Chapter 2: Flustered
Summary:
After starting his heat unexpectedly, Sasuke tries to keep himself together in Naruto's small studio apartment.
Notes:
I feel like this may be pretty out of character but...I wrote it, so now here it is.
Chapter Text
The rest of the day was spent with Sasuke quietly losing his mind. It appeared that Naruto was also struggling to hold it together, but he mostly didn't talk to Sasuke. He seemed to be distracting himself on his phone and with a video game that he would occasionally pause. Sasuke would catch him looking at him and Naruto would take a moment to look Sasuke up and down or hold his gaze for a moment too long before finally looking away and continuing whatever he had been doing before. By the end of the day, Sasuke felt completely insane. He hadn't gone through a heat in over a year. Instead of taking a break every few months from his suppressants, he'd simply continued taking them one after another and warded off his heat completely. In the past he'd locked himself inside of his room for the few days it took to pass and jerked himself silly in the meantime. Furthermore, he'd never been around an alpha who wasn't a family member when he'd gone through previous heats. Now it felt as if his body was acutely aware that not only was there an available alpha nearby, but also that Sasuke couldn't make a single move without said alpha being witness. He knew the answer but every part of him wanted to beg Naruto to fuck him. The thought of Naruto on top of him brought both anxiety and excitement. Mostly the latter.
"You look like you're about to crawl up the wall over there." Naruto finally broke the silence.
"I am," Sasuke sighed. "Naruto…why won't you…" he couldn't bring himself to continue.
"I'd be taking advantage of you, dontcha think?"
"No, idiot. I've been offering since before my heat even started," Sasuke put his head down on his arms and tried to take deep, steadying breaths.
"Alright, fuck it." Naruto got up and moved across the room quickly to where Sasuke was sitting on a stool. He reached out and held Sasuke's face between his thumb and his index finger, twisting Sasuke to face him. Sasuke's eyes widened with the alpha suddenly being so close and touching him. "I'll fuck you if you want it so badly," Naruto said through gritted teeth before forcing Sasuke's lips onto his own in a rough kiss. Sasuke's body stiffened slightly at first, shocked by Naruto's acquiesce. He quickly pushed himself further into Naruto, who parted his lips and began to lick at the edge of Sasuke's mouth, asking for permission. Sasuke parted his lips and allowed Naruto's tongue into his mouth. "Get on the bed," Naruto demanded.
Sasuke quickly shuffled onto the bed and watched in awe as Naruto took off his shirt and undid his pants. He felt a little disappointed when Naruto didn't continue taking off his clothes, but forgot about it when Naruto advanced on him and began to pull his shirt up over his head. Naruto began kissing and nipping at Sasuke's neck while unbuttoning his pants. Sasuke felt his pulse quicken with the realization of what was happening. Naruto shoved a hand into Sasuke's pants and slowly stroked Sasuke a couple times before pushing his hand down deeper to probe at Sasuke's dampening hole.
"Is this what you wanted, Sasuke? Hmm?"
"Yes, yes Naruto." Sasuke panted and tried to get used to Naruto's finger touching him somewhere so intimate.
Naruto deepened the kiss and pulled Sasuke's pants off completely. He paused for a moment to take in Sasuke's naked body. Sasuke had never thought he had a reason to feel self conscious about his body, but Naruto's silence was starting to make him uncomfortable.
"You sure you want this?" Naruto swallowed. Sasuke nodded quickly. "Yeah? Why don't you spread your legs for me?" Sasuke complied, spreading his legs and giving Naruto full view of his body. Slick trickled gently out of Sasuke at the movement. "Good boy, Sasuke," Naruto cooed, finally removing his own pants fully. Sasuke stared at Naruto's dick, suddenly feeling apprehensive about what was about to happen next. Naruto gave himself a couple sure strokes before climbing on top of Sasuke, resuming kissing him.
Naruto reached under Sasuke and quickly inserted a finger, startling Sasuke. He only thrust the digit in a few times before adding a second finger, this time Sasuke actually yelped in surprise.
"Take it omega, I know you like it." Naruto said as he began scissoring his fingers. This was happening so fast, Sasuke was beginning to feel overwhelmed, but Naruto kept going. Naruto didn't spend long stretching Sasuke before kissing up his neck and whispering roughly in his ear. "You ready for my cock, omega?" Was he? Sasuke didn't know. He nodded regardless. "Good," Naruto whispered as he lined himself up, bringing Sasuke's legs to his shoulders. Sasuke looked up at Naruto from in between his legs and made eye contact with Naruto who seemed to be waiting for one last silent go ahead. Sasuke nodded quickly and Naruto pushed into him, not stopping until he was fully sheathed inside. Sasuke threw his head back and moaned loudly at the feeling of being stretched open on Naruto's cock. Naruto began to thrust into Sasuke hard, pushing a moan out of Sasuke each time he bottomed out.
