Undying Love
Disclaimer: I do not own BTR as a band or as a TV show nor do I own any of them because if I did they would be doing stuff everyone here would enjoy
Content Warning: This story is rated M (fan fiction) TV-MA (if it was on TV) and R (if it was a movie; I think everyone would enjoy a movie with Carlos and Logan getting intimate) for Dialogue, Language, Violence, and Sexual Content.
Before You Read: This story is a sequel to my first BTR fan fiction entitled "Round & Round", so you might want to read that story first. Please enjoy. Reviews are appreciated.
Recap:
"Here are the notes you missed that day at school, buddy," James smiled, handing Logan his designer notebook.
"Thanks, James," Logan sniffled before closing the door on a smirking James' face.
Logan placed the notebook on his table and crawled in the bed to take a nice long cry.
Little did Logan know that the crumpled piece of paper he read was the same as the paper in the notebook James let him borrow…
Chapter 5 – Make or Break
It's not easy falling asleep on a pillow drenched in your tears…
"Logie!"
No response.
"Logan!"
Same thing.
"Baby!"
Logan woke up with a startle and looked into the eyes of his boyfriend, Carlos. Carlos looked back at him lovingly and kissed him softly on the lips. Logan let Carlos take control as he laid back and Carlos crept into bed with him. Carlos held his boyfriend in his arms and kissed his forehead.
"Wow, I didn't know they made water-pillows!" Carlos shrieked.
Logan half-thanked Carlos' obliviousness and child-like nature. However, it was that same obliviousness and child-like nature that made him wonder why Carlos would want to break up with him…
"Logie, what's wrong?" Carlos looked at his boyfriend with concern. Logan refused to look him in the eye as he simply cried softly into Carlos' bare chest.
Carlos moved his hand through Logan's head and consoled him until he fell asleep.
"No, James, this breakfast is for Logan," Carlos informed James when he tried to take some food. "He's not feeling well for some reason."
James smiled and walked away; as he wandered farther and farther from Carlos, his innocent smile turned into a menacing grin.
Carlos continued stirring and flipping away, nothing driving him more than the desire to improve his boyfriend's mood.
Logan slowly walked toward the kitchen area. Carlos noticed this immediately and smiled widely.
"Good morning," Carlos leaned over the countertop for a kiss. Logan hesitated, but gave it anyway. Carlos sensed Logan's hesitation, but shook it off as something pertaining to his not feeling well.
"I…I made you some breakfast," Carlos smiled, handing Logan a plate full of hot food on it. Logan took it, barely being audible as he softly spoke, "Thank you."
Something is seriously wrong with Logan, Carlos thought.
Gustavo paced himself back and forth in front of "the dogs". Kelly stood next to him, watching in annoyance as Gustavo did this.
"Okay, DOGS…how can I put this simply?"
"You're going to criticize us simply now?" Kendall asked half-sarcastically, raising an eyebrow and putting on his slick smile.
"NO I AM NOT, DOG! I WILL CRITICIZE YOU AS LONG AND ELA-ELAB-"
"…elaborately?" Logan said.
"THANKS, DOG!" Gustavo barked before immediately returning to Kendall. "AS LONG AND ELABORATELY AS I WANT!"
"Five hundred pound word for a five hundred pound man," Kendall retorted.
"Okay, boys, I think we know how this goes," Kelly said, making her way to the exit as the four Big Time Rush boys followed. They all watched from the soundproof window as Gustavo's head practically exploded and he began throwing a tantrum around the room.
"Must you do this every time?" Kelly asked.
"Actually, I'd stop, but I feel empty whenever I don't do it," Kendall replied.
Gustavo exited the room. "You four sucked on that last recording."
"What was wrong?" Carlos asked. "I didn't think we were that bad."
"Nobody told you to think, dog," Gustavo rolled his eyes. "But it's not like you do it on a regular basis, so…"
Carlos just shrugged it off innocently. Logan felt a pang of anger towards Gustavo for saying that to Carlos, but he contained himself.
"But if you must know," Gustavo sighed.
"Kendall, you missed almost every note."
Yes, and you missed all the Jenny Craig letters we put in your mailbox, Kendall thought.
"James, you were over-harmonizing."
