AN: Hey guys sorry this isn't very good, it's late and I'm tired. But sorry for the lack of updates it's been crazy lately. It's like 90 something here in Ohio (yes no joke, 2 hours away from Lima) but here's a new chapter I hope you enjoy! Leave your thoughts. You all are so sweet =)
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She's staring at me I'm sitting, wondering what she's thinking
Nobody's talking 'cause talking just turns into screaming
And now as I'm yelling over her, she's yelling over me
All that that means is neither of us is listening
Ne-yo - Mad
I sighed to myself as I let the water splash over my feet as I walked up and down the sand with Sydney. Kim was busy talking me up to Blaine. I bit my lips as we walked. It was finally sinking in that I was pregnant.
"So have you figured anything out?"
I shrugged. "I'm not that far so I have time to figure stuff out I guess."
"And you're sure it's Blaine's?"
I nodded. "Definitely."
"Why did you and Blaine even have sex?"
My heart stopped at her question. I didn't want them to know about his dad. I was the only one outside his family who knew. "I was at his house and things got out of hand.' I lied.
She bought it. "Aw, if it makes you feel any better you'd be great parents."
"Thanks." I smiled. "So I have no idea what to do. Do I tell him and then my parents or my parents then him."
Sydney looked over her shoulder at him. "Tell him first he'll be harder."
I turned around and looked at him. "Yeah, you're right."
We both stared at the dark haired, hazel eyed teen. He and Kim were in deep conversation, it looked heated. He rolled his eyes and shook his head.
'God, I can't believe this is happening."
Meanwhile further up the shore Blaine sighed angrily.
"I never said that to her!" He raised his voice,
Kim crossed her arms. "She's my best friend Anderson! She told me and Sydney you told her you were bi before you had sex."
He shrugged. "Maybe I did, why do you care?"
"Because I'm here best friend and you like hurt her."
His face softened a bit. "I did?"
Kim nodded. "Yeah, that's why she was upset last night.'Blaine put his hand over his mouth. "I'm an idiot."
She stood up and brushed the stand off of her. "No shit."
Blaine sighed and ran his hand through his hair. Had he upset her that bad. She looked really hurt last night. He sat up when Kurt sat next to him and wrapped his towel around him.
"Hey you okay sweetie?" The paler boy asked,
Blaine smiled, "Yeah um, I'm good." He lied as he and Kelsey stared intensely at each other, he couldn't help but wonder what she was thinking.
"You should get in the water." Kurt said snapping his from his thoughts.
Blaine quickly touched his still bruised side. "No I'm good."
"It's kind of gross." He said, putting on my sun block.
"Yeah." He whispered, not taking his eyes off of Kelsey.
Kurt laid his head on his shoulder. "I love you."
"You too.' He said after hesitating slightly
Kurt smiled and took Blaine's hand and kissed him. Blaine kissed back and let out a sigh He had to fix things with her, and fast.
"He hates me!" I cried as I sunk into the sand. "He hates me."
Kim sat next to me. "No he doesn't he's just pissed for us knowing about you guys doing it."
I shook my head. "No he's pissed because he loves Kurt and he only wanted me for sex!" I was hysterical.
"If I were you I'd tell him about the baby."
My lips shook as I spoke. "I don't think there's going to be a baby Sdy."
"What?" They asked in unison.
I wiped my eyes. "Yeah, I'm 17 I can't even begin to fathom having a baby."
They both hugged me. I felt myself shake as I pushed my bangs back.
"At least think about adoption.' Kimberly said sadly.
I nodded. "Oh I am."
"Who all knows?"
"Just you guys. I'm going to make a doctor's appointment soon. Then try to figure how to tell Blaine and my parents." I explained.
"Good idea.' Sydney said quietly.
"Guys?" I heard his angry voice say from behind us.
I shut my eyes. "What Blaine?" I hissed.
"Can I talk to you?" His voice was short and shaky.
I turned around and looked up and notice he was looking down. "No, you can't talk to us so go." I spat.
"Just you. Not them."
I stood up. "What?"
His fingers intertwined with mine. "Come on."
I shook my friends a look and they stood up and left. "Yes?"
"What did I do!" He demanded as soon as they were out of earshot.
I scoffed. "What did you do to me? Let's see, you begged me into sleeping with you not once but twice knowing you had a boyfriend, you used because you're to much of a girl to stand up to your dad and most importantly you lead me on!"
He rolled his eyes. "You agreed to have sex first of all, the second time you couldn't keep your fucking pants on and my dad is my business not yours."
I crossed my arms. "But you lead me on Blaine. That's what you don't get you lead me on!"He stepped towards. "How did I lead you on Kelsey?"
"You told me you were bi, than this morning when I kissed you were stop. I like you Blaine, I'm letting live in my house and you cuddle with me and we make out and go get coffee what am I supposed to think?" I shouted at him, causing a few people to stare.
He clasped his hand over my mouth. "Shut up! Do you want Kurt to hear that. I know that we cuddle and make out and get coffee. We're friends, now I'm not going to lie because trust me, I like you. I like you a lot. I like having sex with you and I like being around you, but I'm dating Kurt."Tears were streaming down my face and I was getting pissed. "Why can't you d-date me?" My voice broke as I spoke.
"I really like Kurt so-"
I cut him off. "So you're just using me for a place to stay and easy sex?" I shouted loudly.
"Shut up Kelsey.. Do you think I want Kurt to hear that? No I am not using for a place to stay you invited me and we only did it twice. I'm sorry if I hurt you but you need to calm down."
I ran my fingers through my hair and sighed loudly. "If you aren't using me grow a pair of balls and tell Kurt about your dad, because frankly I don't want you in my house." I whispered.
'There isn't any room at his house." Fear and pain were etched into his eyes. For the first time I noticed he was in tears.
"Not my problem." I huffed. "Go back to your precious boyfriend, just don't ask me to help you when you get the shit kicked out of you." I started to walk away.
"Take that back!" He shouted, grabbing my wrist.
"I don't have to do anything!" I said rolling my eyes
He got in my face. "Why are you being such a bitch?" he asked heatedly.
The next thing I knew my hand had flown across his cheek. I pulled away from and glared at him. "I hate you Blaine Anderson. I absolutely hate you." I whispered to him as I walked away.
I walked away from the shocked boy without any regret I hated him at the moment and that's all there was too it.
AN: So Kelsey feels used, (do you blame her) she and Blaine are fighting and she's definitely pregnant. Hmm what will happened next? Sorry for the suckiness of this update, she tells him soon though! BTW your reviews are so freaking sweet! Keep 'em coming!
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Mandi
PS: HOW CAN I MAKE THIS BETTER?