"God, listen to you. This is all you've wanted for almost two days straight. Haven't been able to get you to shut the fuck up about how much you want my cock." Sasuke tried to get ahold of the noises he was making, but every drag of Naruto's cock inside him made his heat addled brain feel appeased. He couldn't piece together any thought that didn't involve how good he felt right now.
"Yeah this is what you fucking wanted. This is all you've been thinking about since the moment you met me. You've been practically begging me to fuck you. Fuuuck all omegas really are sluts, huh? You don't even understand how the world works and you still can't think past getting stuffed with alpha cock. God, you look fucking pathetic, Sasuke. Just a stupid little fuck toy, that's all you are."
Sasuke's eyes began to water, both at the force of the thrusts and at Naruto's words. But he still couldn't help himself from moaning at how good it felt.
"Itsss so big Naruto," Sasuke managed to say. He wasn't sure if he would've been able to handle Naruto's size as well if he wasn't in heat.
"I know, God, I'm gonna leave a fucking imprint of my knot inside of you when I'm done. Every alpha that fucks you after this will be able to feel where I've already been. My knots gonna fucking ruin you, Sasuke." Naruto practically spat. Sasuke felt his heartbeat speed up in anticipation. The things Naruto was saying made him feel bad but the excitement of being stretched by Naruto's knot was almost more than he could handle.
Naruto reached down and pumped Sasuke's cock roughly a couple times before Sasuke started clenching and keening as he came violently.
"Oh God, yeah that's it Sasuke," Naruto praised. "Such a perfect little slut, coming for me and squeezing my cock, fuck" Naruto sped up even more before hastily asking, "are you on birth control?" Sasuke shook his head. The suppressants had worked as a birth control but without them he was just another fertile omega. "Oh shit, I'm gonna get you pregnant. I'm gonna knock you up and drop you back off with your family. I wonder what your father would think? All that fuss about not wanting to be with some random alpha, yet here you are, hanging off of some strangers cock. Ugh I'm gonna fill you up with cum and give you back to your family while it's still dripping out of you." After a couple more thrusts Naruto shoved his growing knot in hard before coming deep inside Sasuke who shrieked at the feel of the knot filling him. Naruto shallowly thrust a little more as he road out his orgasm, feeling himself empty inside of Sasuke.
Finally, satisfied, Naruto let out a low sigh. He was just about to flip himself and Sasuke over so that he wouldn't be lying on top of the small Omega when Sasuke began trembling and finally, a few tears slipped down his cheeks. Realizing that he hadn't been able to keep his tears in check only caused Sasuke to quietly sob more.
"Whoa, what's," Naruto paused before asking what was wrong. He knew perfectly well that what he had said to the Omega had been upsetting, he just didn't expect this kind of reaction. "Are you…okay? I didn't mean to make you cry…" he tried.
"Then why did you say all that stuff? Why did you call me a pathetic slut?" Sasuke sobbed, unable to look at Naruto who was still connected to him.
"I…uh…I just thought it was hot." Naruto responded, feeling uncomfortable and avoiding looking Sasuke in the eyes. "Hold on let me just," Naruto quickly flipped them both so that he was on his back and Sasuke was perched on top of him. "There, that's better, right?" Naruto tried, hoping Sasuke would settle down and maybe even fall asleep.
"It's NOT better!" Sasuke moved to try to get up and off of Naruto, but the knot kept them connected and caused a painful discomfort for both of them when Sasuke tried to prematurely dislodge Naruto.
"What the fuck are you doing?!" Naruto couldn't help himself from snapping. "Just wait a sec, it'll go down in a few minutes." Naruto now forced eye contact with Sasuke's watery eyes.
"How long is it going to take?" Sasuke tried not to sound as somber as he felt.
"It's usually around ten or fifteen minutes for me. It's not like a crazy long time, I promise." Naruto looked over Sasuke's still stressed form. "Here, just lay down for a second and get comfortable," he said as he pressed Sasuke down toward his chest and forced him to lay on him.
"Are you really going to do that? Take me back home now? While your cum is still…" Sasuke didn't finish his sentence, more tears just spilled from his eyes at the thought of what his father and brother would say. "I'm going to get pregnant now too," at that Sasuke couldn't stop himself from weeping again.
