OH MY GOD I can't believe it. It's here. It's finally here and done. Basically it's the first writing I've finished in my whole life. I feel so relieved.

Guys I am very very sorry because I think I can't do it as rough as I wanted, but I have to say this took me a really long time and it's hot. Very hot. Just not as rough and hardcore as I wanted *sob*.

Nevertheless it's actually quite late for a Christmas-themed story but who cares, I'm so happy I could die right now.

Please read, enjoy and review! I hope I'll be back soon with fresh, new ideas for this beloved fandom. My love with you.

The firewood was cracking quietly and emitting dim, flickering, golden rays that barely lit the blonde's face, but left a consistent gleam in his eyes that Logan could not underestimate. Sex has been rather boring to Logan lately but he had not heard any complaints from his Kenny, which made him even less than wanting to participate. But tonight everything must change, Logan knew they had to renew what they started, that they needed this.

Using all his might to push himself up, chocolate brown eyes locked on emerald ones, slowly Logan approached Kendall. With a deep breath like he wanted to air lock them together, hmmm cinnamon – Logan thought, he took Kendall full by the lips.

Kendall's lips are the softest things in the whole wide world.

Nobody watching this scene would argue how intimately Logan treated Kendall as the kiss was full, hot and yet delicate as though his tall, blonde boy was his most precious thing, as shiny as a well-polished diamond and as radiant as a just-bloomed rose. But Logan knew he had to finish what he was doing the moment he found Kendall almost naked by the kitchen door. He had been so submissive for so long he craved the feeling of being in control. Logan started to wrap his hands in the dirty blonde locks and lightly pressed on Kendall's head.

Kendall loves it, because he smirked. Now's the time!

With a push of nearly all his might, Logan managed to break free of the position from his very strong, hunky hockey player of a boyfriend and threw him backwards. Kendall's head and torso hit the soft surface of the couch with a small thug and his eyes widened in excitement. His Logie bear had never done anything like this to him before. Disobeying Kendall was never a good idea in this household, but Logan did it. In fact, he was getting his revenge now, his left hand playfully traced the rim of Kendall's pajama's neck, his other hand found its way up beneath the soft clothing. Another pull and Kendall was straightened right up, his body shivered wherever Logan's hand touched him, his heart started to miss its calm rhythm, and he heard Logan's voice escaped his throat with a sexy lip bite:

"You said you wanted something rough baby, and I'm gonna give that to you now."

"Gosh Logan…" – Kendall replied under his breath – "… bedroom?"

"You really think I can wait a minute and a half so that we can move to a very cold room to have sex? Stand up and take off your shirt, Kenny, or shall I rip it off for you?"

All Kendall could retort was a smirk, a sexy smirk accompanied by his dimples and his narrowed eyes that did not leave Logan's face as he stood up. Slowly he unbuttoned the top clothing, and left Logan with pure lust as he saw bit by bit the exposed smooth skin. When the shirt fell on the floor, Logan could take it no more. No more mister nice Logie bear, no more the obedient doctor in his lab coat, Logan continued the kiss. This time it was rougher, much more intense and wet. Logan kissed and sucked on his partner's lips so strongly that the other was paralyzed and had to let him in. His tongue started to explore the warm, wet space that had just been opened for him, tracing every pearly white tooth he could find.

Mint. Always mint.

Logan let out a hum when his tongue touched Kendall's. Suddenly a jolt was sent along Kendall's spine and as though he was woken up from a sleeping curse, and his tongue started to fight. Wet and twisted they fought, but Logan had already gone in too far. He tried to slow his Logie bear down by holding very tight on his back, but Logan countered with a big squeeze on his ass and a loud moan, and Kendall lost the game completely. This new, controlling attitude of Logan wasn't too bad. He decided to declare forfeit by trying to take Logan's shirt off too, but his hands were stopped immediately.

"Not so fast you naughty little…"

But Logan did not finish his sentence. He pushed Kendall against a wall again, his lips continued the dominant act with a twist that made Kendall moaned in both desire and disagreement. He hastily unbutton himself, quickly removed the shirt and threw it on the floor, and started grinding himself against Kendall's naked upper half. Wherever their skin touched, whether it's Kendall's perfect lean abs or Logan's pink nipples, they both felt like it sizzled, it burned, electrified but melted, joined and fused together like a perfect fit. Kendall was completely passive, his arms held tight to Logan's torso, his hands dug deep into his back, his throat vibrated in excitement.

"Nnnnnnnhhg please Logie… Please… Touch me."

"Now now baby, you have to work for it first – " and Logan breathed in Kendall's ear. That act alone did send Kendall to the edge as he felt his body temporary paralyzed, his legs trembling. Never in his life had he felt so much pleasure from just a voice, like it penetrated his mental barrier. Kendall found himself begging again.

