Silence. That was the only thing that filled the room even though it was obvious that both Sasuke and I had hundreds if not thousands of questions to ask the other. But as we sat across from each other all I could think about were the words that Sakura had thrust upon me and suddenly I felt like I couldn't breathe from all the weight they held. Why? Why had Sasuke broke off the marriage before he even knew I was pregnant? Why did Sakura think we looked so good together? Why had he come to find me? Why didn't he look angry about the circumstances? Why would he choose me over Sakura? Why the hell would he be in love with me? So yeah lots of why questions which were also accumulated with others but they were the main ones.
I opened my mouth to start off the questions but nothing, surprisingly, came out. I quickly closed my mouth and for once thought about what to say this time. I didn't want any misunderstandings. No miscommunication what so ever so I was going to be as blunt as possible. Once I laid everything out on the table I would ask my questions. Not a second before that.
"I'm having a baby."
"Hn." I waited a second longer making sure he wasn't going to add anything else.
"It's yours." Sasuke crossed his arms while he rolled his eyes.
"Thanks for clearing that up." He said with sarcasm dripping from every letter making me grip the edge of my seat tighter.
"You jack ass! I was just making sure we were in complete understanding!" I shouted making Sasuke raise an eyebrow saying 'why the hell else would I be here for idiot'. Oh yeah he would add the idiot just to piss me off. I huffed forcing myself to calm down.
"I won't keep him from you." At this Sasuke glared at me.
"Really because from the way things were going I would have thought otherwise." Oh man he was pissed now but that wasn't what caused the stinging in my chest. I had been right; he only cared about the right to visiting his child and could care less about me and any type of relationship we could have had. I was torn between being hurt and being pissed off and so naturally I chose to be pissed.
"I did it for you!"
"Really? And how does that benefit me?" He asked while his eyes pierced my heart. How? How did it not benefit him?
"It benefits you in every way! You could have lived a life with Sakura and continued your dream of increasing the Uchiha blood line! You said so yourself that it was a mistake that night we almost kissed. Plus you told me you loved Sakura! What the hell changed your mind?"
"Hn." God he was such a prick! Urgh!
"I'm moving in with you." Yeah he could say what he wanted but I knew the real reason he was here-…..wait a minute….
"WHAT?" Sasuke moved to stand up as though he hadn't just dropped the biggest bomb shell today. Ok well maybe I beat him to it with the whole baby news but none the less!
"Wait wait wait! Why are you moving in with me? When the hell did WE decide this?" In response he merely lifted an eyebrow while staring me down.
"Hn. And since when did we decide things together?" What the hell was he taking about?
"Listen asshole I don't know what your problem but you're being an idiot! You were marrying Sakura the last time I checked so why the hell are you throwing it all away?"
"Idiot." He mumbled while grabbing my waist pulling us closer. I wanted to punch when I realized I had to tilt my head up to look into his eyes. As I opened my mouth to give him an earful of what I thought of him but he licked the shell of my ear causing a moan of pleasure to escape instead. I covered my mouth hoping to stop the embarrassing noises as I felt my uh…lower regions twitch with arousal (why the fuck was I so sensitive?). I forced my mind back on the present situation and tried to push the teme away.
"S-stop it…ha…ha…you can't…" I said while his breathy kisses continued down my neck as he completely ignored my demands.
"Why?" 'WHY couldn't he ever listen to me' I thought in response.
"Because I refuse to be used by you! I will not be your convenience because you don't think I will let you see Takahiro!" I shouted which effectively made him stop. I reopened my eyes and looked back up at him to see his glaring eyes looking right back at me demanding I explain. Bastard.
"Takahiro will see you just as much as he sees me but I refuse to be with because you think I will cheat you out of time spent with him. I refuse to have a relationship that you don't fucking want!" My heavy breathing was the only sound in the room as both Sasuke and I stared at each other. But the silence was cut short when Sasuke bent his head and kissed me. It wasn't soft or gentle but it made tremble and force my arms to wrap around his neck pulling him closer. In a manly way of course…As if the bastard could make me do something so girly as going weak in the knees!
Somehow or another the bastard began pushing me back until I felt the back of my knees connect with the side of my bed as he laid us out so that we were on our sides. He skimmed my lips with his tongue, trying to gain access into my mouth, while skimming his fingers under my shirt snapping me from the trance I was in.
"You bastard…This doesn't change anything…Stop using my weakness against me…" I huffed while sitting up, trying to gain my breath back. Instead of a glare, which I expected, I saw him smirk.
