OMG! I am so sorry for not updating! It has been months! Pretend I have said sorry 7000 times, then multiply that by 400. And that isn't even as sad as I am feeling right now. I just was busy over the summer! And then school started and I was just caught up! :( Please forgive me!

Anyway, back to the story! So we left off, Sebastian was going to talk with Kurt.

Disclaimer: I do not own glee. If I did, I would change the fact that every couple broke up.

WARNING! Slight Trigger Warning. Flashback to when Blaine was in dark times… Very dark.

Sebastian's POV.

I stand outside of Kurt's door, silently gathering up what I am going to say. I heave a sigh, and knock on the door.

The door opens, and Kurt slightly glares at me. "I don't know where Blaine is" he says.

"I do." I reply. "I wanted to talk to you about what just happened with you two. May I come in?" Kurt nods and opens the door

I sit on his desk chair as he sits on the bed. "So… what do you want to talk about?" Kurt asks awkwardly.

"Blaine says you told him to break up with me. And that you kissed him" I say.

"Yes. I didn't know some of the things he told me." He replies.

"So you accuse me of being a horrible boyfriend just because you want him?" I yell. "I can't believe you would stoop that low!"

Kurt is silent for a few moments. He just stares at me. "Did you… Did he… did Blaine really try to…?" he trails off.

"Try to commit suicide?" I ask quietly. "Yes. Once, I didn't know him that well, and he was depressed, and he just showed up at school with a scar down his wrist. The second time, I stopped him before he could try." I say in a monotone, remembering that tragic time.

Flashback

It has been a few months since Blaine taught me (sort of) how to play the piano. I think he is feeling better, he still doesn't smile that much, but he talks to me much more than he did. He told me he went home for the weekend, which I understand, I do sometimes and it is only his first couple months here.

Only it is Wednesday.

Blaine should be back by now.

I have texted him twenty times and called him ten.

Something isn't right.

I walk into class, only to get a text message from Blaine.

Im coming to class now – Blaine

I smile. And send a quick reply on how I am glad. I pick a seat and put my bag on the one beside me so Blaine could sit down, when he got here.

Then I saw him.

Bloodshot eyes stained cheeked, sickly looking. He looks terrible. He comes over and sits beside me. I look at him in concern. "Are you okay? I ask. He just nods quickly and looks away. "Were you sick or something?" I ask. He looks anxious then nods again. "Oh, glad you're better." He nods once more.

He wasn't sick. I know it.

At the very end of class, everybody gets up and walks out of class, but I wait, knowing Blaine likes to leave last, to not be in the crowd. Once everybody is gone Blaine gets up and walks away fast.

"Hey Blaine" I say. His fast pace stops for a second then he continues. I jog to catch up with him, grabbing my bag as I go. "Blaine, wait" I grab his wrist, instantly knowing I shouldn't have.

He looks like he is about to have a panic attack.

Blaine jumps about 20 feet in the air, yanks his arm from me, even though it is in a light grip. He starts to run away from me, leaving his bag on the ground.

I grab his bag and run after him. "Blaine! Wait up!" I yell, pushing through a few people. "MOVE!" I yell at this poor guy, who looks momentarily startled.

I follow Blaine all the way to his dorm room, trying to push open the door but Blaine locked it.

I can hear Blaine crying in his room, so I slam on the door. "Blaine, please open up!" I yell. He refuses to open it, so I use the last case scenario. My grandfather taught me how to pick locks. So I pick it.

As soon as I get the door open, I swing it open and Blaine is in there scratching at his wrist. I look at it, and there is a huge scar on his forearm. "Blaine…" I whisper.

Blaine looks up at me and jumps. Then he looks down to his wrist, "Sebastian…" he whispers back.

"Oh Blaine..." I say and walk over to him and hug him, and he falls into my arms, sobbing.

"Im sorry!" he yells.

"No, No, don't say that. Im not mad." I say, stroking his hair. "Shh, its okay."

"I didn't want to do it!" Blaine yells. "I just got home, and my dad was there and he was yelling at me, saying these horrible thing… my mom found me, Sebastian. I wish she didn't." he whispers.

"No, Blaine. Never say that again." I demand.

"Sebastian, just let me do it. Nobody would care anyway!" he whimpers.

