The current time of me writing this is 12:11am. I struggled to get off to sleep so decided to come and try and write about the pregnancy a little bit before it becoming more about the ending to the rape storyline. I need for there to be a side story, to bring Andy and Jack together (As I love them and that is my goal for the end of this)

Please note I am not fully educated on all the rules in states regarding abortion laws. So please please bare with me as I do my research to make sure that I do not get a thing incorrect.

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TW - mentions of Rape, pregnancy and abortions throughout so please be advised!

Chapter 9

The following day, Andy had woken up in a state. She had been tossing and turning all night going over the decision she had to make. With abortions being banned and restricted across America, she wasn't sure on what she wanted. She knew that she lived in a state where abortions were legal up to a certain point of viability, however she also knew she should probably tell someone so they could help her.

Right now, Carina Meredith and Bailey where the ones that know. She knows that their thoughts as medical professionals would be helpful, however she wasn't sure if she should seek out the help of Diane. Andy had called Diane that morning, so the could meet and talk. Being back at the hospital, required more time off work, which equally meant more time alone with her thoughts. The Police had also called that morning, telling Andy about a possible sighting of Jeremy not far away from where he lives in Oregon and part of her was thankful he wasn't close by her. They had discussed her coming to the station, however when she explained what happened they had decided to come and see her as well. Andy's mind was in overdrive, and she was starting to struggle with everything happening at once.

Jack had been the first one at the hospital, and he bought Andy her favourite breakfast to try and cheer her up. All of her friends were still oblivious to Andy being pregnant, and she didn't know how to tell them. Jack had ultimately set off Andy's sickness when he bought in the bacon and French toast, which left him confused.

"So the sickness hasn't gone away then?" Jack asked, as he pulled Andy's sick bowl away and put it into the bin. Andy sighed, she knew it wouldn't go away at least not anytime soon

"uh no. the doctors said its a viral thing, I just need fluids for hydration and I can go home" Andy lied, she hated lying but felt like she had no choice.

"I actually needed to tell you something." Andy started. "And you have to promise not to get angry or upset." She continued.

"Okay..." Jack said, as Andy began

"I got a call from the police this morning. They had a reported sighting of Jeremy in Oregon, and they want to come and discuss the case with me later today." Andy said. She shivered at saying his name, and also noticed the disgusted look on Jack's face. "and before you say anything, I already called Diane and she's going to come and sit in with me just in case" Andy said, knowing what her friend was about to say.

After breakfast, Jack had left the hospital at Andy's request. She was meeting with Diane soon, and couldn't risk any of 19 being around while she discussed Jeremy and the pregnancy. Andy was nervous, however tried her best to remain as calm as possible.

When Diane arrived, she immediately sat down to begin her chat with Andy

"So Andy, how are you doing?" Diane started. "I know that is a stupid question, however I have got to ask" She said.

"Well being back here is no fun, especially due to the circumstances. I'm just trying to figure out what to do, and I feel like everything is happening at once. My whole world feels like its going at full speed and I don't know how to make it stop" Andy explained, Diane was confused but also kind of understood Andy.

"I know about the police since you told me this morning on the phone. However, what is it that you have to figure out Andy?" Diane questioned. Andy sighed, not knowing how to muster up the sentence 'I'm pregnant'

"Well, I have a big decision to make. It's life altering big. Only I don't know what to do, there's so much to think about and I don't have a lot of time to make a decision and it's giving me a headache." Andy started rambling, as she tried to make the words leave her mouth. Diane remained confused, and concerned for Andy's welfare.

"Andy, I can help you. If you can, tell me what it is you are making a Life Altering decision about?" Diane asked, trying not to push Andy too far.

"Well, I fainted because my blood pressure was high and I got dehydrated." Andy started, as tears began forming in her eyes. "But, it's been caused by pregnancy and I have to decide if I want to keep it. But I don't know what I want to do because this country is a mess and I am a mess and I haven't slept well because I have to make a decision soon before it's too late" Andy rambled even more, while becoming hysterical.

"Okay, okay. Andy we can talk about all of this. But right now lets focus on you. Let's do that breathing technique and get you a little bit calmer first." Diane said, as she coached Andy's breathing. Which helped her be a little bit calmer. Once Andy seemed more settled, Diane adjusted herself before she started speaking.

"Well, I completely understand why it would be a big decision right now. However, nobody can coheres you into a choice Andy. It has to be yours. But I can help you with whatever decision it is that you make. I know this country is a mess, in so many different ways, but abortions in Washington state are not limited to those who need them for any medical matter or rape. So if that is something you were considering, know you are entitled to it." Diane said, as Andy sighed

"It's also the fact that all abortion clinics are being targeted right now, and I would have to go to one to go through with it. It's also because I've had an abortion before, and the whole process was a lot on my body and I didn't tell anybody I got one." Andy explained, as her mind drifted towards her high school life with Ryan.

"I didn't know that, was it something you wanted to do at the time?" Diane questioned

"Yes, but I didn't tell my boyfriend at the time because I knew if he wanted to keep it then so would I but I was also focussing on graduating high school and getting into the fire academy. So I went ahead with it and never told him. Then he died 3 years ago, not long before my dad died and I never told him." Andy said, feeling a massive wave of guilt and regret. "Part of me wants an abortion, but the other part of me doesn't want to kill a baby because it didn't do anything wrong. But, what if I resent it because of how this all happened. What if I spiral because of this?" Andy asked.

"Andy, I'm going to be here to help you through whatever it is you need. If you decide to go ahead with the pregnancy, then I will guide you and help you find coping mechanisms and techniques to support you and your mental welfare. I can talk to your doctor, and we can discuss with you of course places you can go to for extra support. Like groups and meetings" Diane said, and Andy gave a slight smile. "And if you do decide to go ahead with an abortion or even the pregnancy, maybe think about telling a friend so that you have some close by who knows, and can help you if you ever find yourself spiralling." She added.

"I just don't know how to tell my friends" Andy said

"The best way to tell someone something is to just be honest. Just say it, you have an amazing group of friends Andy. I'm sure whatever decision you make they will be there for you 100% of the way." Diane said, before the were interrupted by a knock at the door.

The Police had arrived, to begin discussing the case with Andy.

Right now, all she could hope for was some good news.

A light at the end of the tunnel.

I really hope you guys are enjoying this story. I honestly am not sure if I am happy with where I am taking it, however let me know if you are with a review?

Anyways, update. It is now 12:45am at the time I finished writing this. This will also be the second chapter I give you guys, in less that 5 hours of each other!

Hope you all have an amazing day, at whatever point you are seeing this!

Thanks for reading :)