AN: Hey guys, sorry I took forever I've been lazy and busy with school. But here's a chapter and we meet Brandon and Alyssa. And Blaine hangs out with Dylan again.. Btw this weeks Glee was amazing! I hope you enjoy! PS: I'm working on one shots and a new story!

Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same

Keane

I clasped Blaine's hand as we stepped into the adoption agency and saw my mom and dad talking to an older lady. The smiled at us and Blaine bit his lip and turned to me.

"I'm not so sure about this Kay. I mean what if they're weird?"

I shook my head. "We have 5 months. We have t-time."

"Madison this in my daughter Kelsey and her boyfriend Blaine. Guys this is your adoption agent."

I smiled and shook her hand. "Hey."

"Hi Kelsey." She shook Blaine's hand as well,

We followed my parents down the hall and into a small room. Blaine and I saw them at the same time. Brandon and Alyssa were sitting on the couch and smiling at us. Brandon was a skinny brown haired guy who looked like a bird and Alyssa was a somewhat pretty redhead. They looked a little younger than my parents. I immediately put my free hand on my stomach.

"Kelsey, Blaine, this is Brandon and Alyssa Adkins." Madison announced as we sat down.

Blaine and I sat still. I waited for him to say something but when he didn't I sighed and leaned across the table.

"Hi." I whispered.

"Hey Kelsey I'm Alyssa."

I shook her hand sat back on the couch and interlocked my fingers with Blaine's. He gripped my hand and I could see how tense he was. Madison cleared her throat.

"So what we're here to do today is to get any worries out of the way. You guys can either stay in here with Kelsey and Blaine or step in the hall."

I couldn't even look at my parents. "Can you g-go n the hall?"

They quickly left the room and Blaine immediately cooled down.. "Thanks.' He whispered.

"So do you know if it's a boy or girl?" Brandon asked.

"No. I find out in three weeks but it's healthy."

"That's good. So how are you?" Alyssa asked.

I shrugged. "Okay I guess. Just trying to deal with this in the best way for everyone."

"Why do you want my kid?" Blaine asked suddenly. "Do you really want kids or do you just want to close our baby off from me and Kelsey?'

I squeezed his arm. "Blaine, that was rude."
"No. I get it." Brandon offered. "Lyss and I can't have kids and we just want to give a kid a good home and parents. And no we're not closing anything off."

Blaine stared at him. "We get to name our baby and I want pictures, and videos and to know what he or she's doing. I want to see my kid."

Alyssa looked uncomfortable and I chewed my lip and wrung my hands. "We want to be in their life."

"Of course you can be but Brandon and I don't want our son or daughter to have mommy or daddy issues. We were thinking you could be family friends and visit twice a ye-"

I could hear Blaine's perfect teeth grind together. "Your son or daughter? Mommy and daddy issues? The last time I checked we were the parents."

"I'm sorry can I just have a second with Blaine." I begged as I stood up.

They all nodded and I drug him out of the room and past my parents who had just been joined by his and into a bathroom.

"What the hell is your deal?" I demanded.

Blaine crossed his arms. "What do you mean?"

"What do I mean? You're in there integrating them! They won't want to adopt anything from us if you act like an asshole! Do they want us out of the picture? Yeah, but that's only couple who was interested." I stressed as I felt my face grow warm. "They're the only one and I can't screw this up."

Blaine was shaking. "I don't care. We should keep the baby if they don't want us."
"No!" I screamed. "I don't want to be a mom right now, I have no intentions of letting that happen."

He inhaled and exhaled rapidly. "Then what are we going to do? What can I do?"

"Go say you're sorry to them."

He snickered. "No way."

I shoved him. "Blaine please just do this. For m-me."

"You can't give a baby up for adoption if both the mom an dad sign the forms. I'm just not going to sign." He whispered.

My stomach flip flopped. "Blaine Anderson I swear if you even try that I'll never speak to you again."

Blaine pushed past me. "Whatever."

I grabbed his wrist. "No I'm for real. I'm just as confused as you are after seeing our baby today. It's beautiful and I'm not going lie I don't what I want. I just want our kid to have a good life. If you really love them you'd want that too." I whispered as I opened the door and left him standing there shaking.

Twenty minutes had passed since the giant meltdown between Blaine and I. Alyssa and Brandon had left and told Madison that they were reconsidering us. I standing with my parents and Blaine's. I shifted my weight from foot to foot and sniffled, my face felt sticky and warm. My mom was rubbing my shoulders. I felt my phone buzz in my back pocket and I pulled it out and opened the new text from Blaine.

Hanging out with Dylan, don't know when I'll be home.

I rolled my eyes and told I didn't care what he did. "Mom we can just go Blaine left."

She frowned at me. "Okay I'll see you at home."

I grabbed my keys and went to my car and banged my face against the steering wheel. He was ruining my life, he couldn't' t just force me to keep the baby. It just wasn't fair and now he just left without telling me anything. I thought I was in love with him but after today, I'm just not so sure.

...

"And she just starting crying and whining at me." Blaine groaned as he came back from the fridge with a beer.

He was Dylan's house with one of his friends who he didn't know. Blaine sat next to them and watched the boys pass around cigarettes. Dylan laughed Blaine's story.

"Just leave her dude. She's running you ragged. You're not even keeping the kid anyways why work?"

"Because.' Blaine started as he shoved a cigarette between his lips. "If do keep it we'll need money. I work at fucking Macy's its so boring all I do is fold shirts."

One of Dylan's friends sighed. "I would leave her, no lie. She sounds like a bitch."

He smiled a little but felt guilt eat away at him. "She's sweet."

"Whatever man,." Dylan turned to Warbler. "You need anything?"

Blaine new what anything meant. "Yeah, something to keep me up."

"What I gave you ain't working?" He asked, letting his slight southern accent come out.

" A little but I crash later." He explained. "Can you hook me up?"

The blonde smirked. "Josh and I can hook you up with something. It's like hardcore though."

"Don't care.' Blaine began slurring. "I just want forget her."

A few minutes later Dylan, Josh and Blaine were all standing in his dad's office. Blaine was holding two pill bottles in his hands. Dopamine it read. Blaine didn't know what it meant and he didn't care right now. He just this day to be behind he wanted to forget it all.

"I want this to be over with." He told them. "I want things to stay the same."

AN: So Blaine's buying more pills and just blowing off Kelsey and adoption. Kelsey's terrified of being a mom and Brandon and Alyssa are reconsidering adoption. What do you think should and will happen between Belsey? I hope you enjoyed! Reviews are much loved. I'll update sooner! I swear..

MTG

PS: Blaine and his dad will be having drama soon!