Author note: Who do you think is Hinata's past lover that she is seeing in her dream? Please enjoy and drop the comments. I am telling you this story contains a plot twist. It's not a simple father daughter and doctor romance bond.
—-- My world revolves around you—--
When I entered the room my eyes were on her. She said hi and I said hello. That smile was so pretty.
It made my day.
The summer of July I kind of fell in love with someone whom I met for the first time.
She was so good to be true. The weather on this island feels so nice. I want to be with her. We walked side by side on the beach. She would talk and I would listen.
Are we cliche? I think we are so cute together. Is it weird? But I seemed to like her when I first saw her for the first time. I thought she didn't talk that much but once I got to know her I knew one thing: she doesn't shut up.
It may be annoying but I like listening to their voices. It is sifted and shrill but I like her voice.
I like her eyes.
I like her nose.
I Like her hair.
I like her lips.
I like her every inch of the body.
I like her lazy attitude.
I like her passion for everything.
She has got me mesmerised.
Am I pretty in her eyes?
Does she see me the way I see her?
I wish I could be with her all the time.
Her touch doesn't make me colder, it makes me feel warm.
Her eyes are brighter than the dusk sky.
She holds the stars and moon of my universe.
But I lost her.
When she is not around there is no flower around me it feels like I can only see the lonesome ground. I wanted to kiss her like the way she kissed me during the time of daring. Her kiss was like hail that fell after such a long time
Everything feels so cold and weird.
The sun is setting in front of my eyes and the skyline dazzles around the evening sky. These skylines feel like twines. They were always together but they can't be in the end just like me and her.
Who knew maths could also make such sorrowful love stories that were meant to be incomplete.?
I let a bitter chuckle from my mouth. It was so bitter like the poison of love.
"I know you are avoiding me. "
She yelled and stood behind me.
So she finally noticed my feelings.
Her tone was not brought and polite it more sounded like a command she was commanding me to answer my feelings for her.
"the other time I saw your property was the day when you congratulate me for the festival after that you kind of disappeared "
"I was just dealing with some things"
Lies how good I am lying now in this era of the world we have to hide our own feelings from the person we love.
It's such a cruel world, isn't it?
" Please tell me what I did? " she pleaded.
"you didn't do anything wrong I was the one who did something wrong" I finally let it out.
These feelings were killing me. I couldn't hold them inside anymore. I want to let it out on her.
She may ye blind but I know she kind of has a thing for Sasuke .
I may have become the best businessman in the world but in this game of love I couldn't beat Sasuke . He took her away from me. What I did was that I didn't tell her that I liked her. Now it's too late. It's not even her mistake, we can't control who we are falling for.
To be honest I didn't fall in love, I walked into love for her.
"let's go out for a walk"
"huh? " she blurted out like a baby.
A smile curved onto my lips.
She was still cute just like a baby.
"I said let's go out for a walk"
"okay"
The weather was getting cold on the island. The fresh spider bloomed against the bushes. It was a small garden. The beach was still shining under the evening dusk. The sun seemed to be going down.
I loved this island. It held so many memories of these last few days and months now.
Now Hinata also became a part of my memories. I don't want her to remember it as a bad memory. I want to remember her as a fresh breezy memory of spring when I met and kissed. Yes, I kissed her on the cheeks and it was adorable.
Lovers' kiss shouldn't be on the lips all the time, cheeks or forehead are also fine and I liked that kiss. I don't regret it.
I hope she also doesn't regret anything.
I wish we could stay like this forever.
The silence surround us without saying a word we kept on walking by the beach after all I could see her from the sidelines now I was just a background character in this chapter of the story who was there a few chapters and now is going away soon when you will turn away the next page I will be there but like a minor character.
I take a step closer to her. Her wrist was on my hand and gently touched her.
"Hinata"
Her name sounded like w poison in my mouth. It tasted bitter yet sweet at the same time.
She squealed a little bit. I knew she would react like this since I never touched or talked to her like this before. She sounded a little surprised that my face was inches away from hers.
