AN: Hey guys sorry for not updating forever! I've been busy but here's a new chapter it's kinda weird but I had WB. Anyways enjoy there's major Kelsey and Blaine fluff! (BTW Can anyone this of a name to call them? Like how every couple on glee has a name. They need one J ) I hope you enjoy! Reviews are loved!

And there is so much we don't know
So we love and we hope that it holds

The Fray

It was a Friday morning and the air was cold. I sat up in bed and glanced at the clock and saw that it was just after ten. We had the day off, I rolled out of my bed and shuffled to the bathroom. I paused when I saw Blaine standing at the sink, holding onto it and shaking. I bit my lip and he saw me. I gasped a little his eyes were red and puffy, but one of his eyes was purple and his lip was puffy. His hazel eyes were dull and his skin was blotchy and unshaved. His looked over me.

"What happened to your face? Did your dad-?" I trailed off and touched his face.

He winced and pulled back. "I don't see why you care." He spat, his voice was scratchy.

"Blaine please." I whispered.

He pushed past me. "No, it was Wes."

I caught his hand as he walked by. "Wes, why?"

He ignored me and walked to his room and shut the door, I opened the door and walked into the room. Blaine was face down on his bed. I looked around, the room was a mess, I cleared my throat and rested my hands on my stomach. He groaned.

"Kelsey, go away. I don't want to talk to you." He muttered.

I sat on his bed. "I-I'm sorry. Just tell me what's going on with you."

"Well for one I'm dying in the inside, my parents and my best friends hate me and you-" He stopped himself.

I reached for his hand but he pulled back like I was going to burn him. "Blaine, I know you're hurting but so am I. You don't think I'm going to be sad when we give it up? I'm going to be miserable but I know that it'll be okay because our baby's going to have better life."

"Yeah but what if they wonder why they weren't good enough to keep them?" He choked. "I couldn't deal with that guilt."

I sighed. "We'll get to see them, it'll be an open adoption."

Wiping his eyes Blaine turned to me. "They need to live in Ohio, that's the only way I'll agree."

I frowned, I could tell his heart was breaking with every word, I grabbed his hand and squeezed. "Okay."

He wrapped his arms around me. "When are they coming?"

"We're meeting them at the adoption place at one-thirty.' I whispered as I laid next to him.

Blaine rubbed my stomach. "Do you know when we find out the sex?"

I shook my head. "Google said 18 to 22 weeks I'm 15 and a half now."
"Oh." Blaine wrapped his arms around my waist we were quiet for a few minutes. "I love you."

I smiled. "I l-love you too."

He rested his head on my shoulder. "Don't you have a doctor's appointment today?"

"Yeah." I murmured "In a half hour."

He stood up and pulled his shirt over his head and went to his closet and put a navy long sleeve shirt on and pulled some jeans. I sat up and put my hands over my stomach. I watched Blaine spray himself with cologne and try to rub the puffiness from his eyes. He winced at his black eye. I stood and wrapped my arms round his waist.

"It's okay." I whispered.

He looked at me in the mirror. "I'm going to miss them."

His voice was so quiet and scared. "I am t-too."

Blaine crumpled onto the bed. "We're going to miss everything. Their first steps, words, everything."

I hugged him. "Blaine I know b-"

He cut me off. "I want to name them. We get too. They're t-taking it we get to name them."

I shut my eyes and kissed his forehead. "Okay."

Blaine's lips pressed onto mine and he titled his head. I wrapped my arms around his neck and he put his hands on my hips. I pulled back from Blaine and stared at him and with a small smile. I grabbed his hand and sighed. He hugged me tightly.

"I'm in love with you." I said quietly.

I heard Blaine's breathing stop. "You are?"

"Yeah." I nodded. "I'm pretty sure that I am."

His eyes lit up and he grinned. "I'm in love with you too."

I hid my face in his neck and he rubbed my back. That was the first time I had ever told him that. It felt good to tell him. I smiled to myself and felt a wave of relief wash over me. We made up and he said he was in love with me. He smiled and I grabbed his hand and led him downstairs into the living room and flipped on the TV. I pulled Blaine next to me and laid my head on his shoulder. He sighed and wrapped his arms around me. We laid in silence and watched TV for a while. I glanced at Blaine when his phone rang.

"Hello?" He said as he answered.

I couldn't hear the voice on the other but Blaine's face got serious.

"No, I don't know why you care so much."

I squeezed Blaine's hand and heard muffled shouting.

"Fine, whatever." he huffed as he hung up. "My parents want to come meet them."

I frowned. "Are they? They don't have too."

"Yeah." Blaine said shaking his head. "I don't want them too but my mom really wants to be there."

He looked upset just thinking about seeing his dad. "It'll be okay. Just focus on Brandon and Alyssa and us."

Blaine looked up from slipping his shoes on. "Are you sure? You know how my dad is."

I picked up my keys. "Positive."

"Thanks Kels."

I shrugged. "No problem."

...

At the doctor's office I filled out the paperwork and they weighed and gave me a normal check up. Blaine and I were now sitting in the exam room. This was the first appointment without my mom since we found out. Blaine was sitting next to me holding my hand and the doctor's eyes were on the screen.

"The baby looks perfectly fine a little small but you're young so it's normal."

I smiled at my baby, you could see it's profile and little nose. Blaine was grinning showing all his teeth. I wiped my eyes with the back of my hand.

"When do we know if it's a boy or girl?" Blaine asked quickly.

She looked at the screen then us. "Probably your next appointment."

"Really?" I asked as I gripped Blaine's hand.

"Yeah, while I have you here have you thought about feeding are you just going to bottle feed?"

The smiles faded from both our faces, Blaine immediately started wringing his hands together. I swallowed the lump in my throat.

"Oh, um, we aren't keeping the baby."

The doctor gave a small smile. "Oh. So I'll see you in 3 weeks?"

I wiped the gel of my skin and pulled my shirt back down over my belly. "Yeah. How many people can come next time?"

"Up to six including you two." She smiled as scrawled her name on my chart.

Blaine handed me my coat. "Thanks."

"No problem." The doctor left the room and I sighed.

"Kels?" He whimpered.

I didn't look up. "Hmm?"

"I c-can't do this. It's our baby it's beautiful."

A small smile spread across my face. "It is."

"Can we just meet them first and them think about it?" Blaine was shaking.

"Yeah.' I muttered as I hugged him.

The boy's arms snaked around my waist. I squeezed my eyes shut. This was our baby and it was beautiful. I held onto Blaine and bit my lip and felt my cheeks become damp. I was confused. I gripped Blaine's chest and shook my head. I didn't know what I was going to do. I had no idea.

AN: So Kelsey's having second thoughts now and Blaine's trying to agree with her even though it hurts him. Do you think their baby should be a boy or girl.! 4 reviews? Next update will by much sooner I swear! What do you think of this chapter?

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