Hey guys sorry I took so long! This chapter isn't very good. I'm sorry but the seeds of drama have been planted. I hope you enjoy this chapter.
She stayed one step above the rest
And even though it seemed
Like the world was crashing on her
Didn't let it hold her down
Didn't hold her back oh no
Everything felt as if it was in slow motion. As if the world was crashing down on me. My heart dropped into my stomach and the tests fell from my trembling fingers. I was pregnant. Oh god I was pregnant. I clasped my hand over my mouth and felt tears fall down my face. I picked the tests back up and stared at them. I hadn't misread them they were positive. This couldn't be true, this had to be a horrible dream that I would wake up from at any given second. I shut my eyes inhaled deeply and opened them, hoping it would wake me up. No such luck the little white sticks were still in front of me. They had to be wrong, they just had to be. I pulled my hair of my face and sat on my bed for a good ten minutes just trying to realize what was happening. "This isn't real." I whispered over and over again. There was a knock had the door a few moments later. I grabbed the test and put them in the drawer by my bed. "C-come in." I whispered wiping my eyes. The door opened and he walked in. "Hey." He whispered. I didn't look up. "Hey."
He stared at me. "You okay?"
I wiped my eyes once more. "Yeah I'm fine. What's up?"
Blaine sat next to me. "I just wanted to say sorry last night. You shouldn't have seen any of that."
I shook my head. "It's fine, I don't care what I saw. Are you okay."
He rolled his eyes, almost jokingly. "Kels, I've seen much worse at family dinners. I got a glass thrown at me once. I'm just upset he called you a skank."
"I could care less."
Blaine his head on my shoulder. "Are you sure you're okay? You seem sad."
"Yeah I'm just fine other than the fact I'm pregnant." I thought grimly.
I shook my head. "Oh, yeah I'm just tired."
The Warbler stood up and kissed my forehead. "Night."
I smiled. "Night Blaine."
He walked to the door and turned around, remembering something. "Oh hey tomorrow Kurt and I are going up to Erie. You in?"
"Oh, totally." I said smiling. "Can Sydney and Kim come?"
"Yeah, night Kelsey."
I waved a little. "Night."
I waited for the sound of his door opening and closing. I pulled the test back out of my drawer and stared down at them. This was really happening. Tears dotted my eyes again as I thought about what this meant. My life was over. I laid there for over an hour in tears trying to figure what I was going to do. I finally turned off my lamp and laid under the covers and eventually fell into a fitful, unsettling sleep.
"Kelsey we're leaving in an hour get up!" I heard Blaine shout.
I twisted around and felt sun streaming across my face. I opened my eyes. "Okay." I mumbled back.
"I'm going to Kurt's I'll be-"
I cut him off by opening the door and pushing past him.
"Morning to you too.'
I didn't answer him but ran into the bathroom and dry heaved a few times before spilling the contents of my stomach into the bowl. I ran my hand threw my hair and flushed the toilet. I stood up and splashed my face with cold water and let out a shaky breath.
"Oh my god." I heard Blaine say from behind me.
I turned around. "Do you mind?"
"No, but you just threw up."
I rolled my eyes, I wasn't in the mood at the moment. "I apologize that steamed broccoli doesn't agree with me." I spat.
He looked hurt. "Okay, I'm sorry."
"Whatever." I closed the door and turned on the hot water.
I shed my clothes and stepped in the shower. I let my tears mix with the water as I showered. I was such a bitch to Blaine. Guilt and fear ate away at me as I toweled of and slipped on my black and white polka dot bikini. I pulled my shorts on over top and walked into my room. I jumped at the sight of Blaine on my bed.
"Kelsey." He whispered.
I slipped my towel into my bag and didn't look at him. "Hmm?"
"I'm sorry I was nosy. I was just worried. You've been sick."
"Blaine, no. I'm just going through some, uh stuff right now. I didn't mean to snap at you."
I felt his arms wrap around me from behind. "It's okay. I'm sorry."
I turned around and kissed him on the lips lightly. "I'm sorry too."
He pulled back. "Kurt's downstairs." He said quickly.
I stepped back from him. "Oh, sorry."
He smiled. "It's fine."
I followed him downstairs and saw Kurt sitting on the couch talking to Steve.
"Hey Kurt." I said happily.
He stood up. "Kelsey!"
We hugged tightly. Kurt had become a good friend of mine after meeting him.
Blaine walked back in with his keys in hand.
"Shall we?" Kurt said dragging me with him.
I couldn't help but feel numb looking at Blaine and Kurt. They were so happy. It was obvious that I was just Blaine's play thing only used for sex and to get his dad off of his back. Nothing more and nothing less. I slid into the back seat and listened to them talk about The Warblers and plans for dates. My chest hurt at the thought of Blaine being busy with him and not me.
"Should we get Sydney or Wes?" Blaine said to me.
I looked up and saw him staring at me in the rearview mirror.
"Oh Kim's at Sydney's."
He nodded and dismissed me just like that. As if him telling me he was bi or how he flirted with me was a joke. I fumed a bit in the car ride over to Sydney's. I kept my face emotionless as I listened to Blaine and Kurt laugh and flirt. As soon as we came to a stop I ripped the door open and pounded up the stairs to her door and knocked twice. The door opened and Sydney appareled with Kim.
"Hey guys.' I whispered.
"What happened with the tests?" Kim whispered.
I looked down and felt my lips shake. "Positive."
They both gasped at the same moment and stared at me. "Oh my god."
I nodded and blinked back tears. "Yeah, can we just go and drop it for now?"
They nodded and followed me to the car and slid in with me.
"Hey guys." Kim said buckling her seatbelt.
They all said hello to each other but I remained silent, I sat there watching Blaine and Kurt. Every word and every laugh just proved that Blaine would never ever be interested in me. He was gay and that was that. He would never want me or the baby. Never in a million years.
So Kelsey's pregnant and slightly heart broken about Blaine. How will Erie go? Sorry this chapter sucked! Anything I should change? Let me know! I love hearing from you guys! More soon!