"Pleasssseeee Logie bear, please. I would do anything for you."

But Logan did not answer. He moaned and nipped Kendall's ear and leaned down to kiss his perfect jawbone, his exposed neck and his shoulders, each action made him shake and shiver. By the time Logan's tongue had found the perfect nipples, Kendall had already entered a trance-like state, his eyes closed and his teeth now biting his lips and his mouth making barely audible noise. Logan found himself enjoying the little sensual body part, he nipped and he bit and he licked one by one, finishing each with a small pop voice that was sent straight through Kendall's ears, making his mind swayed in lust. Logan knew how to tease, so when he had done it he stopped and cocked his head up and smirked at Kendall.

"Did you like it Kenny?"

"Gosh why did you stop Logie why did you stop? Just go on, please…"

"You aren't saying it right Kenny, so I won't satisfy you right away. Hmmmmm…"

And Logan stuck his tongue out to trace along Kendall's stomach, lingering on the lines of the perfect abs and giving himself a tour around the cute, round belly button. Kendall started whimpering quietly, for all of his muscles had been in pleasure jail and all he wanted was for Logan to touch him, savor him, but he could not do anything to quicken the process. So when Logan's tongue started to go down further, he could not wait but lifted his hip a bit, hinting what he had been holding in for so long. Realizing the signal, Logan teasingly bit on Kendall's sweat pants and pulled it down in a quick motion. Kendall's stone hard dick was now only beneath a layer of red and green briefs and Logan could feel its veins throbbing as he bit and nipped on it. Kendall mumbled a series of moans and whimpers, almost seemed hopeless, and tries to pull the underwear down.

"Stay where you are Kenny. My job."

Logan snapped Kendall's hands away and finally did it himself. Kendall's member was revealed in an instant, hard and proud and full of need, pre-cum already dripping down the length. Logan found himself in a mouth-watering state, and so he took it all in so quickly he nearly choked. Kendall's dick was so long and thick it reached the back of Logan's throat easily but it didn't seem like he would stop sucking it in. More and more he bobbed his head up and down, up and down, his cheeks red and hollow, his tongue slithered around the hot stick so fast and tense he only stopped once in a while to take a breath, his mind went fuzzy he could not hear Kendall's panting. Soon Kendall got in sync and he lifted his hip in rhythm with Logan, and just after seconds the pleasure reached its boiling state.

"Oh fuck Logan fuuuucck… Nnnnnnnnngggg arrrrrrrrg…"

Logan suddenly realized the situation and swiftly released Kendall's member and didn't forget to leave a pop sound behind when he did it, leaving the tasty piece of meat all wet with saliva.

Never in his life had Kendall been so mad at Logan right now. So mad.

"OH GOD WHAT THE FUCK WERE YOU DOING LOGAN URRRRRRRRRRRG"

"Sorry baby but it's for your own good. And mine too. Lift your legs up. NOW!"

Kendall was about to protest but obeyed immediately to Logan's stern, bossy but extremely sexy expression.

"Hm… I don't know what to do to this nice hole waiting for me now…"

"Do it Logie. Fuck me. Fuck me like it's the end of the world because I want you in so bad."

Logan said nothing, but stuck three fingers in his mouth, lathering them with his own water and it turned Kendall on even more.

"It's been so fucking long since the last time we did this Kenny. On my cue, yes?" – Logan leaned down and whispered in Kendall's ear, his first finger tracing the outside of Kendall's entrance. "Yes" – breathed Kendall, and Logan took the lips in a most soothing way as he pressed the finger in. "This is so tight Kendall. Another one ought to loosen you up." Kendall was verging on protesting because it had been so damn long since he bottomed and he was totally not ready for this, but Logan did not wait a second and put his second finger in and began to scissor him. All he could do to forget the pain was kissing his Logie bear, holding him tight on the back and fisting his soft, smooth brown hair. The third finger soon found its way in and the pain started to fade as he felt himself loosen up even more. One last kiss to soothe him like soothing a baby, Logan kicked up and removed his own last pieces of remaining clothing. His dick sprung out but barely visible under his own shadow, and he leaned down again to position himself.

"It's gonna be so good baby."

Kendall nodded, closed his weary eyes, and took a deep breath. Logan thrust himself in without warning, and Kendall screamed – "FUCK!" His nice face turned into a hurtful expression like the whole world was crumbling down onto him, but his mind was telling him the opposite. Logan started to move inside.

"My god you are so tight Kenny, so tight. I guess you can't want to be a bitch for me huh Kenny?"

