HAPPY SATURDAY! I hope you have all had an amazing day. It's been fairly rainy here in England, but I managed to get out and take my dogs for a quick walk. I avoided watching the coronation because I am not a fan of the royal family, however if you did watch I hope you enjoyed it.

Also a big thank you to everyone reading! I reached 300 views on this story yesterday, and I never thought I would even get 100. :)

Okay quick question, what do you guys think is the most powerful scene in Station 19? For me its Maya and Cariana screaming in the barn (S4E7) or even when Vic and Andy saved the kid with the groceries in season 6!

Also I am not a medical professional, all medical terminology used is what I hear on Greys and Station 19. It's also stuff I know from the fact I am Level 3 first aid trained!

TW - mentions of Rape, Pregnancy and Abortions.

Chapter 8

Andy had an amazing end to her birthday, considering how the morning turned out. The following day, the whole of 19 decided to go out for food together for the first time in a while. Andy was excited to get out and do something fun as she had been keeping herself at home when she wasn't working. She did however wake up feeling a little bit rough, and just put it down to her breakdown and tiring herself out the previous day.

Andy had dressed herself casual, and left her hair in her natural curls. She had been the first one to arrive at the restaurant with Jack, and they decided to wait in the parking lot for the others to arrive.

"Hey Andy, you okay? You look pale?" Jack asked, as he shut his car door.

"I feel a little rough, but nothing is going to stop me being here today" Andy replied truthfully. Jack didn't reply, as they noticed Vic and Travis pull up with Theo.

Soon after the whole team arrived and they all entered the restaurant. Andy had began to feel slightly worse as they walked inside, and practically collapsed into her chair to stop herself falling. This hadn't gone unnoticed by Jack who closely and quietly watched Andy.

Their meal had gone quiet quickly, and now the team were waiting for their dessert. Andy had opted out of eating anymore, and she barely eaten any of the food she had ordered. She had joined in with most of the conversation, however was slightly quiet as she nursed her headache. Andy decided to take herself off to the bathroom to freshen up while the team waited for dessert, and was slightly thankful when Vic said she would go with her.

Vic had only decided to follow Andy, as she was cautious about Andy being alone, while everyone was still unsure on Jeremy's whereabouts. She had also noticed the distance in her friend, and wanted to ensure she was okay.

Andy walked to the bathroom quiet slowly, as she felt more rough on her way there. Once they made it to the bathroom Andy was immediately sick, and Vic rushed to hold her hair back.

"It's okay Andy, I got you" Vic said, as she continued to hold Andy's hair. Once Andy had finished, she slunk back to sit against the cubical wall and sighed.

"Sorry Vic" She said. As she began to get up and felt slightly dizzy.

"Woah" Was all Andy managed before she fell back down against the wall, she was thankful for Vic whose quick actions stopped her hitting her head.

"Woah Andy slowly!" Vic said, as she sat down next to Andy.

"I don't know what's wrong with me" Andy said, as she placed her head in her knees to make herself feel better.

"Let me call Jack to take you home" Vic said. But Andy shook her head.

"No. No. The team is finally letting their hair down and having fun" Andy said. "Do not let me be another burden of ruining another fun event planned by the team" She added, with her head still in her knees

"Andy you quiet clearly are not well" Vic said, visibly worried for her friend.

"I don't care. I am not ruining another event" Andy said.

"Andy you haven't ruined anything. You can't help getting sick" Vic said, as Maya entered the bathroom.

"Come on girls, I cant be the only woman out there." Maya said, as she walked in. "What's the matter" She said as she noticed Andy and Vic on the floor.

"Andy is sick." Vic said "And she won't go home because she doesn't want to ruin tonight" She added

"Andy if your not well we can get you home" Maya said. but Andy didn't respond. Vic became concerned by Andy's unresponsiveness and soon realised her friend was unconscious.

"Andy?" Vic said as she tried to get her friend up. Maya had quickly called for an ambulance and text Jack an SOS message.

Jack had entered the bathroom so quick, and helped move Andy into the recovery position. They checked her vitals, and waited anxiously for the paramedics. Maya had updated the team, who anxiously waited at their table.

Station 88 had soon arrived, and began transporting Andy to the hospital. Vic had decided to ride with Andy, while the others all bought their cars with them.

Andy soon arrived at Grey-Sloan and they began checking her out in a trauma bay.

"Hughes, do you know if she's taken anything?" Bailey questioned as they got her hooked up on monitors.

"No, we were just out eating. She seemed a little off, she threw up a few times before she fell unconscious" Vic explained, and waited anxiously for answers to her friends sudden illness.

19 had all been ushered to the waiting room while they waited for answers on Andy. Jack felt like everything was happening again as he waited for doctors to come out and update them.

Andy had woken up in her trauma room surrounded by Bailey, Meredith and a few interns. She slowly moved the oxygen from her face and looked at Meredith

"What happened to me? I can't be here again" Andy said slowly, panicking a little bit.

"It's okay Herrera, we are doing some tests." Meredith said, and she squeezed Andy's hand a little.

"I was just trying to have dinner with the team, I thought I'd be fine" Andy said, she was so mad she ended up back here but was also so confused

"We've sent the blood tests off to the lab, and now we will get you settled onto a ward while we wait" Bailey said, and the orderlies came to take her.

"Please tell my team I'm okay, and tell them to come see me" Andy said

Meredith stepped out and went to inform the rest of 19.

"Is she okay?" Everyone said at the same time.

