AN: hey guys, sorry I didn't update for a while I have the stomach flu and I'm been so sick and so tired. But here's a new chapter. It kind of sucks but it's okay I like it. Warning: Dark Moody Blaine! Enjoys and please review last time I only got 2.

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It was all my fault. Blaine almost died and it was my fault, he had 4 different types on drugs in his system when he passed out. It all made sense now, how wired he seemed, how high and low he'd be and his sudden mood change. Why didn't I see it? Each drug type made perfect sense, the dopamine made the most sense to me. He'd complain about falling asleep in class and the next day he was wide awake. I let more tears fall down my face and I looked up when I heard someone clear their throat.

"You okay?" It was my mom.

I wiped my eyes and shook my head. "This is all my fault."

She sat next to me in the cafeteria of the hospital. "Blaine overdosing? How is that your fault?"

"He had a stress reliever and something that kept him awake m-mom! He would always complain about being tired because of work, school and Warblers. If I hadn't got pregnant none of this would have happened."

My mom rubbed my shoulders. "You really think? You couldn't help the fact that you got pregnant, Blaine's the one who did this to himself. He could've found another way to handle this all, but he turned to drugs. This is his fault not yours I promise."

"Now he's going to be tired and bitchy all the time. It would just easier to get a job myself."

"Blaine's going to get help. The doctor's and his mom had an agreement. Blaine won't do any jail time or anything for possession of drugs because he'll do a recovery program that helps him deal with his stress."

I nodded my head. "I'm going to talk to him." I pushed myself out of my chair and stalked off to his room.

I didn't even knock I slammed the door behind me and Blaine jumped and looked up. "Hey baby, you okay?"

"Why?" I whispered quickly.

Blaine furrowed his eyebrows. "Why what?"

I went to his bed side. "Why the hell would you do drugs?"

"Kels." He said shutting his eyes. "You don't get it I-"

"Don't get what?" I screamed. "That taking care of me and your daughter is too fucking hard for you to deal with so you take drugs?"

Blaine sat up and rolled his eyes. "It's not hard! I'm dealing with it and it's fine. Everything's fine."

"You almost died! Your heart stopped that is not fine!" I waited a beat or two before speaking. "Did you do this because of me?"

"What?"

"Did you, do this because of me?" My words were choppy as I fought tears

"What? No what do you mean?"

I looked down at my stomach. "Is it because I'm pregnant? If i wasn't pregnant and you had a job would you do drugs then?"

"Kelsey, it's school, Warblers, work, my dad it's everything. It's just hard dealing with this all at once." His voice was shaky. "I love you so much."

I sat on his bed. "What did you start with?"

Blaine shut his eyes. "I don't even know what it's called. I bought in the bathroom like 2 months ago from Dylan and I took it and it stopped working so I switched to dopamine and that stuff is crazy. I had so much energy and I was happy, but I then I was dealing with my dad and the baby and I was dealing with stress and shit and I just couldn't stop."

"So it is the baby?"

He looked upset. "Yeah, that's a factor but that's not the whole reason I did. God calm the fuck down."

"How can I calm down? My boyfriend and my daughter's father almost fucking died! How can I calm down?"

Blaine ran his threw his hair which was a frizzed out mess. "Maybe you should stop being such a bitch and actually take a second to think about and my problems instead of yourself."

There was short, cold tone to Blaine's voice the word bitch sounded so hard. Tears began falling down my face. "I'm n-not a bitch."

"Yeah because you always ask how I'm dealing with this and how I feel.' His voice oozed with sarcasm "I'm not terrified out my mind, or worried about not being able to go to college or anything. Thanks for the concern."

I shook my head. "Shut u-up! You're being an asshole. I'm sorry I haven't asked you how you've felt. You've seem pretty happy, oh wait that because you were on drugs because you aren't man enough to handle anything."

That clearly pissed Blaine off because I noticed his hands shaking. He stared angrily at me, his eyes were filled with rage and truth. "You know what Kelsey? I may being working through shit but at least I'm trying to keep my grip on things."

I looked at baby bump and frowned. "What going to happen to us Blaine? We can't be at each others throats like this all the time. If we want to keep her you can't be on drugs of any kind."

Blaine's eyes were red and bloodshot. He sat completely still for a minute before speaking. "Get out."

My stomach turned over. "What?"

"You heard me.' His voice was firm. "If you're going to sit here and scream at me, I don't want you in here. As a matter fact just leave me alone in general."

My lips shook. "Blaine, the baby's due in 2 months you can't just kick me out of your life. P-please.'

"I'm tired of you being such a brat. I'm tired of you clinging to me and you just want and fucking want. You wanted me to date you, you wanted me to get a job, you wanted me to sign papers giving the baby up. You wanted me to turn my back on friends. I'm done. I want you to get the fuck out of my face."

I didn't stand from his bed. "No we need to talk about this. What are we going to do about the baby?"

"I. Said. Get. Out!" He spat at me.

I wiped my cheeks dry. "No talk to me Blaine! You said you want me to talk to you more and I am! How are we going to keep her if you're on drugs?"

I watched him breath rapidly. "Kelsey get out of here!"

"Blaine please just-"

I was cut off when Blaine shoved me roughly. I lurched forward and nearly fell off his hospital bed. I stared at him. "What the hell?"

His hand gripped at my wrist he clenched tightly. "Get the fuck out of here."

I began crying and pulling away from him. His grip got tighter and his other hand started to curl into a ball.

I finally got arm back and stood up. "What's wrong with you?" I breathed.

Blaine's whole body trembled with anger. "Get the fuck out before I loose it."

I quickly went to the door and clutched the handle. "I hate you so much right n-now."

"You too Kelsey you too."

I slammed the door behind me and went into the nearest bathroom and held on to the sink and let out a sob. How did I ever fall in love with him? He was horrible, he grabbed me and called me a bitch. I could never be with him.

"I hate you so much." I whispered. "I absolutely hate you."

AN: So, Blaine and Kelsey had a major fight and Blaine pretty much hurt her. What do you think should happen next? Do you think I could get more than 2 reviews this time?

Sorry this sucks I'm still really sick and really tired.

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