Im back! I have decided to write more to see how it goes. In this story, Sebastian can he his usual cocky annoying bastard self, but when it comes to Blaine he is really caring and protective.
Disclaimer: I do not own Glee. Nopee. There are more phrases from the episode "Never been kissed" again but like always, I have changed it up a bit.
This is continuing from when Kurt left of in his car. Still in Kurt's POV. ;D
When I get home, I immediately see my dad's truck in the driveway. Great, he is going to know where I went.
I walk in, and see Finn and my dad watching football. "Hey, where were you?" my dad asks. "Finn said Puck told you to go spy on one of your competitors for Sectionals"
"Ya, I went there. Met some really nice people, too" I say.
"Great, so what were they like? Were they better than us? If they were, we better practice more" Finn says.
"I am not going to tell you what they did, because that would be cheating" I yell.
"Then why did you go in the first place?" my dad asks.
"I just wanted to see what it was like there, okay? And it was amazing! Everybody was so nice and caring!" I yell defensively. "So unlike everybody at McKinley!" I don't understand why I am getting so angry.
My phone vibrates in my pocket and I pull it out and read
Hey Kurt! Just making sure you got back to Lima in one piece :D If you ever need anything just ask me okay? Im sure I could try to help. That is, if you want my help and I didn't bore you to death today. Hopefully not! :P ~Blaine
I look at the text and smile. I have understood why I got angry, now. At McKinley, everybody hates me and pushes me, calling me names, for no reason but the fact im gay. At Dalton, not only do people accept gay's one hundred percent, they were kind enough to be supportive and empathetic about my problem even though I was spying on them.
"Im going up to my room now. Sorry for yelling dad." And then without another word, I run out of the room.
I sit on my bed and send a text back to Blaine.
Hey Blaine. Thanks for checking up on me and yes, I got home fine. You could never bore me though! I found your talk very moving. But if you are up for it, I would like to talk to you about something. Not many people can relate, because the whole gay thing, but I think you can. ~Kurt
I sit there and stare at the wall for a few moments before I get a reply from him.
What's wrong? Do you want me to call you?
I am grateful for his offer, but then I remember that he was with Sebastian today. I don't think Sebastian would be too happy if I was to take away his time with Blaine.
Oh, that's okay. Don't you have to spend time with Sebastian? I thought you guys were studying? ~Kurt
I sit there and wait. I wonder if my reply made him mad, and that's why he is not replying. My suspicions are correct when I don't get an answer after 3 minutes. Until my phone starts ringing and I see that it's him. "Hello?"
"Why would you think studying is more important than helping out a friend? You are in need of support and I want to help you." I hear Blaine say.
"Im not in need of support. I have been going through this for awhile; I can wait another week or two." I say stubbornly.
"Is this about that idiot at your school?" I sigh.
"Yes it is. Sort of. He enjoys making my life hell along with everybody else." I say sadly.
"Have courage Kurt. I know you have it in you. I just know it. I get I have only met you once but I think since you have been through all that, you are really brave." This makes my heart ache. He is so kind he can blow off studying to help me and give me advice.
"Thanks, Blaine. That really helped me a lot." I say and then sigh. "I should probably let you go now. Sebastian is waiting."
"If it is worth making a friend feel better, Sebastian can wait. I know what it feels like to think you are helpless when it comes to this." Golly, does Blaine make me feel wonderful. "Bye Kurt. And don't forget, Courage!" And the line is cut off.
I sit there for a few minutes, pondering ideas. I think I am going to take Blaine's advice and stand up to Karofsky.
The next day.
I walk down the hall, thinking about the girls performance of "Living on a prayer/Start me up" when I feel my phone vibrate in my pocket.
Courage ~ Blaine.
I stop and smile. I was up late last night thinking about how I am to get the courage.
All of a sudden, my phone is hit and I get slammed into a locker. I feel angry. I just hate it when people do that, especially Karofsky. I see him go into the locker room and I chase after him "Hey!"
I enter the locker room and yell "I am talking to you!"
"The girl's locker room is next door" He says gruffly.
"What is you problem?" I yell at him
"Excuse me?" He asks threateningly
"What are you so scared of!" I ask.
"Besides you sneaking in here to peek at my junk" He mocks.
"Oh ya, every straight guys nightmare! That all of us gays are secretly out to molest and convert you. Well, guess what, ham hock? You're not my type!" I scream
"That right" he says once again threateningly
"Yeah, I don't dig on chubby boys who sweat too much and are going to be bald by the time they're thirty!"
"Don't push me Hummel!"
"You're going to hit me? Do it." I challenge.
