Hey guys! Thanks for the great reviews and ideas ;) This story is slowly getting worked out in my crazy mind and with your help, I will have it all planned out very soon! Ok, so this chapter came to my mind around three in the morning and I could not get it out of my head until I typed it. So I wrote it on a notepad so I didn't forget it when I woke up!
Disclaimer: I don't own Glee, or anybody/anything you might recognize from anywhere.
There is a mention of a Lucas, so that is the boy Blaine took to the Sadie Hawkins dance before they got beat up. Just so you know.
Okay, the story starts in Sebastian's POV the night before Kurt transfers.
I walk into my dorm at 3am, just coming back from a 5 hour study session with Wes, and nearly fall over when I see a human form lump under my blanket. This certain lump is not so big, and on the small size. That makes me sure it is Blaine.
"Scared me there, Killer!" I laugh when I see his head poke out from under the blanket, but immediately stop when I see tear tracks coming down his face. "What's wrong, baby?" I ask, concerned about him.
Blaine sniffs and jumps out of the bed, falling into my arms. He sobs, wraps his arms around my neck and buries his face into it. I shush him and gently sit us down on my bed, Blaine falling onto my lap. "I… I just…" he sniffs again and falls silent, the only sound being his sobs that Blaine is trying to calm.
"Shh, Blaine, its okay, your okay, you can tell me when you are ready, okay?" I say gently and he nods.
It takes about an hour of gentle rocking and reassurances coming from me, but Blaine's crying slowly comes to a stop and we just sit there in silence. I have dealt with this before. When Blaine is upset he just needs somebody to be there for him, to hold him, and he will calm down.
"Better?" I ask gently. He nods and looks up at me.
"I just… had a nightmare." He gets that look that brings me back to when he first met me. I tighten my arms around him. "It was about… you know; back when I was being bullied, that night at the dance, but… instead of the usual appearance of Lucas on the brink of death, it was… you." He says.
"Oh Blaine." I say, my heart clenching. "That will never happen to me, okay? I could never let those guys hurt me, or hurt us. I promise to protect you forever. As long as you are with me, no harm will ever come your way!" I promise.
He looks up at me, a bit lost but still that adorable puppy that is Blaine Anderson.
"And" I continue. "If you ever have a nightmare and can't find me in my room, just call me. I will come to you." I say.
"Where were you?" he whispers.
"In Wes' room studying. Just below here. One floor down." I answer.
We sit in silence and just as I think he is about to fall asleep he tells me. "I think Kurt being bullied brought back all my memories of this stuff."
"Don't think about that. Try to think about something happy, something that you smile at whenever you hear it." I explain.
"Like your voice?" Blaine asks.
"If it makes you happy, then yes. And I will think of yours." I promise. "Now get some sleep" I order, and he cuddles even closer to me and sighs into my collarbone.
I lay there for awhile, just thinking about stuff. Kurt is transferring tomorrow and Blaine, being totally lost about Kurt's feelings, will be his tour guide. I would come along, but I have to go to class, unlike them, who get the day off to give Kurt the tour of Dalton.
Enough of that, I tell myself, think of Blaine's voice, when he sings.
I think of Blaine, singing in warbler practice, humming in the car, singing in the dorm room, and I am asleep in seconds.
Blaine's POV.
I wake up to really chapped lips and heavy eye lids. I reach out to rub them as I remember the horrific dream that occurred last night. I sigh. Leave it to Sebastian to comfort me when I am sad. It took me a long time to get used to always having Sebastian around when I need comfort.
You see, I never really had a person in my life that was always there for me. My parents are always busy. They have gone on business trips for as long as I can remember. Then there is my older brother Cooper. He was the person I went to for comfort when I was little, he would always be there for me. He was a little rough on me when he taught me something, but if I was sad he would always be there. The problem is there happens to be a pretty big age difference between me and Cooper. So when I was ten, Cooper left to L.A, and I have only seen him a few times since then.
I have been alone and self reliant for almost 6 years, and then Sebastian comes along, comforting, willing to give his time for me, and that scared me. Because I didn't want to lose him like I lost Cooper, and have to work so hard to be self reliant again.
It took about 8 months of hints from Sebastian, flirts from Sebastian, hints from the Warblers, and myself finally trusting whole heartily, to admit I like Sebastian.
I sigh and shake my head. I have to get ready to meet Kurt. I get to spend the day with him and show him around Dalton.
When I get outside, I sit on a bench and wait for Kurt to come. He came here yesterday with father to get his room set up. But that was it. He still needs to see the rest of the school. And I am here for that.
About 15 minutes later, Kurt pulls into the parking lot, and smiles. "Hey Blaine"
He says.
"Hey." I say, smiling back. "So, exited for the tour of the ever-great Dalton?" I ask.
"Oh, yes. Very. All those classrooms." He smiles.
"Lets go!" I yell, grab his hand and run inside.
5 hours later.
"We are about to close our tour, ending with one of the best rooms here. Kurt Hummel's dorm room." I joke, entering the room as Kurt closes the door.
"What about yours?" he asks.
"Oh, mine is defiantly the best room. Your's is one of the best. Sebastian's is also." I say.
"Why are you his boyfriend anyway?" Kurt snaps.
"Wait, what?" I ask, confused.
