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Courage is when you're afraid

But you keep on moving anyway

Courage is when you're in pain

But you keep on living anyway

A day had gone by since dinner at Blaine's parents house. Last night Blaine came home and was so upset. He didn't even want me to lay with him. Seeing him so upset was hard to watch. He was in Lima at Kurt's and I was at Kimberly's with her and Sydney.

"Hey Kim do you have any Midol?"

"No sorry."

'Damn." Sydney sighed. "Kels?" She asked hopefully.

I shook my head, "I haven't had it this month yet."

Kimberly looked up. "Really don't you get the first of the month or around there?"

I nodded. "Yeah, but I'm a swimmer that's a blessing."

"It's the 13th."

I rolled my eyes. "Okay.." She was confusing me.

Sydney gasped. "Oh I see what you mean."

I stared intensely at the red head and black haired girl. I went to speak but my heart dropped into my stomach. "I-It's the 13th?" I whispered.

Kimberley looked at her phone. "14th my bad."

"It's not like you be- you haven't had sex since Derrick. That was like 4 months ago."

I refused to look up at my friends. Derrick had been my first time. Everything made sense, how I was sick, how smells made me sick and my period. My breathing quickened as I begin to worry. It obviously wasn't Derrick who did this.

"Blaine." I squeaked, looking up at them.

Kimberly furrowed her eyebrows. "What!"

I let out a deep breath. "Blaine and I had sex."

Sydney shook her head. "What isn't he gay?"

I shut my eyes. "His dad was on his case about being gay and I did it as a favor."

"When did it happen?" Kim asked.

I swallowed the lump in my throat and fell tears track down my cheeks. "The third week of June."

"It's been four weeks Kelsey."

"I know, I know."

They both hugged me. "You need to take a test."

'You guys I can't be pre-" I couldn't even finish the sentence without sounding crazy. "In this mess."

Kimberly stood up. "Kelsey you need to know if you're pregnant." She whispered.

That one word struck fear into my chest. "No." I whispered.

"You need to know so you can get some options, like keeping it or abort-"

I stood up. "Guys please. I just need a minute. Give me a minute." I snapped.

They fell silent and I paced around the room. This could not be happening to me. I let out some shaky breaths and turned to my friends. I never thought I'd be saying this so soon.

"Will you come to the s-store with me?"

The girls stood up and followed behind me down to my car. I opened the door and got in. I clasped the wheel and drove around the corner to the drugstore. I didn't get out right away, I laid my head on the steering wheel and wondered what would happened this was actually true. My life would be over. I unbuckled my seatbelt and got out of the car and walked into the store with Kim and Sydney right behind me. We walked up and down the aisle and I stopped and stared at the little boxes next to the tampons. I shook my head and looked at them. They were different sizes, colors and brands.

"What kind?" I asked softly.

They looked at each other. "Early I guess."

"Get two different kinds." Sydney suggested.

I grabbed two different ones and went to the counter. I grabbed a bottle of water and put it on the countertop. I didn't looked up from my bag as I fished out my wallet.

"That'll 7.50."

I grabbed a five and three ones and shoved them at her. She handed me fifty cents back and I snatched the bag without thanking her. I slammed the car door shut and began shaking. I had actually bought pregnancy tests. I wasn't supposed to be buying pregnancy test I was 17 years old for goodness sake.

"C-Can either of you come over for this?"

They both nodded and we all drove over to my house. My stomach dropped Blaine's car was here. He was home.

"Why is he here?"

I turned around. "He lives here. he and his dad are rocky." I explained unlocking the door.

My mom was watching some movie. She looked up. "Hey girls."

"Hi mom." I whispered.

She stared at me. "You okay sweetie?"

I nodded. "Yeah I'm fine. Hey do you mine giving them a ride home later?"

She shook her head.

"I can just call my dad later." Kim said.

I walked up the stairs and into my room. I sat on the bed and put my head in my hands.

"You okay?"

I jumped at his voice. "Oh uh hey Blaine. I'm fine how was your d-date?"

He shrugged. "It was okay I guess."

I stood up and put the bag behind my back. "Oh cool. I'm going to go get ready for bed."

"Okay night."

I smiled softly and passed my friends in the hall. "I'll be r-right back." I choked

"Okay." They said walking into my room.

I locked the door behind me and opened the first box and pulled out the white little stick. I read the directions and peed on the first test and laid it on the floor. I peed on the second one and sighed. I set my phone to go off in 4 minutes. I washed my hands and whimpered. I pulled my I sat on the edge of the bathtub and rested my hands on my chin and prayed to God that I wasn't pregnant. My phone beeped 4 minutes later. I shoved the sticks in the box and put them back in the bag and went to my room. Sydney was the only one in there.

"Where's?"

She looked up. "Her dad was pissed about her breaking curfew and picked her up."

I put the bag in my dresser drawer. "Oh."

She looked the dresser. "The tests?"

I shrugged. "I don't know. I don't care."

"Kelsey you could be pregnant!"

I clasped my hand over her mouth. "Shh!"

"Okay, okay."

I looked down at my stomach. It was normal. "I mean you don't think I could be right?"

"Well. You and Blaine did have sex and you're late. I don't know."

I exhaled. "I guess so. Could I um do this alone?"

She hugged me. "Luck."

"Thanks." I whispered.

She left and I heard my mom back out of the driveway to take her room. I shut my door and grabbed bag and felt my stomach quiver. I opened the bag and reached inside and pulled out the plastic sticks. I shut my eyes and bit my lip.

"Please don't let me be pregnant." I whispered as I opened my eyes.

My blood ran cold as I stared at the pink lines on each test. They were both positive. Tears ran down my face. I was pregnant.

So she's pregnant. How do you think she'll react? What will she do? Please leave your thoughts! Your reviews are so sweet! More soon!

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