I have delt with truama anxiety to the point where I can't go anywhere and sometimes I just want to curl up into a ball and hide I hate the feeling and depression takes over too. I am scared to go to a concert or to be in a band or take pictures of myself I'm a very insecure about my body... I know I shouldn't be but I am. I have a girlfriend who helps me a lot and she texts me sometimes and I love it and I love her. I listen to music and can't stop making scenarios up in my head about us. shes amazing. but I'm scared to talk to her and by that I mean call. not only that I also have ADHD and I get really hyper and can't think and sometimes I talk really fast and i hope I'm okay and my girlfriend is okay. :)
The End P.S. it's more of a story I think then I poem and I'm so sorry I didn't space it out my apologies. I love you all lovelies :) 3