Chapter 4 is here! Oh yeah* sighs* I have no clue how long this all will take me. So please stick around!
Ch. 4
So now it was just me and Tobias. I had no clue what to say to him. But Tobias on the other hand, does know what to say.
"So we die. In the end, I mean." Tobias put out. Why. I ask myself. This can't keep happening. Them asking what will happen to them in the future.
"I can't… I'm… sorry." I couldn't help it. I started the one thing I hate to do in public. Cry. "It's… just too bad for… me…too say." I said, with not even the tiniest bit of joy. I mean I really couldn't be joyful. Not with this stuff happening.
"We die… I knew it." He sighed. "How long do we have?" He asked. Should I tell him it's only 3 years? If I do how will he take it? No, I can't. It will tear him apart.
"Why would you say something like that?" I asked. I couldn't tell him. I had to try and stay strong.
"Cause," he stopped. Then proceeded on. "It's like you know. How and why, and what lead us to our deaths." He took a deep breath as he went on. "You know they kind of view you as a leader." What? That was supposed to be Jake. Not me… I am changing a lot by being here.
"Wait, what? Me? Not Jake? What?" I said. Trying to take it all in, it was a lot to take in. Trust me.
"Yeah. Most of the time, you know what's going to happen. Not us. You." He was right. I did know what's going to happen.
"I see what if I never came along. Then what?" I asked. I totally have him.
"We'd just, well try the best we could. Without knowing what's going to happen." He sounded brave, strong, and so calm. I was amazed by it.
"So I'm the leader uh?" I asked.
"I believe so." No. No… can't be.
"Jake would be a much better leader. Kind o-" I said. I stopped mid-though. Realizing what I was saying. Oh no, not good.
"What do you mean? What does Jake do?!" Tobias sounded a bit scared.
"OH! Look, at the time. I uh have to go home see you tomorrow!" It was only 6:37 but, I could make it out.
"Really? That's your excuse?" Tobias said.
"Well… yeah, yes it is." I smiled and walk of. And that was our talk. I went home and into bed. Went to sleep and hoped to god nothing would get me. I don't want to go… not quite yet. Not yet. Not this soon. I had to go on. For Rachel, Tobias, Marco, Cassie, and Jake. For all of them.
If there was one thing I was good at it was helping! Well actually that's not true. I am really good at being clumsy. (A/N: True. I am.) But I'm good at helping people too. So, yeah.
After that I went to bed.
How was that? I liked it anyway… hope you did too! Chapter 5 is coming soon!