AN: Hey guys sorry I took so long I've been busy! But here's a new chapter it's sucks I'm sorry. There's some more drama for you guys. Also I miss Glee horribly. It really should come back on! But your reviews are so kind! I love them. PLEASE keep them coming if you wouldn't mind, Anyways here's a new chapter. I hope you enjoy!
We've fallen into this place
Where you ain't backing down
and I ain't backing down
So what the hell do we do now?
Ne-yo
It's been a full day since my meltdown at the lake. Blaine and I didn't speak for the rest of the day and we still haven't. To make things even worse he was still at my house. The moment we got home I pushed past him and locked myself in my bedroom. I couldn't even look him, who does he think is? Thinking he can just waltz in have sex with me and brush it off like it was nothing. My mom had tried talking to me but I didn't tell her anything at all. I picked up my phone and dialed the number with a shaky hand. I put the phone to my ear and exhaled."Planned Parenthood." The voice on the other end was irritatingly cheerful.I cleared my throat. "I need and appointment.""Sure! Name please?"I rolled my eyes the girl was way to happy for this job. "Kelsey Burke."
"Okay Kelsey, were pretty until Thursday. How's Friday at 4:30?"
I sighed to myself today was Monday. "That's f-fine." My voice was thick with tears. "See you then."
I swiftly hung up and pulled my knees to my chest and let my tears fall. Blaine was the father of my baby and he pretty much hated me. He had glared at me from the rearview mirror the whole way home. Although I didn't blame him. I had left and ugly reddish purple mark on his cheek. I bit down on my lip. This wouldn't work out. He would never want to be involved with our baby. I pulled on my bangs and let out a whimper. I had to tell him soon. I just wanted to get it over with. I pulled my sheets off my legs and got out of bed. I walked downstairs and it was quiet, my parents were at work and I prayed to God that Blaine left. I walked into the kitchen and saw him sitting at the table.
'Hey." I whispered.
He looked up from his phone and frowned. "Kelsey." He spat.
A tense silence filled the kitchen. I sat in the chair across from him played with the hem of my tank top. I debated on telling him what the reason as for my outburst yesterday. I shook my head. No I would tell him soon after he calmed down. I looked up and Blaine's cheek had a slight purple marking on it. He was still texting. I blew air in between my teeth. If I wanted his help with this problem, as Kim pointed out, I'd need to make peace. She was completely right, I need all the help I can get right now. I looked up and looked at him.
"Blaine?" I asked breaking the silences.
His eyes flickered upward, he looked mad, which was a rare sight. "What?'
I looked at him. "I-I'm sorry Blaine, I was a real bitch yesterday and I didn't mean to hurt your feel-"
He held up his hands. "Try completely, embarrassing me in front of my boyfriend and the whole lake!" He raised his voice.
I bit my lip. "I'm sorry, you just-" I shut my eyes. "You can't be mad at me okay? I'm dealing something and I really need your h-help."
He crossed his arms over his buff chest. "It's too late for me not to be mad, you fucking called me out in front of everyone, you basically called me weak. Do you know how bad that hurt?"
I stood up and walked over to him. "Blaine I'm sorry please."
"I don't know Kels, I don't know that really hurt."
Tears were threatening to spill over any second. "You don't understand!"
He stood up and grabbed my shoulder. "What don't I understand?" His voice was strong.
I swallowed and felt my tears bubble over my eyelids. "I-I think that, um. I think I'm-"
The Warbler scoffed. "You don't even have a reason! why don't you just back down an admit you made a fool of yourself yesterday and this will all be over much sooner."
I shook my head angrily. "You back down."
"You know maybe you're right maybe I shouldn't stay here anymore. I'd rather get the shit beat out of me then deal with all this drama."
I folded my arms over my stomach and shook my head. "I like you, that's what you don't get Blaine. I like you, I mean I always had this crush on, even before you came out. I just accepted that you wouldn't like me back so I moved on to Josh and Derrick. But then you called me that night and asked me to have sex with you, then there was the second time and you told me you thought you were bi. So I guess I just thought, we might have a chance."
I felt his warm hands wrapped around my waist. "Kelsey please."
I looked at his eyes. "What?"
He looked up at the ceiling and tried to speak. "I'm confused right now, like about what I am or who I like. I know I told you I was bi, and I honestly don't know if that true. I love Kurt so much Kelsey you don't get it. But I love you too. I really do. So I just don't know. I'm just trying to get a grip on thing. I'm so confused, like with Rachel it was alcohol but with you it was confusing. I just need to get a grip."
I suddenly was not in the mood for any of this. "Shut up Blaine, just shut up. You do realize there are bigger problems in the world than you being too much of a child to handle your emotions right?" The words were harsh but I didn't care.
Blaine looked taken aback at my comment. "Yes I realize that, but for me this is a big problem."
Tears dribbled down my face, I knew didn't really have a reason to cry but I needed too. "I'm sorry."
The boy pushed past me and glared a me. "You know Kelsey, I always thought you were better person to not bring up my dad, especially in front of Kurt." He looked me up and down and shrugged his shoulders. "I guess I was wrong."
"B-Blaine I'm sorry, I didn't mean too." I hiccupped
He came back into the kitchen with his car keys, and drawstring bag in hand. "Sure you didn't."
I glanced at his bag. "Where are you going?"
"To figure things out without you interfering." He said hotly.
Before I could speak the screen door slammed behind him. I stood this trying to will myself to follow him, but I couldn't move. I heard his car pull out of the driveway and down the street. That was it things were definitely ruined between us.
AN: So Kelsey finally admitted that she likes Blaine, and kinda returned the feeling. Hmmm. What do you think will happen with them? Anything I should change? I hope you enjoyed. Kelsey tells Blaine VERY soon. Let me know what you thought. Love hearing from you all!
Mandi
PS I OWN NONE OF THE LYRICS OR GLEE, BUT I DO OWN KELESY AND OTHER OC'S.