"Your weakness?" He said as if we hadn't been swapping spit for the past two minutes. Damn him…how the hell did he sound as if he was perfectly fine while I was a panting mess! Must be an Uchiha thing… The question he asked finally filtered through my mind and I felt a blush tenfold on my face from the accident I let slip out. I rubbed my nose with my arm trying to hide my face.
"You you…"
"Dobe." He snorted while sitting up as well.
"You love me." Cocky bastard didn't even ask…
"I-I never...said that…"God Damn this stupid blush to Hell!
"Moron." He said once more while he leaned in but this time I pushed his face away.
"Why are you here?" Though he didn't show it I knew my question had caught him off guard. He simply lifted his eyebrow as though the answer should have been obvious. He reached into his pocket pulling out two bells connected to two different strings, their only connection with each other was at the end of the strings where a knot was formed making them united. The bells that were very much like the ones we had to get in order to pass into being genin; my wedding present to them.
"I-I don't understand…"
"That's not surprising." He said with a cocky smirk filling his features.
"Shut up you jerkwad! What does my present have to do with anything?" I asked knowing already that my present wasn't the initial reason why he wanted to find me and called off the wedding, but I decided to humor him and go along with his story.
"You're an idiot. Did you think I wouldn't understand what you meant with these?" I glared trying to act as though I wasn't feeling as vulnerable as a lost kitten.
"It doesn't mean anything stu-"
"We won." …
"What? Who won?"
"Sakura and I. We won the battle. We passed the test and you lost. You were giving up and letting us continue as a team. Hn dobe I knew exactly how you felt the moment I received this." He said as he made the bells jingle. I fought the tears that threatened to make themselves known and tried to glare at the only person who could do this to me. Only Sasuke Uchiha would be able to strip down my defenses with a few simple words. How could he always see right through me?
"T-that still doesn't answer why you're here…" He glared and pushed me back onto the bed. I fought of course and threw in a few punches and kicks but eventually the bastard grabbed my wrists and slammed them on the bed. Refusing to admit defeat to I began to speak once more but glared as he brought his face closer making my words mumbled against his lips.
"You fucking uninvited me to your wedding and said I was a mistake…Then you suddenly break off the wedding, I don't understand…"
"That's because your brain is too small."
"You Teme!" I snarled.
"Shut up." And with that he kissed me once again. I knew I should have fought more to get him off but I…I just wanted him. I was tired of fighting off what I wanted and come on…I mean it wasn't like he was objecting.
His tongue skimmed my lips once more asking for entrance into my mouth. When I hesitated he yanked my hair back causing my mouth to open. Our tongues battled while our hands roamed everywhere. The next thing I knew my shirt was off and my pants where being undone. Suddenly the bastard stopped in what he was doing and lightly skimmed my stomach. It was then I remembered that laying on my back can cut off the air supply for Takahiro and so flipped us so I was on top, which apparently Sasuke didn't seem to enjoy. I couldn't help the smirk that filled my features at the glare Sasuke was sending my way.
"Got a problem bastard?" I questioned while I licked the shell of his ear. A quiet moan escaped Sasuke's lips while his hands grabbed onto my hips. His glare intensified though it lost its edge due to the lust swirling in his eyes making my arousal heighten to a new level as well. I began to remove his shirt while I leaned him down to the bed. Sasuke snorted and pushed me off him.
"You wish." He mumbled while skimming his hands up my chest. I attempted to stifle the moan that tried to escape past my throat but it was harder then I wanted to admit. I mean when we had sex before and I wasn't this sensitive but now every time he touched me I felt like I was going to cum! The haze in mind, though still overpowering, waivered long enough for a sliver of doubt that I was forgetting about something took root. The bastard didn't give me long to think as he skillfully licked my neck making sure that my pulse increased. His hands skimming my back though realty increasing the pleasure they did but they also reminded me why I had even tried to top him in the first place. Stupid bastard always seemed to make me forget my reasons…
"Sasuke…!" If the bastard ever tells you that I whined he is lying! Like I would ever do something so girly as whining the bastards name…ridiculous. Of course Sasuke paid no heed to me and continued to wrack havoc on my body.
"T-teme…hah…I can't lay on my back…hah…the baby can't breathe…" I had never seen Sasuke Uchiha move so quickly in my life. Of course seeing Sasuke doing something so…spastic and irrational (I mean come on! When was the last you saw Sasuke do something that didn't have every pro and con listed before him? Anal bastard…) I had to put in my two cents.
"BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! What the heck teme? Hahahahhahahahahaha I can't b-belive pfft…that you y-you flew so f-far! Haha Oh shit I'm peeing hahaha!" Man and I thought that the prank I pulled on Tsunade was funny! I could tell the jerk didn't appreciate my laughter but that only made it seem that much better.
"Shut up idiot." His glaring did nothing to hinder my laughter. Well until the prick had me cornered into a wall. My laughter soon turned into panic as I realized what was happening a second too late.
"W-wait a sec! Hold on…!"
"No." Oh that was cheating! There was no way I could say no when he looked all needy and wanting! I never knew Sasuke could even have that type of expression!
Passionate didn't even begin to describe what Sasuke and I were doing. It was a mess of moans and pants with loud irregular heartbeats in the background. But it seemed that Takahiro really didn't appreciate me and the teme uh…well…you know…getting it on.
"Fuck!" I shouted instantly grabbing my stomach while squeezing my eyes shut, as if that might stop the pain. As the pain subsided once more the awkward silence began to rear its ugly head, especially when Sasuke began to stare at me as though he was trying to dissect my insides. I laughed nervously and rubbed the back of my head.
"Hahaha he isn't usually this active you know?" When Sasuke didn't reply this nervousness pounded into me like a cold wave crashing into shore. I hated that the bastard could mix me up this deeply inside, making me feel anxious about him leaving but calm when he was staying. Before my mind could really comprehend my thoughts, my mouth began to move on its own.
"I mean it's a healthy thing to do for babies to do, at least that's what Tsunade said. Not to mention that since we can't see what the baby is doing or how it is developing its good to know that it at least gained some form of motor function. I mean it's such a huge relief you know with all the overwhelming probabilities that it could die and stuf-"
"What?" Oh shit…Yep…yep I knew I was forgetting something…
"Uh…" Apparently Sasuke thought I was taking too long to answer him, my clue was when the bastard pushed me against the wall, though making sure not to injure me.
"Jerk! Wha-"
"What do you mean the high possibilities of death?" He forced from clenched teeth. Somehow our relationship always ended up being a chain reaction at least when it came to our anger. When the bastard got pissed somehow his sour mood always ended up spreading to me like a disease or something. Not liking the amount of control the bastard seemed to have I shoved him back.
"That's not any of your business you asshole!" I shouted trying to storm off but of course Sasuke had to go and ruin my epic ending. Pulling my wrist he pinned me against the wall making me unable to go anywhere. It was actually really embarrassing because my stomach was so big that the bastard didn't even have to lean on me to make me immobile.
"It is my business. Everything and everyone involved with that child is my business!" It was amazing how one minute Sasuke and I could have our mouths glued together and the next we're ready to tear out the other's throat. Angered and feeling s though the bastard was blaming me for something I instantly went into defense mode.
"Don't act like you're so high and mighty. What would you have gained from being in this relationship?"
"That wasn't you decision to make."
"I didn't want you to leave what I knew would make you happy out of commitment! I wasn't going to make my baby suffer through a painful relationship with me!"
"Hn, idiot. This baby isn't a toy."
"I know that you asshole!"
"Then why are you treating it like one."
"I wasn't! What I did was for you!"
"Hn. When did I say that I didn't want our child?"
"Well…You didn't exactly bu-"
"The child isn't just yours Naruto, it is ours and as a family we should have discussed what was best for our child and for us."
"Fuck you! You don't want to do anything with me! You only care about the Takahiro and I am only an inconvenience! How could I tell you I was pregnant when he has an eighty percent chance of dying! How could I tell you that if by some miracle he did live he had a sixty percent chance of being mentally challenged has no chance of ever being able to use the sharingun? Don't you dare sit here and lecture me. I knew as soon as you found out you would have high tailed it to the hills so I was just saving us from some pain and some drama! Hell if Takahiro doesn't make it through the last thing I would need to deal with is you or anyone else leaving me too!" Sasuke was silent for a minute making my heavy panting be the only the sound to fill the room. I refused to look at him knowing soon I would hear the door slam. But when I was sure that five minutes had passed and the door hadn't slam I looked up to see him staring back at me.
"What about you?" He asked so softly I almost didn't hear him.
"What?" I felt that this question was very appropriate for the situation but Sasuke didn't seem to agree with me. He rolled his eyes and took a deep breath.
"How high are the probabilities of death for you?" The damn bastard was trying to kill me off!