"No! I'm not gonna do that! I'm sorry. I'm not gonna take you back home while you're like this, and I really shouldn't have cum in you, I really am sorry, but I'll get you a morning after pill, you'll be fine, you won't get pregnant, everything will be just fine, Sasuke." Naruto tried to reassure him, but Sasuke continued to quietly cry on Naruto's chest until Naruto's knot shrank enough for him to pull out.
"Um...okay, I'm gonna pull out now," Naruto warned before gingerly sliding out of Sasuke. A mixture of cum and slick leaked out with it and Sasuke tried not to feel disgusted by the stickiness. He quickly climbed off Naruto and made his way to the bathroom to clean himself up before Naruto could say anything. Sasuke cried quietly more in the bathroom for a couple minutes before forcing himself to pull his emotions back together and go out and face Naruto. He was surprised when Naruto looked worried.
"Hey! How are you feeling, are you...okay?" Naruto squinted, not really sure what else to say.
"Why were you so mean if you didn't mean any of that stuff?" Sasuke glared up at Naruto.
"I...I thought it was hot, I dunno." Naruto shifted on his feet and averted his eyes so he wouldn't have to look at Sasuke who now looked less sad and more angry, even with his face still splotchy from crying.
"Do you say that stuff to other omega's when you have sex with them?" Sasuke asked accusingly.
"I mean...yeah. I do." Sasuke felt his mouth drop open slightly. He had expected Naruto to say that he didn't treat everyone that way. He wasn't sure if it was better or worse that Naruto did this to everyone. Or at least all the omegas.
"Why?" Sasuke demanded.
"I. Think. It's. Hot! I mean, I know it's kinda fucked up and it's not like most omega's like it but...no one's ever cried before. They just call me an asshole and leave quickly. Which is fair, because I AM an asshole." Naruto realized after his explanation that the implication was that Sasuke would leave now, but they both knew that wasn't exactly possible for Sasuke.
"That IS really fucked up, Naruto." Sasuke said quietly.
"I told you I'm not a good guy, Sasuke," Naruto tried to analyze Sasuke's emotions, but when it looked like he was about to cry again, he decided that he wasn't equipped to deal with more of the Omega's emotions and decided to try a different route. "I mean...I guess I also sort of figured you'd be...more prepared for what I said...if that's not something you were willing to deal with, maybe you should've gone back to an alpha you liked being with in the past..." Naruto tried to shift the blame. Sasuke's face turned red with outrage.
"So this is MY fault?" Sasuke snapped.
"Well, I mean, maybe not entirely, but why didn't you?" Now Naruto was genuinely curious. "Was there really no one better suited for this?" After an awkward silence and Sasuke avoiding eye contact, however, Naruto was able to infer the answer. "There's no way. Please, please tell me that wasn't your first time with an alpha." Sasuke turned even further away from Naruto. "Oh God. Okay...well...I mean...that...that wasn't your first time, like, actually...having sex, right?" Naruto was afraid for the answer.
"What if it was?" Sasuke demanded. Naruto's face paled as he felt his stomach drop.
"Why didn't you tell me that?! I would've been," Naruto sighed. "I would've been so much nicer, and gentler. Oh fuck, that's an awful first time. Fuck, Sasuke. I'm so sorry." Now Naruto did genuinely regret his actions. Of COURSE it was Sasuke's first time. It makes sense with how sheltered he obviously was. And now he was probably scarred for life. Naruto clenched his jaw and tried to swallow his guilt.
"Look, I'm gonna go to the grocery store real quick and get you a morning after pill so you don't get pregnant, is there anything else that you want me to pick up for you?" Sasuke shook his head gently. "Okay, well, I'll be back in like 30 minutes." With that, Naruto slipped on his clothes and left Sasuke alone in his apartment.
When Naruto re-entered his apartment, he was a little surprised to see Sasuke was still there. True, he knew Sasuke didn't really have anywhere to go, but he didn't have anywhere to go when he had left his family's home either and he had left there when he was upset with no problem.
"Hey," Naruto began when he walked into his studio. "I got you the morning after pill...and some juice...and some food...I didn't know what you like but since you're going through heat I know that you need a lot of sugar and carbs so...that's what I got. Hopefully you like some of it?"
Sasuke looked at the array of snacks and juices that Naruto had brought for him and felt himself soften a bit.
"You got orange juice, mango juice and...tomato juice?"
"Yeah...and some chips...and some fruit...and some cookies." Sasuke smirked slightly, trying to hide his appreciation. He was still upset with Naruto. Just because he was doing a little to take care of him didn't mean that he would forgive him.