"Hey, don't say that. I would care. All of Dalton would care. They love you, Blaine, even if you have only been here a few months." I say.

"No they wouldn't." he says quietly. "They would get over it so fast" he mutters.

"I would be extremely devastated. I think I might have followed you out." I hay to him.

"No!" Blaine yells loudly. "Nobody cares about me! You shouldn't either!" he sobs.

"Blaine, why did you run in here, just now?" I ask quietly, silently begging not him to say what I think he will.

"I… I wanted to-to"- he starts.

"Never do that Blaine" I say sternly.

"Nobody would care" he repeats for the thousandth time.

"I would." I say. I take a slight risk, gathering him in my arms, and he stiffens, but slowly relaxes. I begin to rock him back and forth. "I would care so much, Blaine, You are the first person to leave such a mark on me." I say. "If I lost you, I don't know what I would do." I say.

"Truly?" Blaine whispers.

"Truly" I repeat, slowly kissing his lips.

End of Flashback

My favorite memory and my scariest memory. When I knew Blaine would always have a place in my heart, and when I almost lost him.

"I can't believe he would do that" Kurt says, bringing me back to reality.

"Well, believe it, Hummel." I almost snarl, glaring at him. "And you hurt him, bringing up that memory."

"I need to apologize to him"- he starts but I cut him off

"No. Leave it for today. He won't want to talk to you right now" I say.

"Oh" he says. "Well tell him I said sorry" he says.

"Will do" I say, getting up to leave. "Oh and Hummel?" I start

"Hmm?" he replies, glaring up at me. Back to normal.

"I still hate you." I say.

"Likewise" he says.

"Great" I open the door and leave.

One week later. Third Person

Blaine has not talked since the incident. Kurt knows he has to apologize, so he goes to find him. He eventually finds Blaine and Sebastian sitting in the library, studying. He walks over to them, standing behind Blaine's back, when Sebastian looks up, and lifts an eyebrow. Kurt takes that as a clear to apologize to Blaine.

"Um, Blaine? Can I talk to you for a second?" He asks.

Blaine turns around and looks straight into Kurt's eyes. Kurt can see the hurt in Blaine's eyes, but tries really hard to ignore it. "Sure." Blaine says, turning to Sebastian. "Seb?" he asks, and Sebastian gets up, kisses Blaine on the cheek, and walks away.

Blaine is looking at Kurt expectantly, so Kurt sits down across from Blaine, taking Sebastian's seat. "Blaine… what I did was wrong. I didn't know anything about you or Sebastian, so I shouldn't have just assumed. Im sorry." He spills out.

Blaine is staring straight at Kurt so intensely; Kurt has to fight the urge to look away. "Sebastian isn't just using me for sex, Kurt." he eventually says.

"I know that now." Kurt says. "I was wrong to assume that, but I saw him stare at your ass, and looks at you in that way…" he trails off.

Blaine raises an eyebrow at him.

"I guess I just put two and two together, and I made the wrong assumption." Kurt finishes.

"I forgive you." Blaine said.

"Really?" Kurt asks.

"Uh huh" Blaine says. "It just brought back memories, but its okay. I don't want to ruin our friendship because of this."

"Me neither." Kurt says.

"So come over here and give me a hug" Blaine says, standing up. Kurt stands up as well, and Blaine gives him a friendly hug. Kurt hugs back, smelling Blaine's scent, slowly becoming intoxicated. "Im glad we are friends again" Blaine says.

"Me too" Kurt mumbles, releasing Blaine. He looks up at Blaine to he the boy staring behind Kurt, smiling slightly. Kurt turns around too see Sebastian leaning against a wall, arms crossed, but staring at Blaine just as intense, smiling softly at him. It is then that Kurt realizes he was too late in getting Blaine.

Sebastian comes over to the two boys and says "We need to celebrate this amazing friendship" he says, walking over to Blaine, putting his arm around him.

"Hummel, you, Blaine and I are going to Scandals."

So sorry it is short! I made this pretty quickly! But I need HELP!

I am going to make a big patch in Blaine in Sebastian's relationship.

What should it be? Here is what I have.

Sebastian cheats.

Blaine cheats.

Sebastian gets angry and hit/yells at Blaine

Blaine gets drunk and flirts/kisses Kurt

Which one? You guys pick!