I see you're continuing to over-eat as well, thought James.
"Carlos, it isn't a song about bunnies and flowers. Your over-imposing optimism is getting on my nerves."
That's because I'm actually dating someone and I actually get some, unlike your fatass, Carlos thought.
"Logan, I know this isn't a happy song but you sounded like mopey-dopey CRAP."
My voice may have not been easy on the ears, but you surely aren't easy on the eyes either, thought Logan.
Carlos felt his eyes twitch.
"Hey Gustavo!"
Gustavo turned slowly to face the voice that called his name: Carlos.
"WHAT DO YOU WANT, DOG?"
"You can say crap about me. I don't give a shit. You can say crap about Kendall and James, but I have to stop myself from going off. But Logan here brings his best to work every day and you always talk to him like a washed-up mutt and I'm sick of it. I'm sick of hearing you talk shit when everyone knows your fatass can't do anything about it, so the four of us are LEAVING you for today. See you whenever the fuck you want us back."
Gustavo, Kelly, and the other three BTR boys looked at Carlos in shock due to his unexpected rant.
"You can't talk to me like that. I can FIRE you," Gustavo said.
"Sure you can, but you're a washed-up record producer that just found his fire not long ago when you discovered us. So for you to fire us would mean that your business would be crushed and most likely cause Griffin to get rid of you," Carlos explained. "Take that and suck it."
Carlos led the way for his friends to follow him out the building, which they obliged to without hesitance.
Logan looked at his boyfriend. The fact that he did that for him was amazing. Logan thought back to the note and then mentally cursed himself.
He's a good actor, thought Logan.
"Kendall…Kendall…are you even paying me attention?"
Kendall threw his head back in a mixture of emotions, mostly of pure boredom as he went over Jo's Newtown High scripts.
"This is boring you, isn't it," Jo sighed, placing her scripts soundly on the table in the center of the lounge area of the Palm Woods lobby.
"What, no!" Kendall said, sitting up.
"It's okay, Kendall, I was too," Jo smiled a small smile. "I should probably get home before my dad freaks.
"Well, in that case, I will see you tomorrow, babe," Kendall gave Jo a hug.
"Goodbye kiss?"
"Goodbye kiss."
Kendall and Jo kissed before Jo grabbed her things and left for the elevator. Kendall opted for the stairway for some time to think.
Kendall didn't know what was wrong with him. At one point, he was madly in love with Jo, but now, he was seeing her more as a friend than a girlfriend. But why? Why was Kendall not into his girlfriend anymore? She was pretty, a good kisser, great in bed, so what was detouring his feelings? He could only think of one thing…
"James," Kendall said as he passed the living area in the apartment.
Kendall was starting to see James in a different light. Before recently, Kendall was annoyed by James' obsession with his hair, over-dramatic tendencies, and other things, but now, it fascinated him to watch James…
He wasn't falling for the tall brunette, was he?
"You alright in here, Kendall?" James asked, breaking Kendall's thought.
"Yeah, I'm fine, thanks," Kendall found himself flattered that James checked up on him.
"Your mom left some food on the stove for you, so all you have to do is heat it up," James informed.
"Okay…hey, where are Carlos and Logan?"
"Oh, those two lovebirds…they're at the park."
Kendall didn't catch the sinister smirk appear on James' face as he left the room.
Logan felt a part of his heart shatter as he and Carlos walked around in the park. But he knew he had to do this; he wasn't going to let Carlos break his heart completely.
"The sky is beautiful tonight," Carlos said, pointing to the various constellations in the darkened sky.
"Miraculous," Logan stuttered.
Finally, Carlos stopped and faced Logan, his face completely serious, which was rare.
"Logan, I have to tell you something…I…"
Logan didn't let Carlos finish the sentence. Logan slapped Carlos harshly across the face. "I hate you! I don't want anything to do with you anymore! Don't make me fall for you if you're not going to catch me!" Logan spat.
"I've fallen…you didn't catch me…and now, my heart's broken," Logan said, before turning away from Carlos. "We're over, if you didn't catch that," he said before he ran off crying.
Logan may not have known it, but Carlos caught it loud and clear…right before he collapsed on the ground in tears.
End of chapter five.
A/N: Please review!