"Thank you," Sasuke capitulated. When he looked up he noticed Naruto's nostrils were flaring like he was breathing in deeply. "Do I really smell that good?" Naruto had the audacity to flush before nodding quickly.
"Uh, anyway. I'm sorry again for, uh, hurting your feelings. And I won't talk to you that way again if you don't want me to." Sasuke glared slightly at Naruto.
"Good."
Sasuke dug into the snacks and juice that Naruto had brought while Naruto messed around in the kitchen and began making a larger meal for the two of them. After eating, Naruto asked if Sasuke needed anything then went back to playing video games, hyper aware of every movement from Sasuke. Sasuke tried to focus on watching Naruto play, but he was restless. He was in heat for Pete's sake! He found himself moving around the small apartment, making multiple trips to jack off in the bathroom and drinking most of the juice by the end of the day. The tomato juice being the first to go. He could tell that Naruto felt bad still, and was listening intently to Sasuke's actions, even when he didn't look at Sasuke, so he went out of his way to be noisy as he moved about. Even causing Naruto to die a few times in the game he was playing. Sasuke smirked to himself. Serves him right, he thought.
By that night, Naruto seemed to be about to crawl out of his skin. Sasuke being noisy throughout the day wasn't the only thing that was keeping him on edge as he tried to think past how good Sasuke smelled.
"Do you need...are you...do you want me to get you off?" Naruto finally asked.
"No, I'm fine doing it myself." Sasuke answered quickly, but Naruto continued to press.
"You know, it will give you more relief if it's an alpha that does it." Sasuke looked at Naruto skeptically.
"Is that true?" Naruto nodded. Sasuke thought about it for a moment. He HAD been feeling like he wasn't getting the kind of relief that he needed.
"Okay...but don't be mean to me."
"Got it!" Naruto moved quickly to the bed where Sasuke was sitting before leaning in and kissing him deeply. Sasuke sighed deeply into the kiss and allowed himself to be pushed backward. Naruto's hands quickly undid Sasuke's pants and slipped inside to rub his rapidly growing erection through his boxers. "Is this okay?" Naruto checked. After the earlier incident, he didn't want to push Sasuke over the edge again. Sasuke nodded and his hips involuntarily thrust up into Naruto's palm.
Naruto moved to pull Sasuke's underwear down with his jeans and continued rubbing Sasuke's cock, which was now completely hard.
"Take off your shirt," Naruto instructed and moved to sit behind Sasuke on the bed and pull him into his lap. Naruto continued to stroke Sasuke with one hand and moved up to tease one of his nipples with the other hand, bringing the small nub to hardness with a few gentle circles with his fingers and light pinches. A small moan escaped from Sasuke's lips, the dual sensations quickly causing his orgasm to build up. "That's it, Sasuke. You're doing so well."
"Naruto...please don't stop. It feels so good..."
"I know baby, I won't stop. I want you to cum for me. Get your cum all over my hand." Sasuke let out another squeak of a moan before he could stop himself. Naruto's hand moved from Sasuke's nipples down between his cheeks and slowly pressed a finger in. He adjusted their angles so that he could reach deeper into Sasuke, looking for his prostate. The moment he found it, Sasuke moaned and twitched violently, cumming immediately. "Good job, Sasuke. That was so hot." Naruto brought his fingers up to his lips and began to lick Sasuke's cum and slick off. Sasuke whimpered at the sight of Naruto savoring the taste of him as if it was the most delicious thing he had ever tasted. "You taste so fucking good, Sasuke." Naruto said, proving that he was truly enjoying himself.
Sasuke tried to calm down his harsh breathing. He felt lightheaded after cumming so suddenly and watching Naruto enjoy the taste of him. After a minute he noticed that he could feel Naruto's own arousal.
"Do you want me to...do something to you too?" Sasuke wasn't sure what to offer. He'd only just had sex for the first time earlier that day. Naruto quirked an eyebrow at him and seemed to be thinking carefully about what he wanted to say next.
"Do you wanna learn how to give head?" He offered. Sasuke's eyes widened marginally before he schooled his features back and he chanced a glance down at Naruto's crotch. He was obviously well endowed, even through his jeans he appeared large. It was hard enough to take Naruto when they were having sex, he definitely wouldn't be able to take the whole thing into his mouth. But Sasuke wasn't about to back down from that challenge.
"Okay," Sasuke agreed and fully turned his body to get in a better position to bring his mouth to Naruto's cock. Naruto pulled his large appendage out of his pants and gave it a couple slow strokes before looking back at Sasuke.