"Move, Logan. Faster." – Kendall replied, and his boyfriend granted his wish immediately. Soon the pain faded once again, and pleasure started to fill itself up inside. Logan panted and panted because Kendall was so hot and so tight and was cupping his dick so good he could not leave the place. Both chests heaved up and down heavily, sweat started to cover their whole body. Their muscles intensified, and Kendall had to fist whatever the soft substance beneath him. He could not comprehend anything for all the stars in the world appeared in his eyes. He felt like there was only him and his Logie bear thrusting into him in this universe, and so he did not feel the shame to beg for touch. Almost like a child begging for candy, he whispered.

"Please."

Nobody in his right mind would approve of this request, but then Logan was not in his right mind. Clouded by his own lust and tenses, he grabbed Kendall's dick and started to pump. Both boys did not care to hold back their swears, grunts and moans.

If anybody listened to this, they would probably think Logan had kept a very bad-tempered bunny.

In his breath, Kendall mumbled – "I'm coming Logie. I'm coming." Logan took all his might to lean down but kept thrusting in a faster pace, and kissed Kendall hard. With one last pump, Kendall shouted his boyfriend's name, and released everything in between their stomachs. The hot and sticky substance quickly heightened Logan's senses, and he kept moving faster and faster until one last thrust, Logan released his own fluid inside his blonde boy, his name escaped in a high pitch, and the brown hair boy collapsed.

Speechless and breathing heavily, both boys lay there next to the fire, one on top of another, all tangled and didn't have the nerve to let each other go.

Eventually, Logan whispered quietly.

"I love you Kenny."

"I love you too." – Kendall replied, a smile curved on his lips, and he drifted to sleep in bliss.

The next morning Kendall found himself curled up in bed, naked under warm, soft blanket. The sun was shining through the window which was covered in frost and snow from last night. He twitched his body and felt the pain ricocheted right back at him, but Logan was nowhere in sight.

A minute later, the door creaked open and Logan came in, his hair funny, his face smiling contentedly, and holding a tray of Christmas breakfast.

"Merry Christmas baby!"

Kendall tried to lift himself up but another shot of pain was sent straight to his brain, reminding him of the rough experience last night. Pouted slightly he asked Logan to help himself sitting up. Logan quickly settled the tray down and rushed to his boyfriend, kissed his forehead and apologized.

"I'm so sorry baby, it must be hard for you."

"Nah I'm okay. The pain will leave honey, but you last. It was so amazing! You were amazing baby."

"Glad you could say that. Here, have some toast." – Logan held up a slice of heart-shaped toast, but Kendall shook his head.

"Bacon?"

Kendall shook his head again.

"Milk?"

Kendall kept shaking his head.

"You know what I want to do now?"

"Oh no Kendall not again? It was very wonderful baby but I don't really recover as fast as I used to years ago."

"Oh my god! Silly Logie I'm not asking for it now! Literally it is a pain in the ass, but I want to see the Christmas tree now! Presents time woo hoo!"

Logan blushed in his cutest way, and Kendall could not resist a morning kiss. And soon Kendall got back on his feet with Logan's help, got dressed and slowly they reached the living room.

"It's so beautiful Logan."

Their wonderful Christmas tree appeared in front of their eyes, sparkled like never before while the sun rays danced on the decorations and on the presents underneath. They sat down, and Kendall handed him the box wrapped carefully with a note on it. For my Logie bear, my one true love.

Inside there was a tablet PC. Quite a cliché present to give away as nowadays people bought these so much they're everywhere.

"It's not just a tablet Logie bear. Check this out."

Kendall swiftly showed Logan an app, and right when Logan touched it he saw Kendall naked, winking at him and he blushed again.

"There's a password so people need not to know about this honey. I figured you ought to need something for long, tiresome days, doctor!"

Kendall giggled and kissed Logan's flushed red cheeks. Logan had always been so cute, yet he had performed himself extraordinary when he topped. One of the many reasons Kendall loved his boyfriend so much.

"So where's my present then?"

"Ummm it's right here honey." Logan grabbed a small box hidden behind the other presents from James and Carlos, and Kendall gasped. "Open it."

Kendall shakily took the present, unwrapped it so slowly he hated himself for this. Underneath the wrapping was a box of smooth velvet, holding a diamond ring.

Logan got on his knees and started to stutter, but finally pulled himself together after a deep breath.

"Kenny I love you so much, and you have been willingly with me for so long now but you've never asked for anything in return. I have been taking you for granted, but my heart knows it belongs to you, and to you only. So I'm right here, right now, asking you to marry me, to be with me forever because I will love you forever and I know I wouldn't want to spend it with anybody else. Marry me, Kenny, be my one and only husband. I love you."

Tears started to stream down Logan's face, his hands holding tight to Kendall's, and after a moment as long as forever, he heard Kendall said to him.

"You know, I'd like to take that heart-shaped toast of yours now. And if you don't mind, I would love to have it every day from now on, till the end of time."

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS SSSSSSSSSSS *SCREAM*