Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight Saga, it's belong to Stephenie Meyer and her great mind for creating such a wonderful piece like Twilight Saga (Although, I wish I can own Edward and Alec ...TT^TT). Also, I don't own the cover pic which I use for this story's cover. The one who had made that wonderful cover is LanWu. I merely downloaded it from her. So, if you want to see the real size, just visit her at lanwu .deviantart .com (just erase the space). The art was titled Guilty. It was and still is one of my favorites from all her piece of art (^w^)

Warnings: It contains OC. This story takes time on the Twilight Saga: New Moon with minor changes to the storyline. Unbeta, so please bear with the poor tenses and some mistakes I made.

Pairings: AlecxOC, SethxOC

Genre: Romance, Angst, Drama, Hurt/Comfort

"..." for memories in Italic

'...' thought in Italic

And "..." present time

-Your Definition of Forever-

-Seth-

For as long as I have lived, never once I thought that I will experience something like this. I mean who would? My life had been pretty simple so far, well not that simple but at least, you could say that I have a pretty much decent life. That is if you ignore the part of having a bitter big sister. So yeah, my life was great up until now. At least, that was what I thought until I experienced the awaken of my spirit soul or things like that. Oh well, I still have a good life though. So, I guess the change was an okay for me.

To put it simply, I felt perfectly content with how I have lived my life so far despite everything that had happened. That's why, it confuse me to see my friends complaining about their lives when it was obvious that their lives have been pretty good too. After all, what are you going to ask for when you have pretty much lead a decent life? Apparently, the answer was quite simple. It was love. Yeah, that kind of thing which will make you become crazy and pretty much lose your mind when you feel it; that was exactly what some of my friends have been longing for.

Although, in my case we should probably called it as imprinting instead of fall in love. After all, love stands no chance when we imprinted on someone. So yeah, you probably get the point already by now. The thing is, I never once thought that I will get to see my so called imprintee anytime soon; remembering the fact that I still have to adapt with this new life I have. In short, it took me by surprise when I saw you. Especially when the two of us were practically strangers to each other at that time. I think you found it difficult to believe too just like how I felt when I realized what exactly have happened, which is completely normal for me. Even I still unable to believe that I have just found my imprintee when I never expected one before.

Well, life is pretty much confusing like that so maybe we just should go with the flow and accept it instead of making a big fuss out of it. Anyway, the thing is, this whole imprinting business became more complicated when I found out that there is another person who have caught your attention aside from me. Especially, when the said person turned out to be one of the creature that my kinds deemed as enemies despite my different opinions regarding them. It's not really difficult to guess how everyone's reaction towards that particular news have been. I think this whole imprinting thing of mine had been one of things that also annoyed the rest of the packs aside from Jacob's problem. It wasn't my fault though since we never can choose the one we want to be imprinted with. Just blame the universe for that.

Nonetheless, I found it difficult to stay away from you despite knowing how much it will hurt me if I insisted on getting close to you. But you're the one for me literally. So I think, I don't have many choices in that. Although, I have to admit it hurt me to see you like this. To know how you feel but unable to do much about it, it made me feel completely useless. You have once described it to me; your definition of forever. It was an excessively long time without a break; a seemingly interminable time. At that time, I have agreed with you in that definition of yours. After all, what you have said was true.

Though, now that I looked back at it again; I wished I have disagreed with you on it. Because it was your definition of forever that had made you wait up until this long for him, longing for he who doesn't even understand what he feels exactly towards you. It was your definition of forever that had made you looked so sad and lost in your own feelings, being torn between me and him. It was your definition of forever that had troubled you this much and it was also your definition of perfection that made me feel completely useless.

Even though I have told you many times and again that you're completely fine the way you are now, it still difficult for you to accept that being delicate and completely normal is perfectly fine. Humans are fragile beings and that in itself was something that you can't accept. Because you never like being weak and hopeless. You hate being my weakness or his weakness. You never want to be our liability. But you're not my weakness, no matter how delicate and fragile you are, you will never be my weakness. After all, never once I thought of you as my weakness. No matter how much you think otherwise.

What I want is only to see you happy. To know you feel content with your life despite sacrificing my own happiness on it, it's perfectly okay for me. After all, you are the important part in my life and as long as you're happy; I'm perfectly content with that. I guess in the end I can understand why my friends were longing for this thing called love. Although, in my case I don't think love is the appropriate name for it. Because what I feel for you is beyond that. It was completely indecipherable thing that no one can understand except for me who knows its extent. That's why, if your definition of forever was hurting you that much, then I will change it. You don't need forever to live on to have me by your side because even if I don't have forever to live on like him, I know for sure that I will give my lifetime only for you in a heartbeat.

Authoress' Note: Eventually, I decided to edit this story and added the third prologue from Seth's POV since I think it will be fair if I added his too. After all, he also has an important role too in this storyline. So yeah, you get the point. Anyway, what do you think of the edited version of this story so far? Do you enjoy it?

Lastly, I'm still new on writing Twilight Saga story, so do forgive me if somehow I end up making the characters OOC (I really tried my best not to make them OOC though). I've tried my best on writing down this stuff but I'm sorry if somehow there are still some grammar errors and tenses errors. I'm still trying to improve my writing skill. The next chapter we are going back to my OC's POV again but it will probably take some times before I managed to finish it because like what I said before, I'm going to be very busy this year. So yeah, please be patient for it. Please give me your review so I know what do you really think about this story. Thank you for reading this story of mine~