"Don't push me!" he repeats.
"Hit me, 'cause it's not going to change who I am. You can't punch the gay out of me anymore than I can punch the ignoramus out of you!" I scream. I am close to tears, but I won't let them go.
"I said get out of my face!" he yells.
"You are nothing but a scared little boy who can't handle how extraordinarily ordinary you are!"
And that's when the unthinkable happened. That's when Karofsky kissed me. Right on the lips. He let's go, but soon goes in for another kiss. I push him off and he punches the locker and runs straight out of the room.
After school.
I have to call Blaine. I decided to wait until after school to call him, because he would have been in class. I dial his number and after two rings someone answers.
"Hey, Kurt! So nice to talk to you again!" It was Sebastian. Why was he answering Blaine's phone? "It's Sebastian if you didn't know already. Blaine is going to get us coffee should be back soon. Do you want to tell me what is wrong" I can hear the smirk in his voice. No, I don't want to tell him. "Oh hey killer! You're back!" I stay silent for a few moments until I hear. "Hey, who are you talking to? Is that my phone? Give it here Seb!" I hear laughing from both of them until Blaine's voice is much clearer on the line "Hello? Who's this?" I smile, relived Blaine is back and I don't have to talk to Sebastian.
"Hey Blaine, Its Kurt." Damn. My voice cracked while saying that.
"What's wrong? Sebastian, what did you do?" I hear Blaine yell.
"No! It wasn't Sebastian. It was Karofsky, you know, that Neanderthal at my school. He kind of kissed me." I say quietly.
"Kind of? Or just full on kissed you?" I can hear Sebastian ask who kissed me in the background, but I don't hear Blaine give any acknowledgement.
"He just kissed me! It came out of nowhere! I was just yelling at him about how he is being immature about all this and he kissed me!" I am breathing really heavily.
"Hey, calm down. How about I drop by your school tomorrow and talk to him? I could try to reason with him about all this. How does that sound?"
"Good. Thanks Blaine. I appreciate it, I really do." I can once again hear Sebastian say something in the background.
"Can Sebastian join me? He wants to help him too, as he helped me get through my little dilemma." Of course, Sebastian wants to come. But I can't refuse. Blaine has been so nice to me.
"Sure. I should go now, thanks again Blaine."
"Anytime. Bye Kurt" And the line goes dead.
Blaine's POV… Blaine's POV… Blaine's POV… Blaine's POV… Blaine's POV
I hang up and look at Sebastian. He smiles reassuringly. "I know what you are thinking Blaine."
"What's that?" even I can't understand what I am thinking.
"You want to help him, yes, but you are terrified to step foot in another public school."
He walks over to where I am sitting against my bed's headboard. He sits right beside me and puts his arm around my shoulders. I rest my head on head on his shoulder and stare straight ahead.
"I am? Why is that?" I say.
"Because you were beat up at your old school. That made you depressed for months, Blaine. I don't want you to be like that again. I know you still get nightmares about it sometimes." He says sadly.
"How do you know that?" I ask looking up at him.
"I just know these things, Blaine. When you do, you're not yourself the next day. And there are times I wake up beside you to see you whimpering and begging for people to stop." He cups my cheek. "It breaks my heart to see you like this, Blaine. It really does. I don't want some idiot that's taunting Kurt to make you like that again."
"Don't you understand, Sebastian?" I scream "I am doing this because I don't want this to happen to Kurt!" Sebastian looks hurt that I yelled so wrap my arms around him and bury my face in his neck. "Im sorry, I just feel like Kurt is going through what I did. Nobody deserves that, Seb. Nobody." Sebastian wraps his arms around my waist and holds me close.
"I know you want to help him, I understand that. I just don't want to see you getting hurt. Remember when I broke my leg last year and you wouldn't leave my side with worry that I wasn't okay?" I nod, thinking about that. Sebastian wasn't himself when that happened. He looked so vulnerable like that. I think everybody knows I am the more sensitive one in our relationship, and seeing Sebastian hurt like that broke my heart. "I don't want to ever see you like that Blaine. So promise me whatever it is you are going to do to help him, you wont get hurt like that. Promise me." He takes my chin gently so I am looking right into his eyes.
"I promise" I whisper and bury my face in his chest.
Sebastian keeps his arms around me and gently hums, not a certain tune, just a soothing hum that slowly calms me down from this sense of worry I have for Kurt, for myself, for everybody. "I love you, Sebastian"
"I love you, too" he whispers and kisses my temple. I sigh. It took Sebastian forever to admit that he loves me. He isn't the type of person to be all lovey-dovey, but he finally accepted the fact that we are perfect for each other. When I feel myself slipping back into that state of depression, Sebastian is there to comfort me, reassure me that everything is alright. When Sebastian is too angry at something, whether it is during his lacrosse games or just somebody making a rude comment against him or me, especially me, I am there to calm him down, make sure the fire in his veins cools down a bit.