"What's that supposed to mean asshole!"
"Answer the question." His scowl turning into a glare. I huffed and crossed my arms.
"Why don't you try answering some mine for once!"
"Because they have obvious answers that even the dobe like you could figure out."
"What did you say you prick? Why don't you try saying that to my face?"
"I already did moron." My face flushed pink from the pure rage pounding through my veins.
"Well I don't think they are! I'm not a damn mind reader Sasuke!"
"Answer my question."
"No!"
"Naruto." I didn't want to answer him. I was tired of being the only one to show their cards while Sasuke had yet to reveal one. I wasn't going to answer him. No wa-
"The chances are as high as Takahiro's…" GAAAHHHHH! Why did I always end up talking first! I was pondering if maybe my next request from Tsunade would be for her to sew my mouth shut. Hmm…I think she might find too much pleasure from that though… When I realized that the bastard still hadn't said anything I filled in the silence for him.
"But I mean I doubt I will die, though now that I think about it that is how my mom died… hmm…But I mean I'm way too strong for that. I'm not terr-" A loud crash from the front of me made me stop mid rant and snap my head up only to confirm a big chunk was missing from the wall.
"What the fuck teme? I'm the crazy pregnant one who goes and does random destructive shit, not you!" I shouted while pushing him away from the wall to investigate the damage.
"You have that high of a probability of dying?" He asked and I found myself unable to answer. Why was he so upset about it anyway? Didn't he want me dead a few seconds ago? Maybe he was trying to butter me up? Well if thought that was going to work he needed to think again.
"It's not that big of a deal. Besides, as long as Takahiro will make it I don't mind what happens to me." The second I was, once again I might add, slammed against the wall.
"You mean that even though you have such a high probability of dying you are still willing to go through with having the baby? Why the hell didn't you get rid of it?" Sasuke practically snarled. I felt like my head was spinning and I couldn't make it slow down. The worst part of the confusion was the alarms going off in my head. Sasuke Uchiha was losing his composer and it seemed he was losing it fast. The memory of me telling Sakura that Sasuke never lost his composure because of me came floating back. What did this all mean?
"Why didn't you talk to me about it? You haven't given me any choices in this Naruto! You're such an idiot, always trying to take on the world alone and then always falling. You and Sakura are always shoving things down my thraot and when I finally do something you say, 'I don't understand.' Idiot!" It took every, and I mean every ounce of self-control I had to not go and find a recording device and make Sasuke say it again. Maybe I would get a video camera instead because the pure raw emotions that were revealed on Sasuke's face would definitely need to be shown as proof.
"S-Sasuke…I don't understand…Why are you here?" I was speechless and confused.
"Dobe, you have to have everything spelled out for you."
"Haha can't help it. Being and idiot is like second nature." I said trying to lessen the tension. Sasuke snorted and rolled his eyes.
"I left Sakura before I knew you were pregnant you ignoramus. Figure it out on your own." Though Sasuke was saying ridiculously rude things I knew it was because he was embarrassed. And maybe I really was an ignoramus for not realizing that maybe, possibly, Sasuke might just have feelings too. I had my answer to his question the moment I saw him sitting on my chair when I first arrived but refused to see it.
"Does this mean you love me too?" I asked not quite realizing the blunt way I had asked. It surprised Sasuke who took a couple seconds to answer me.
"Dobe." And somehow I knew exactly what he was saying. Sasuke didn't come here to see Takahiro or to learn about him. He was here because he wanted to see me. Overcome by emotions I grabbed onto him and forced my way into his chest. I was crying like a goddamn baby and I didn't give a shit. If he ever asked, which of course he didn't, I would have blamed Takahiro for making me over emotional. I was surprised when I felt his arms slowly and hesitantly wrap around my frame making me start crying all over again.
The relationship wasn't perfect and by no means was it going to get any easier from here, but we had each other. And that was all that I needed for now.
…I LOVE YOU GUYS! I'm really sorry that this took soooooo long but I had to make it perfect. I have rewritten every ounce of this chapter at least twice and at most five times just to make it perfect! So if you guys just don't like it I'm just going to do myself a favor and throw myself off the nearest cliff! Lol But I'm glad that I got it all written out and everything! I felt like this was a really important chapter so I just had to make sure it was perfect and in character! Please review and tell me what you thought of this chapter! Oh gosh I'm nervous! Jk Anyway I hope you will accept my heart filled apology and continue to read! Anyway I hope this lived up to everyone's expectations! Stay tuned for the next chapter!