"_ "
I could feel her warm breath against my skin.
I looked at her with a small smile pressing my forehead against her. It made me feel like the world was ending and I was saying my last goodbye to my lover.
"_" she mumbled
And I just hummed culling her face trying not to smile.
"What's wrong? "
I didn't said a word and leaned in putting my lips against her lips she didn't flinch or pushed me away he just closed her I could feel the warm tears coming out of my eyes my legs were getting weak I was a loner in love she just put her arms around my neck and let me kiss her.
The kids were warm and sad. It tasted like cigarettes that I used to do. So sad and bitter it didn't involve any feelings. My feelings were there only, not from her side. It made me feel lonely but I knew the answer. I still kissed her.
"Hinata I adore you" beads of sweat on my forehead. "I know you like someone els3 but please change your mind"
She looked at me and she smiled and I also smiled because she knew that I was in love with her.
She didn't say anything and I leaned once again pulling her closer and kissing her senselessly. She moved her lips against mine even if the kiss was lonely. I still wanted it. It was my first and last kiss with her.
In this era of love we hook up with each other, use each other and hurt each other so who cares if we kiss each other if we even make love with each other? Who cares I care because I wanted these feelings to be returned.
I had a horrible dark clicking on my stomach and felt a lump in my throat. Her body was cold.
She pulled me in her embrace and I put my head on her shoulder.
So warm and cold.
Her feelings were cold but her empathy was warm.
Tears let out of my eyes. She just stroked my hair silently. The moon seemed to shine brighter than night when the summer days were ending. It would be autumn soon, the crisp bitter autumn would be here and I would be saying my goodbye to her in a few days.
Since we will all be going back to our house soon the actions were ending and I wanted this summer to be sweet but it felt like this night was bitter.
I wrapped my arms tightly around it. I couldn't say anything. I felt like a loser. I just put my head there and it felt like a burden and continued to cry without saying anything.
"I am sorry "
That was all she could say.
And I sobbed louder
I lost the first girl I fell in love with.
"no I am sorry I fell in love with you" I sobbed and she just pulled me and also cried with me that night.
"why… are we both crying," I asked with a small smile as she let out a weak laugh.
I loved her laugh.
"Because we both are losers in love"
And that night Hinata looked as calm as an ocean before the storm. The motorcycle roared and a child cried for her mother and I looked at her and nodded.
I don't regret anything I did with her.
Even if I am losing her.
I want our last memory to be of a sweet kiss that we shared while walking and not a bitter talk and kiss we shared.
"yes we are losers in love" I chuckled along with her.
She put her arm around my shoulder and punched me lightly.
"a big loser in love"
"yes Hinata we both lost in the end"
Everything seemed to have gone dark.
"Why are you in my dreams? " she asked me.
She just stood there, her visuals were still fresh and she looked like a pure white lily.
"you won't forget me, right? "
"I won't I still remember you" she sniffed.
"Then why sasuke? "
I mumbled.
And darkness took over her mind.
"Why are you in my dreams again? "
she mumbled as she woke up from her slumber she was again seeing an unknown boy in her dreams.
He was a mystic and vivid memory to her; she could only see his white hair and she could sometimes hear his voice she doesn't remember much. It's been 10 years since she graduated high school and started her medical life.
She attended high school with gaara, naruto, sakura, Neji, Shikamaru Kiba, and sasuke.
But why him only?
But why was she seeing this boy again and again In her dreams?
Did they have a connection from the past?
Was he her soulmate or something?
She opened her purple strands from a loose ponytail sighing she took her phone out of the night and opening it checked the time.
It was 2:00 am
And it was 22 February 2023
Another day of the spring.
It has become her favourite season now.
She sighed and went into her sleep slumber once again.
Her phone heroes once again didn't bother to check it.
Old school group :
"hello this is Konohana h8gh school we are pleased to inform you that we are organising a school reunion on 25 February 2023 so please join us since we are all excited to meet our old students who were with us in the batch of 2013-2014 venue is your old school dress code: traditional or formal
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