"You okay?" Sebastian asks me.
"Ya, im fine, are you?" I ask already knowing the answer.
"Im fine, I just hate thinking that you could ever be hurt and I wouldn't know about it. That's why I want to come tomorrow." He replies.
"I know. You're just protecting me right?" I smile at him. "Going to act like my knight and shining armor?"
He smiles back. "Always and forever" then leans in to kiss me. I kiss back and think what I did to deserve somebody as amazing as Sebastian.
The next day.
Sebastian and I get out of my car and look around. "God, I hate public schools. They reek of sweat and assholes." Sebastian says. "Now, how are we supposed to find Kurt in this hellhole?" he asks innocently. I smile and look around.
"He said he will be by his Navigator. Look for one." I order him.
"Could it be that girl over by the black Navigator? Like really, he is wearing girl clothes, Blaine." Sebastian says to me.
"Be nice, Seb. Just cause you aren't a gay gay doesn't mean other people can be." I say.
"Well, really, he just came out last year? Who believed he was straight? I mean, we could have passed but that guy? He has the gay face. And he has the gay face bad" he mocks.
"Enough trash talk, Seb. We just need to give him help then we can leave. We stick out in this place." I say shyly.
"Matching outfits! Woo Hoo! Blaine, calm down, nobody is giving us a second glance." He says reassuringly.
"I wasn't even worrying Sebastian. I think you should stop worrying." I walk over to Kurt. "Hey Kurt, how are you?" I ask.
"Im okay I guess. I have been avoiding him all day." Kurt says then looks over at Sebastian "Hi Sebastian" He says quietly.
"Hi there, Kurt!" Sebastian says enthusiastically. "Where's this 'Neanderthal' you wanted us to 'talk to'?" he asks Kurt.
"Most likely by the Cafeteria. Follow me" Kurt leads us over to the cafeteria, and I can see disgust clear on Sebastian's face as we walk farther into the school.
"There he is" Kurt points to where this very bulky jock in a letterman jacket is walking down the stairs.
"Excuse me" I say getting his attention.
"Oh hey lady boys. This your boyfriend, Kurt?" I can see anger flash through Sebastian's eyes and slightly shake my head.
"We would like to talk to you about something." I say.
"I gotta go to class" he tries to push past me, but Sebastian shoves him slightly.
"I would stay here unless you want the whole school to find out you kissed Kurt here yesterday" he threatens.
"Would you lower your voice?" Karofsky looks around "and I don't know what you are talking about."
"It seems you might be a little confused, and that's totally normal. This is a... a very hard thing to come to terms with, and you should just know that you're not alone" I explain
Before I know it, Karofsky has pushed me up against a fence. Sebastian runs straight over and shoves him away from me. "Don't even think about hurting Blaine, bud. You got that?" he shoves him again "You got it?"
Karofsky looks up at Kurt who is telling him he has to stop this. All he does is walk away. "Well, he's not coming out anytime soon" I say with dark humor.
"Blaine, this is serious!" Sebastian yells. "Are you okay? Did he hurt you? I swear, if he did I will"-
"Im fine Seb" I reassure. "Calm down, im fine"
"I think we should go now." I open my mouth to argue, that Kurt still needs help, but Sebastian cuts me off. "Please Blaine" he is begging me now.
"Okay. Bye Kurt." I look over to him and mouth Sorry. He nods in understanding and wave's goodbye. Sebastian takes my hand and runs to my car.
When we get in the car, I immediately drive away, knowing if we stay longer, Sebastian might kill Karofsky. "I can't believe he hurt you! I told you we shouldn't have come!"
"Relax Seb! Im fine! Please, calm down" we get to a stoplight, so I take his hand a stroke it. "Calm down. Please, Relax!"
He takes a deep breath and slowly relaxes. I smile at him and put in a CD that was in the car. Sebastian made me this CD for a gift last month. It has all our favorite songs on it. He goes to song number 3. That is the song Sebastian sing to me when I am depressed about my past, feeling unsure about thing.
The song starts and Sebastian sings along with the lyrics.
When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
'Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
'Cause girl, you're amazing
Just the way you are
I smile, knowing that everything is going to be alright.
That was chapter two! And in case nobody know, the song is "Just the way you are" by Bruno Mars.
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