-or little Cj...Bells can you rethink this we can't lose you...I can't lose you...If you want a baby so bad have one with someone else. Anyone else as long as you live" I said I laid it all out there, did I really care about the leeches feeling no but she was playing dirty so, so would I.
She looked in thought for a long moment it seemed like iron before she spoke "what do you mean someone else's baby?" she asked looking a little irritated probably because she thought I meant have some strangers baby "well I-I meant a baby that won't kill you, one that won't have to drink blood one wh-" I didn't get to finish because she cut me off "I feel like your rambling. You can tell me anything Jacob" she said with soft eyes "y-you could have my baby" I said but I didn't look at her for a long moment when I did she wore a blank expression which made me nervous "who's idea was this" she said still no emotion on her face, not even in her voice "Edwards" I sighed I knew she was going to start yelling any second "and you agreed?" she asked me still emotionless, I nodded my head "ok" she said I looked at her confused "ok?" I asked her nodded and smiled "I don't want to die, and I do want a child yes I love this one, but I love all you guys more" she said smiling. Which made me happy she was going to live, and have my child it was a win, win situation "we have to contact Carlisle and the others" I said hurrying out the room without another word the quicker we get this thing out the better.
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I sat there rubbing my bruised, and sore belly pondering about me and Jacob's russet skin children, how perfect they would be, how perfect the pregnancy would be. I'd be heathy, glowing and happy beyond all reasonable doubt so was my truth path with Jacob all along? I furrowed my eyebrows at the thought because I was in love with Edward just my feelings weren't as strong since he crushed my heart, and he left me in the middle of the woods without a glance back, but I never told him.
A sharp kick to the bladder took me out of my deep thought, I had to pee, and Rosalie went to hunt since she was hovering over me for days. I rolled off the couch until I was on my hands and knees, then used the chair for support to pull myself up 'I can do this' thought continuing my journey to the stairs, as I made it to the fifth stairs the baby kicked again knocking the wind out of me.
I clutched to the railing trying to regain my breath. As I tried to take another step the baby kicked and there was a white searing pain that shot through "HELP ME" with all the strength I could muster, the pain was so unbearable it made me topple over losing my footing on the stairs as I fell I felt my body hit every last stair increasing the pain by unimaginable lengths when I finally made it to the bottom I felt myself losing consciousness but before I did I seen a russet skinned silhouette standing over me, then darkness.
Jacob POV
I decided to go to Dr. Vamp to discuss to procedure to rid Bella of this monster taking her away from me as I made it to his study he was standing there smiling as if he was waiting for me "Is there something I can help you with Jacob" as he began to sit down at his desk "Yea... um… Bella agreed to get rid of it" I said grinning I couldn't help it knowing she was going to live made everything about this situation slightly easier.
"That is wondering… we can begin the procedure tomorrow morning" he said as he wrote something down. That's when I heard "HELP ME" followed by a loud thud panic engulfed my body because I knew it was Bella, I made it to her in an insistent "Take her to my office quickly" he said as he was right behind me, listening to the vamps' instructions I laid her on the table backing away as he starts hooking her up to machines.
There was a sickening crunch sound that came from Bella, her limp body lurched forward as if she felt it and it made my panic rise "GET IT OUT" I yelled at Dr. Vamp wanting him to hurry and save her then he did something that shocked me the most, he used his teeth and ripped her stomach open retrieving the demon spawn, Bella's blood permeated the air I began to have to fight the urge to phase or vomit.
Bella was losing a lot of blood as Dr. Vamp handed the barely moving demon spawn to Alice who hurried out the room as I tried to put pressure on the gaping hole in her abdomen, I felt useless all I could do was watch the love of my life as she laid here dying.
Bella's heart began to falter. "She needs a transfusion" Dr. Vamp said quickly "Test me" I begged urgently, I can believe I was trusting a vampire with my blood, but I was desperate, and I wanted more than anything to save her, luckily, I was a match. He was able to stabilize Bella after sewing her up, blood transfusion and morphine "how long will it take for her to wake up" I urged never taking my eyes off her "Time will tell…I'm surprised she made it through tonight... but Bella is strong" he said as he left the room, I bent down and kissed her forehead "I'm never leaving your side I whispered.
Three long weeks, she had been laying here for three long weeks not twitching or anything. I tried to leave her side as little as possible, but I still had to patrol. My nose burned everyday of those three weeks having to deal with the countless vamps that would enter and exit her room, I had to muster all they will power I had because Edward came in here more than anyone leaving flowers, whispering sweet nothings to her, and the occasional singing.
Esme came to bring me lunch which she did often because she knew I wasn't planning to leave Bella's side even to eat, she was the only vamp I could tolerate "you haven't eaten in a while so I thought I would bring you lunch… Deli sandwich, chips, and a soda" she whispered setting the tray of food down "thanks" I muttered and as she left.
I began nibbling on my sandwich when I heard a small cough come from Bella, when I looked up my eyes met hers and nothing mattered except her it wasn't gravity holding me to earth it was her, I finally imprinted on Bella.
