Undying Love
A/N: Guess who's back with a new chapter of Undying Love? This guy. Sorry for the long wait, here you go!
Recap:
The pure sight of James moaning and shaking and just going bat-crazy was turning Kendall on to no end, and the feeling of James' inner caverns was even more intoxicating. He knew for sure he wouldn't last very long.
A couple of seconds later, Kendall knew he was right; he could feel it coming. Not even thinking, he cried "JAMESSSS!" and shot his sticky load right in James' ass.
"KENDALLLL!" cried James right after, giving into his bliss and shooting all over the blond boy and himself.
"Fucking shit," Kendall cursed as he semi-collapsed. The two boys just kissed again and felt happy.
"Oh crap, Camille and Jo!" Kendall remembered. James looked back at him wide-eyed.
19 – We Found Love, They Found Heartbreak
"Wow, so they didn't even get upset?" Logan intrigued. Kendall and James had returned from their double date about an hour and a half ago, and Carlos and Logan found themselves absolutely fascinated by the story the two taller boys were telling them about.
"No, they said that they knew," Kendall replied, holding James' hand. Logan thought it was too cute to be true. Kendall continued, "It was so strange to see them not even get a flinch upset."
Logan was subconsciously debating how Camille and Jo could have maintained such a cool composure at that double date. If he were them, he probably would have thrown a hissy fit.
"Did you two really get dirty in the restroom?" Carlos intrigued.
"That sounds extremely unsanitary," Logan added.
Suddenly, Logan's phone buzzed. He picked it up and read the text message he'd received.
CAMILLE: Logan, please come to my apartment – just you, and please don't tell anyone where you're going.
Logan stared at the text for a while before responding to tell her he was on his way and tucking it away in his pocket. He sprung up off the orange sofa he shared with Carlos, surprising the Latino.
"Where are you going, Logie?" Carlos reached for Logan's hand.
"Just down the hall," Logan assured him. "I promise you have nothing to worry about. I'll tell you later," he kissed Carlos on the cheek and headed out the apartment.
CAMILLE'S APARTMENT
"I know I kept my cool, Logan, but I really like James," Camille was sobbing frantically. "I-I h-haven't been this ch-choked up since you and I broke up p-p-p-permanently…"
Logan assured the frantic girl by rubbing her back and hugging her closely. It was then that he noticed that he loved the girl, definitely not in the way he loved Carlos, but in a very close friend/sisterly way. He was sure that losing Camille as a friend by any means would not be good for him at all. Seeing the girl this emotional struck something inside of him. This was the first time he really saw her break down, and not just acting. Camille was showing her vulnerability; the honest side of her, and she trusted Logan with seeing her this way. He started to shed a tear with her.
"If you care so much about James," Logan started, wanting Camille to let it all out. "Why did you accept him and Kendall's feelings for one another?"
"IT was the only thing I could do," she sobbed. "The connection between those two was inevitable. To be completely honest, I was thinking about breaking up with him earlier so he could pursue Kendall, but…"
"But?"
"I…I didn't want to part ways with him," Camille confessed. "I know that makes me a horrible, selfish person, right?"
"Not in the least," Logan assured her. "I can understand that feeling completely." He said that with a little too much passion.
Camille picked up on it and sobbed harder. "Is that how you felt around the time we broke up?" she inquired. "I'm so sorry if…"
"Camille, stop, please. It's not your fault!"
"Can you answer a question for me, Logan?"
"Sure thing, Camille."
"This thing between Kendall and James – do you think they really have feelings for each other, or are they just getting their pent-up homosexual feelings out of their system?"
Logan said nothing.
"Oh my…Logan I didn't mean it like-,"
"No, Camille, I was just considering what you said," Logan replied. "You have a point. However, I'm fairly adamant that they really do have feelings for each other."
Then out of the blue, Camille asked, "Logan, do you still love me?"
Logan didn't answer for a moment. "I think we both still love each other, just not the same way as we did when we were dating."
"So you're saying we love each other, but we're not in love?" Camille added, noticing Logan shaking his head yes. "You're in love with Carlos."
Logan nodded and kissed her on the cheek, hugging her.
After that, Camille and Logan just sat on the floor of Camille's apartment together, and Logan was glad to see Camille was cheering up.
That night, Carlos and Logan were wrapped up together after another night of making love. Logan was panting for breath, he never could get used to Carlos' sheer strength when it came to sex. Someone as sweet as he was certainly had something going on behind closed doors.
Logan knew that they needed to talk about something, and he probably shouldn't have waited until after they'd had sex. But regardless, it needed to happen.
"Carlos," Logan began.
"I already know what you want to talk about," Carlos took a deep breath. "Don't worry; I'm not jealous or worried in the least of you and Camille. I'm sorry I was that way before, but I've learned from that mistake."
"Are you serious?" Logan asked, a grin breaking out on his face.
"Yeah, believe it or not, I can see it."
"See what, exactly?"
"The way you two look at each other, it's not the way that you and I look at each other. When you two look at each other, it's almost completely brother-and-sisterly. When the two of us look at each other, I think anyone in their right mind could see that we want to rip each other's clothes off right then and there."
Logan laughed; Carlos always managed to make him laugh somehow.
"I love you so much Carlos," Logan kissed is boyfriend, tracing the outline of his too-sexy-to-be-true abdominal muscles.
"Careful, Logan, you're setting yourself up to not be able to walk properly for the next month," Carlos grinned mischievously.
They kissed for a couple more seconds, before Carlos' demeanor changed. Logan noticed it instantly and asked him what was wrong.
"Jo called me today…while you were gone…she was crying…" Carlos explained. "She was sobbing so badly about Kendall. I think she put up a front while they were still on that date, and she's really suffering from this whole thing…"
"That's the exact same way Camille was when she asked me to come over," Logan remembered. He snapped back to Carlos when he noticed Carlos was starting to tear up a bit.
"I don't know how I feel right now, Logan. I support Kendall and James being together, and I know they didn't intend to hurt their girlfriends, but I can't help but feel for Camille and Jo – I mean, there was really nothing they could do to prevent this from happening, and now-,"
Logan ruffled some of his boyfriend's hair comfortably. "I completely understand, Carlitos, and we have to make sure that all four of them are able to maintain positive relationships with each other. They have enough ground for there to be some bad blood, and while I don't think that will happen, it's certainly possible. I don't even know what I would do if I was in the girls' position going through this with you."
"Good thing you won't have to worry about that, because you're stuck with me," Carlos kissed him.
JAMES AND KENDALL's ROOM
"Kendall, I feel absolutely horrible about this," James admitted.
"You do?" Kendall did too, but he wanted to know why James felt bad.
"I mean, not only did we cheat, but we just ended both of our relationships so suddenly…we didn't even consider their feelings."
"They didn't seem to be to upset at the restaurant," Kendall said, even though a part of him had a feeling they probably were, at least a little.
"If we're going to go through with this relationship," James said. "I think we should start from the ground up."
"Meaning?"
"We should actually date. I know we had sex already, but I don't think we should start out this relationship with sex."
"I agree," Kendall replied. "In fact, in respect to Jo and Camille, I think we should hold off on dating for now – for a least for a week or so."
"I don't know if I can hold off a week," James purred.
"Come here," Kendall grabbed the taller boy by the shirt collar and pulled him to his bed.
"I thought-,"
"We don't have to start until tomorrow. And plus, I just want you to cuddle with me, we don't have to have sex," Kendall pulled James close to him under the covers.
The next morning, James was still sleeping, but Kendall awoke to quite the interesting text.
JO: Meet me in the lobby at noon. And only you, please (:
End of chapter 19.
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