Chapter 96
Last chapter (And I'm serious this time)
《Peyton》Well it's been 2 years and Kaley, Taylor, Bailey, Ryan, Chase, Angela, Payton Jr, myself and Rowan are doing alright despite that when Rowan was 7 months pregnant she woke up saying that something didn't feel right so I rushed her to the hospital only to find out that our 8th and last baby was not alive any more so watching my Rowan give birth to a stillborn baby was the most heartbreaking thing to see but the doctor was so nice that after the baby was born and it was a girl by the way, but as I was saying that once the baby was born the doctor let Rowan and I have a few minutes alone with our daughter and Rowan and I named her Heaven Meyer because she was our Heaven through all the hell that Rowan has went through we thought naming our 8th and last baby Heaven, but the funeral for our little Heaven wasn't any easier as Rowan and I were in the middle of our eulogy for our little Heaven all of a sudden Rowan broke down in a heap of tears so bad that I had to give her a sedative just to calm her down once I gave Rowan the sedative the family sat with her while I finished the eulogy then once I was done I walked over to the little urn that held the ashes of my little baby Heaven and with very watery eyes I kissed the urn and said mama and daddy and your sisters and brothers love you and we will miss you Heaven then I took the urn and put it behind the engraved glass where my little baby Heaven will spend eternity once the funeral was over we all went to Dillon's restaurant for a small gathering, after that day Rowan didn't seem like her usual self she barely talks to anyone anymore the only people she does talk to are myself the kids and my parents and brothers and her parents and brother and sister but when Sabrina or Corey call to talk to her she won't talk to them, well I better go check on Rowan as I'm walking up the stairs I hear Kaley, Taylor and Bailey scream so I run up to the bedroom to see what they are screaming about and I see my beautiful loving wife with a razor blade in her hand and Kaley, Taylor and Bailey trying to Shield Chase, Ryan, Angela and Payton Jr from the scene so I look at Kaley, Taylor and Bailey girls why don't you take your sister and brothers down to the playroom for daddy and play? They nod and I see them all hold hands and walk out of the room and down the stairs then I turn to look at Rowan, Rowan baby give me the razor Blade please baby
《Rowan》Peyton I can't handle the grief anymore it hurts so much
《Peyton》I know it does baby I'm still grieving too it's been two years and I still miss her every single day, but you know what Heaven would want you to do with that razor blade? She didn't say anything so I continue talking she would want you to put down the razor blade, Rowan nods and puts down the razor blade I smile at her that's my girl now come here she walks over to me and she collapses in my arms so I pick her up and hold her in my arms, hey honey do you know what today is she looks up at me and shakes her head no so I look at her and with a sad smile say it's Heaven's birthday she would have been 2 years old today, Rowan and I look up at the ceiling and whisper happy 2nd birthday baby Heaven we miss you, I look at Rowan hey honey do you know what would be good to do today?
《Rowan》What's that?
《Peyton》Getting the kids and maybe getting out of the house for the day you know maybe go to the park and let the kids play for a bit then we can go to Dillon's restaurant for some lunch
《Rowan》Yeah that sounds great but how are we going to go to Dillon's Restaurant when he has the keys? He don't say anything all he does is smile at me OK creepy why are you smiling at me like that?
《Peyton》Well I may have called Dillon the other day and told him that you were still hurting over the loss of Heaven and he may have brought the keys over and told me to take you and the kids out for lunch and to tell you that we can get whatever we wanted that the lunch is all on the house, so what do you say do you want to take the kids to the park and then go get some lunch?
《Rowan》Sure you go get the kids ready while I get ready myself and I'll meet you downstairs, he looks at me don't look at me like that I'll be alright I promise you that I'm better now I know all 8 of our babies and you would not want me to hurt myself I kiss him and watch as he heads out the door and heads downstairs when I know he's downstairs I walk over to the razor blade pick it up and look at it then I remember what Peyton told me that Heaven would not want me to do so I walk to the bathroom and throw the blade in the garbage and finish getting ready to go once I'm ready to go I walk out of the room and walk down the stairs to see my loving children and loving husband waiting by the front door for me I smile at them and walk over to them and watch as the kids take each other's hands while I take Peyton's hand and we walk out the door and head to the car and Peyton and I get the kids in the car and buckled in once they are in the car Peyton and I get in the car and head to the park once we get to the park we all get out of the car and head to the playground to play as Peyton and I are playing with the kids something makes me look up straight ahead of me and I say it can't be I thought I said it quietly to myself but I must have said it out loud because the next thing I know is that Peyton says
《Peyton》What couldn't be honey?
《Rowan》Oh I thought I seen Heven smiling at me over there, I point to where I thought I saw my baby girl Heaven and Peyton looked and I know he saw the same thing I did because he also started smiling, you see her too don't you? He don't say anything but he just nods and smiles once she vanishes Peyton and I went back to playing with the kids once the kids had enough playing time at the park we went to Dillon's restaurant and had lunch when we get to the restaurant we get out of the car and walk into the restaurant and get our usual table then we order while we wait for our lunch one of the staff bring out colouring books and crayons for the kids once our lunch comes out I help the kids to clean up their crayons and colouring books then the waitress serves us our lunch once we finish our lunch we head to the car and head home to sit and watch a movie with the kids
4 years later
《Peyton》Well it's been 4 years since Rowan and I felt our baby girl Heaven's spirit at the park I think that's all Rowan needed to feel was our baby girl Heaven one last time because since that day she's been happier knowing that our Heaven is looking down on us smiling
THE END
A/N I had so much fun writing this book thanks for the love and support to everyone