"Okay, first give it a couple licks and kiss it." Naruto tilted his cock toward Sasuke and he leaned down to do as he was instructed, licking up and down Naruto's length and planting a couple gentle kisses on the shaft. "Make sure you keep your tongue wet," Naruto continued while watching Sasuke. Sasuke allowed himself to wet Naruto's cock with more saliva and kissed the shaft more enthusiastically. Naruto sighed lowly. "Good job, that's so good. Mmm, lick my balls a little." Sasuke moved further down to Naruto's balls. He noticed how much stronger Naruto's scent was as he moved further between his legs. Even down here, he smelled surprisingly citrusy. Sasuke couldn't stop himself from inhaling deeply and enjoying the scent of the alpha in front of him. He felt more slick leak out of him and tried not to flush with the embarrassment of getting wet from licking Naruto's cock. He leaned in further and sucked one of Naruto's balls into his mouth before switching and doing the same with the other. His tongue continued to swirl while each one was in his mouth. "Ugh, you're already so good at this, Sasuke." Naruto praised. "Go ahead and take it into your mouth when you're ready."
Sasuke continued his ministrations on Naruto's shaft and balls for another minute before finally deciding to put the head in his mouth. Sasuke looked up at Naruto as he took the head into his mouth and was surprised to see Naruto looking at him. It almost looked like admiration in his eyes. Sasuke swirled his tongue around the head, tasting the salty fluid that was leaking from the slit. It didn't taste anything like he thought it would, but he decided it wasn't a bad taste. Sasuke slowly lowered his mouth further onto Naruto's cock before accidentally hitting the back of his throat and gagging slightly. Naruto's head hit the wall behind him.
"Oh, fuck," he sighed. His breathing began to sound labored as Sasuke continued, speeding up a little. He accidentally hit the back of his throat a few more times, and it was obvious Naruto enjoyed the small choking sound Sasuke made each time he got too eager. Naruto reached down and gently put his hand on the back of Sasuke's head, trying to encourage him to try to take more of his cock into his mouth, despite it causing him to spasm. For a moment Naruto could feel Sasuke tense, obviously nervous about the possible power that came with Naruto's hand resting on his head, but when Naruto didn't increase any force, he continued sucking Naruto's cock and pushing as deep as he could go. Naruto pulled Sasuke's head off of him abruptly and began quickly stroking himself, bringing himself to orgasm faster. Suddenly Sasuke was afraid that Naruto was going to come from his own hand instead of from Sasuke's mouth.
"Wait! I want to do it," Sasuke kept his eyes pinned to Naruto's cock, as if he was afraid he'd miss something if he looked away. Naruto started breathing harder before speaking.
"Yeah, Sasuke? You wanna make me cum with your mouth?" Sasuke nodded as much as he could while his hair was still in Naruto's grasp. "Where do you want me to cum?" He pressed. Sasuke finally let his eyes leave Naruto's cock and instead locked his eyes with Naruto's.
"I want you to cum in my mouth." Naruto was hoping Sasuke would say it, but actually hearing him say the words almost drove him over the edge. He pushed his cock back in to Sasuke's mouth and guided him back down into the bobbing motion he had before Naruto had stopped him.
"You're about to get your wish," Naruto panted before gripping Sasuke's hair in his fist again and lightly thrusting upward into Sasuke's mouth, trying not to hurt him as he chased his own pleasure. Sasuke's mouth was quickly filled with Naruto's ejaculate and he couldn't help but be taken aback by how warm it was. He wasn't sure what he was going to do with it now that it was in his mouth and held it there for a moment while Naruto slowed his breathing. Realizing that Sasuke still had a mouth full of cum, Naruto tried not to laugh at the naive omega. "You don't have to swallow it if --" before Naruto could finish, Sasuke looked him in the eye and swallowed before opening his mouth to show that it was now empty. Naruto's mouth popped open in shock and appreciation. "Nice," he said, voice deep with arousal despite having just cum.
"Was that good?" Sasuke tried not to sound desperate for the Alpha's approval.
"That was so good, Sasuke." He said before leaning in and kissing Sasuke deeply. Sasuke twitched slightly with surprise. He hadn't expected Naruto to kiss him immediately after sucking his dick...or really at all for that matter. Naruto shimmied under the comforter with Sasuke and held him close to his chest. He felt satiated and allowed his eyes to close for a moment. Sasuke did too, but when he opened them again everything was dark and now Naruto was fully asleep. Sasuke snuggled closer to Naruto and went back to sleep, feeling content.