AN: Hey guys here's a new chapter I hope you like it! You're reviews are so nice. Keep them coming please and tell your friends! IN this chapter Blaine and Kelsey discuss their feelings towards each other, Kelsey gets sick and we just truly start seeing how messed up Blaine is. Enjoy! Happy Fourth to my fellow Americans! Don't own Glee or the lyrics!

That's enough for now, he should've never left you broken

He should've held you, things your father never could doThat's enough for now,

he would've never left you brokenHe would've held you, things your father never told you

The Fray


The next day came way too quickly. I rolled onto my back and looked to my left. Blaine was gone from my bed but his shirt was still on the floor. I sat up and felt lightheaded. I pulled back the covers and saw that I was in shorts and a tank top. I must have gotten dressed before falling asleep again. I smiled to myself remembering the night I had with Blaine. I couldn't get wait he said last night out of my mind.

"I think I'm bi. I just can't take it anymore."

That made me really think. What if was bi. Would even like ever have a chance together. I stood up, got dressed and stretched. Something felt wrong. I felt like I was going to puke. I opened my bedroom door and quickly ran down the hallway and bumped into none other than Blaine who was walking into the bathroom.

"Hey I was first." He joked.

I shoved him and dropped to the floor and spit up. It brunt my throat. I continued to gag loudly. When I finally felt better I sat back on the floor. I wiped my mouth out and took some deep breaths and shook my head. I looked up and saw Blaine standing there slightly disgusted.

"Are you okay?"

I nodded. "Yeah, I'm okay." I flushed the toilet and rinsed my mouth out.

"You sure that was like, bad."

I shot him a weak grin. "I'm fine. I think I'm just nervous about tonight."

He rolled his eyes. "Don't remind me."

I pushed myself off the floor, "I'll be downstairs." I whispered shutting the door behind me.

I walked downstairs and into the kitchen it smelled faintly of eggs and that made my stomach turn. I saw a note on the table saying my mom and dad were at the grocery store. I opened the refrigerator and pulled out a carton of orange juice and poured a glass and took a few sips. I breath through my mouth the smell of eggs was making me feel worse. I heard Blaine come down the steps as I grabbed the bottle of Tylenol.

"You okay?"

I turned around saw his hazels eyes cutting into me. "Yeah I'm fine."

"You just like puked everywhere."

I shrugged "I'm fine I swear."

He sighed. "So last night was something." He smirked

I laughed. "Yeah it was. So I was just wondering something about what you said last night."

"Hmm?" He asked from the kitchen table.

"You said you thought you were bi." I said hoping he'd catch on.

He stared at me. "I mean I've had sex with you and Kurt and I just I like it better with you. I mean whenever I get near you I get a feeling in my stomach and I, I don't know."

I sipped my juice and felt my stomach growl. "I know what you mean I've always kind of liked you but after we had sex you were showing interests so I don't know."

Blaine took my hand. "Come lets go."

"Where?" I asked following him out of the house.

He pulled me towards the door. "Let's go get some breakfast or something."

I smiled and followed him out of the house and walked out the back door and into his car. He got in and he rolled the windows down.

"I'm nervous."

"Why?" He said glancing at me.

I bit my lip. "You're going over to your dad's tonight what if, what if he gets mad?"

"Please Kelsey I'm bringing a girl he's going to be absolutely thrilled." Blaine muttered as he parked in front of the Lima Bean.

We got out of the car and he opened the door for me and we walked up to the counter.

"Can I get a medium drip, a banana nut muffin." He paused and glanced at me. "A chai tea latte and a raisin cinnamon bagel?"

I shook my head and laughed to myself. "You know my coffee order too?"

"Duh."

"That'll be 9.75."

Blaine fished out a ten dollar bill and handed it to the cashier. "Keep the change."

I walked over to the counter and grabbed a packet of sugar grabbed my tea from Blaine. We made our way to the nearest booth and he slid in next to me.

"You feeling any better?" He asked taking a bite of his muffin.

I paused and swallowed my drink. I rubbed my stomach I still felt sick. "A little bit. I don't know why that even happened."

He shrugged and twirled in coffee stirrer around. "I'm kind of afraid about tonight." He admitted.

"Why?"

He nervously wrung his hands, a habit he picked up since we were kids, before he spoke. "I'm scared of him Kelsey."

I stared at him to see if he was joking, but I saw his lips shaking. "You are?" I asked quietly.

He nodded, his curls bouncing slightly. "He beat the shit out of me. He still does he strangled me Kelsey, he was trying to." tears welled up in his eyes. "He was trying to kill me. I saw in his face Kelsey he didn't care."

I wrapped my arms around him. "Oh god Blaine. It's okay he is never going to hurt you again. You don't have to go home I promise you can live with me." I said taking another bite of my bagel.

He pushed his muffin away. "He's going to want me home soon. It's like what two weeks since we had sex that first time. I haven't been home since."

I rubbed his back. "He's not going to hurt you. He thinks you're straight right?"

"He's thinks I'm lying about being straight just so he won't hurt me. That only made it worse. Look don't come tonight okay? I don't want him to hurt you or offend you."

I smiled at his thoughtfulness. "No I'm going to let you get hurt."

He bit his lip and stood up and left the restaurant. I sat there not knowing what to do. I grabbed my tea and followed him out.

"Blaine?" I called out as I walked to the car. I found his in the passenger seat with him head in his hands.

I didn't say anything as I went our spot. The park bench where I had picked him up after he and his dad's fight. This had been where we had always gone whenever something bad happened. There was something about being underneath these two huge trees, hidden from the rest of the park made us feel better. I garbed his hand and lead him to the bench after pushing away the braches we blocked the bench with.

He was crying.

"Blaine stop."

He gazed at me. His face was heartbreaking. 'He- He's going to kill me. He's just going to I know it. He never liked who I am or what I was. That night he just looked so sure of it." He whimpered.

I shut my eyes and just listened to him. He told me every detail of that night. His dad had been waiting for him to get back to hurt him. He forced him against the wall and asked him to tell his ever detail of what sex like a normal person was like.

"He just kept squeezing my neck and wouldn't let go of me. That's why I don't want you to come tonight."

I exhaled slowly. "Blaine h-he won't hurt you. I know he won't you're brother's going to be there and Ashlee! He won't-"

He stood up and looked angry. "You don't know him Kelsey! He hates me he'll do anything to hurt me you don't get it. I don't even want to go. If he hurts you I don't know what I'll-"

I stood up next to him. "He won't hurt me! If he does I don't care I only care about you and you getting hurt!" I yelled at him.

His nostrils flared and he was crying. "Why? Why do you care!"

I felt terrified Blaine was really scared about this. "I love you that's why. You're my best friend I don't want anything to hurt you."

Blaine threw himself at me and buried his face in my shoulder. "He scares me Kelsey. I'm terrified of him."

I hugged him back and Blaine nearly lifted me off the ground. "He shouldn't have done this to you. You didn't deserve any of this Blaine."

His tears were getting my shirt wet as we fell back onto the bench.

"He should've loved you Blaine."

"Well he doesn't." He choked.

I kissed his forehead. "I do though. I love you."

"I love you too." He whispered in my ear.

I rubbed my best friend's back. "It's okay Blaine. It's going to be okay. I promise."


AN: Blaine is really traumatized by his dad isn't he? Kelsey getting sick in the morning. Hmmm. How do you think dinner will go! More soon!