"Right now we are treating her for mild dehydration, and we are running some tests to try and determine what happened tonight. She seems in good spirits and is currently just being transported to a ward for extra monitoring. She did ask if you guys wanted to see her." Meredith said, and the team nodded. Jack had sighed with relief, and they all followed Meredith to where Andy was.

Andy was just stating at the ceiling when here team arrived, and when she realised they had come to see her she looked at them smiling slightly.

"Look I made it to hospital. Again" Andy joked, the team smiled at her.

"How are you Andy?" Travis asked, and Andy sighed.

"Oh I don't know Trav. I've made sure to get myself booked into hospital after only having just spent a week here just over a month ago, only this time they don't know what's wrong with me" Andy said, half joking half panicking. She was grateful for Maya who was sat in the chair next to her bed holding her hand, and it kept her calm a little bit. Before any of the team could speak, there was a knock on the door before Meredith and Bailey walked in with Carina.

"Hey Andy, we managed to fast track your results. Can we talk to you? Alone?" Bailey asked, as the team all looked worried. Andy could feel the panic rising, and she wasn't sure if she could handle this alone.

"Erm, o-okay" Was all Andy could say, before the team began to leave.

"We will be right outside if you need us Andy" Jack said, as he rubbed her hand before leaving with the others.

"Well it can't be good if its 3 of you right? And you got my results done quickly which means you were worried. Am I, am I dying?" Andy questioned, as the panic started to set in.

"No Andy, you are not dying" Carina said, as she pulled Andy's results up on her tablet.

"Then what is wrong with me?" Andy asked, the panic was hitting her hard and all she wanted was for Jack to come in and help her.

"On your blood test, it flagged up a high HCG number which indicates that you are pregnant Andy." Carina says, giving a sympathetic look. Andy was dumbfounded, she didn't know whether to scream or cry. She needed an escape, this could not be happening not now.

"b-b-but this would mean. i-i-it would mean its his" Andy says, trying to catch her breath.

Carina signalled for Bailey and Meredith to leave now, as Andy was officially Carina's patient.

"Andy, there are options you can take. This doesn't have to be a bad thing" Carina says

"But I didn't ask for this, I didn't want this. I was finally getting my life back, I've been back at work. I've been feeling slightly more normal but now I'm pregnant with a baby conceived through rape!" Andy was angry. She still couldn't believe what she had been told. "I don't know what to tell the guys, they've finally been treating me like me! If I tell them that I am pregnant it will all change, they will start treating me like i'm going to break again and I, I can't do that again" Andy says, as Carina sits down.

"Andy, we can talk about all of this. But right now, you need to take a breath and calm down. Your results show that you were mildly dehydrated and you had a minorly high blood pressure, which along with the pregnancy, shows why you passed out for so long." Carina explains, as she helps Andy calm down by breathing with her.

"I just don't know what to do" Andy says, sighing.

Andy stayed with Carina while they talked through some options, Andy wasn't sure what she wanted right now however Carina knew that Andy should talk about her options through before making any choices.

Maya, Vic and Jack were the only members of 19 left at the hospital, as Maya had convinced the others to go home and get some sleep. Nobody had gone back into Andy's room since the Doctors wanted to talk to Andy about her results.

"It has to be something bad, if they're still in there" Jack stated, as he handed Vic and Maya a coffee

"It doesn't always mean something bad, I mean you know Andy maybe she's coping with something in her very Andy way" Vic said, as she took a sip of her coffee

"Vic is right Jack. Dr Grey didn't seem too concerned and she did say before that it was likely a bad case of dehydration which would make sense since she had barely eaten or drank the whole meal." Maya explained, and Vic nodded.

"She's already been through so much though. What has Andy done to deserve any of this?" He questioned, and sighed as he slunk into the hard hospital waiting room chair.

Carina soon exited Andy's room, when Andy let exhaustion take over and she fell asleep. She walked over to the waiting area where she found the 3 members of 19 sleeping, on the chairs. She smiled to herself as she saw them, and walked over slowly.

"Hey guys, Andy is sleeping. Why don't I call you guys a cab and get you all home and you can come back tomorrow." She says, as they all opened their eyes.

"But is she okay? It's been a while and we were starting to get worried." Jack says, as Carina just smiled

"Well I can't discuss Andy's results with you as that's for her to decide. However, she did tell me to tell you guys she isn't dying and that she is just fine" Carina says, as they all sigh with relief.

"Okay well, we will head home and we will come back when we have had a good sleep. Let Andy know?" Jack says, as they all stood up.

"Yeah I'll tell her" Carina says, and they walk off down the corridor to sleep.

Andy was secretly going over her options in her head, she had woken up again not long after Carina as she couldn't settle off properly. She knows about abortions, adoptions everything. But yet, her mind was travelling at 1000 miles an hour and she could not make a decision on what she wants to do. She didn't know a soul that could help her, nobody she knows has ever had to make a choice like this before. Except Vic, but the circumstances are not the same.

Andy's mind travelled back to when she had an abortion in high school. When she aborted her and Ryan's baby because she didn't want her career to be over, however her mind also travelled to Pru and Dean how his career didn't have to end just because he became a dad. But there was also the lingering thought of whose baby it is, this baby wasn't created by love, it was pain and Andy knew it would be a constant reminder of what had happened to her. The thoughts in her brain gave her a headache, and she soon succumbed back off to sleep with no idea what she wanted to do.

All she knew right now is, she is pregnant and she is alone.

This was such a hard chapter to write. I don't know where I want to go with this, however I have a few ideas.

Thank you so much for reading :)