"You heard me, Blaine. Why. Do. You. Date. Sebastian?" he asks, angry.
"Well, I can answer that by saying he is the nicest, most caring person I have met." I say defensively.
"Ha! Sebastian? Really, Blaine? He is one of the most uncaring, selfish people ever!" Kurt yells.
"Maybe he can be like that at times, but when it comes to me, Sebastian is like a whole other person." I say, trying to calm myself, knowing I will burst if I let myself get angry at him.
"I cannot see that. I see him using you for sex, keeping you cause you were good, then dumping you when he sees somebody better." He snaps.
That's it. That is the thing that blew up my insides. If anybody knows me, they know if im quiet, Im dangerous.
"Oh." I whisper. "Is that what you think?" I demand in a hushed tone. "Huh. And what made you think that?"
"He is always staring at your ass, that's what!" he says.
"He does not! Sometimes, yes, but who cares? Not me!" I yell.
Before neither of us get another word out, Kurt closes the small gap between us, as we moved closer during our argument, and kisses me full on the lips.
I freeze, shocked. What is he doing? As soon as I get my thoughts together, I push him off of me. "KURT!" I scream. Loudly.
"Just dump him, Blaine!" he yells.
"Kurt! I have known him for over a year now, and he has gotten me through so many things!" I yell.
"Like what?" Kurt snorts.
"Hmm, I don't know" I say sarcastically. "Maybe getting me through nightmares, getting me out of my shell, getting me out of that one time I tried to commit suicide!" I yell.
He falls quiet. "What?" he whispers.
"Yeah." I say. "Three bastards came over to me at my old school, beat the crap out of me, made me feel horrible about myself, made me go to the hospital, and I was tired of the crap I felt, so I tried to slit my wrists." I say, my voice breaking. "Sebastian came in the room right before I could, and he held me all day and night, telling me not to do it, how much I regretted it." Tears are pooling out of my eyes. "And that is when I realized I loved him. When he stayed with me, despite the bawling, despite the yelling, and helped me, Kurt." I say, a sob escaping my lips.
"Blaine-" Kurt tries to say but I cut him off.
"No. Don't even" I snap, and run out of the room, slamming the door behind me as I pass through it.
I run to my room, curl up into the corner and cry. I cry and cry, and realize I want Sebastian here. No, I need Sebastian here. I pull out my phone and send him a message.
Where are you? ~ Blaine
I don't wait for 30 seconds until my phone buzzes again.
Walking to Lacrosse practice. Why? Something on your mind? ~ Sebastian.
Could you skip it? I just… I really need you right now. ~ Blaine.
Of course I can, I'll just tell Dylan to tell the coach I was sick or something, where are you? ~ Sebastian.
I tell him I am in my room and wait. I sit here in absolute silence for about 10 seconds until I start crying with anxiety. I feel like I am drowning. Nothing is going right.
My door opens and I hear a "Blaine?" and look up to see Sebastian. He gasps. "Blaine, what's wrong? What happened?"
I shake my head, but manage to get up, run over to him, wrap my arms around him, and cry. I bury my head in his shoulder and cry. And cry. And cry.
"Shh, baby, its okay, everything is fine, Shh." Sebastian picks me up bridal style and puts me on the bed. He climbs on after and continues calming me.
A half an hour later, my cries have dulled into small sniffles, and I can breathe properly.
"There you go, Blaine, Shh" Sebastian says, stroking my curls, as they have been released from the gel.
"'Bastian." I say, hiccupping.
"Its okay, Baby, just tell me what's wrong so I can help you." He says calmly.
"Kurt…" I begin.
"What did he do?" Sebastian demands.
"He… started yelling at me about why I am dating you, then kissed me and…"
"He kissed you?" Sebastian asks.
"Ya… I don't know why, though." I say.
Sebastian laughs lightly. "And he told you to dump me?" he guesses.
"Ya, but i got angry, and told him everything you have done for me, including helping me on… that day."
"Why did you tell him that? Babe, you haven't told anybody that." He says.
"I know. I just got mad, and I told him why I love you. That is when I figured it out. When you stayed with me, even though you had other things to do." I say.
"I will always make time for you, Blaine. I will never have anything better to do." He says, kissing my lips briefly.
I sniff. "Thanks. That means a lot, Seb." I say. "I love you."
"And I love you. A lot." He replies.
"But I don't get why Kurt wants me to break up with you so badly, that he would kiss me" I say, confused.
Sebastian laughs. "You are clueless." He says breathlessly.
"Huh? What do you mean?" I demand.
"Oh, nothing. And I am going to go talk to him, okay? Just set him straight. Is that alright?" he asks.
"Ya… no hitting. Or any violence." I demand.
"I know, bullying free, right? That's me, Mr. Sebastian Smythe, un-violent, total caring, totally awesome dude, right?" he says as he walks out of the door. "Bye, Blainey, love you"
"Bye, Sebby." I say, using his pet name.
Gunna stop there. I have had sooo much homework in the past couple of weeks. Well, it's the last month, gotta give the kids a lot of stuff, right? I should do some now.
And sorry for the delay. Along with the homework, my grandmother passed away recently, and the family is dealing with that.
RIP Grandma
But sad stuff away, What did you think? Like it? Hate it? Review so I know you like it.