Hey guys this chapter's pretty damn short because I'm tired in a rush I'm leaving for PA in like an hour but wanted to update before the weekend came. Blaine admits something dak to his mom and he and Kelsey finally talk it kinda such I know. Don't kill me! Reveiw please! BTW THESE LYRICS FIT BLAINE MORE THAN KELSEY!

Am I on my own today, all alone with nothing left to say Can it all go back the way,

it used to be when you were here with me I'd do anything for you

But if you ask me I will go, cause baby I need you

SafetySuit

Emily Anderson sat in the chair next to her son's hospital bed and brushed his dark curls out of his eyes. He looked so exhausted and emotionally drained. She shook him gently to wake him and gave him a warm smile when he opened his hazel eyes that looked just like her husband's. He smiled at her with her smile.

"Hey mom." He said softly.

Emily hugged him. "You scared me sweetie I'm so glad you're okay."

"I'm sorry about that mom I really am you just don't get how much stress I'm under."

She nodded with empathy before saying what she had been thinking for the past hour. "Why'd you break up with her?"

A slight look of terror washed over Blaine's face before becoming passive and uncaring. "Mom don't-"

"No Blaine, she left the hospital absolutely hysterical saying you screamed at her and had the nerve to shove her. Is any of this true?"

Blaine rolled his eyes. "She went off on me! She started yelling at me I only used her for sex and never wanted Julie and all this other bullshit. I couldn't take it so I told her I was done I can make my own choices mom I'm not a kid. I'm having one of my own."

"Blaine Everett Anderson, first of all you never put your hands on the mother of your child or any girl and you are not an adult you're 17 and in the hospital for drug overdose. Clearly your decision making skills aren't very good."

Blaine sighed. "Mom you don't get it. I'm doing everything in our relationship. I'm the one with a job, I'm always making sure she's okay and not freaked out or anything and she's lazy and does nothing! I'm sick of being with her and all her damn whining."

"What do you mean you used her for sex?" She asked nervously. "You just said she said you used her."

His stomach churned. "I called her over to sleep with me so your fucking husband would stopping beating the crap out of me! Okay she was just a one night stand she got pregnant I never intended for that to happen but it did. I love my daughter more than myself I just don't love her."

His mom looked disgusted. "You used her? She's your best friend and the mother of your child how could you do that?"

Tears fell down Blaine's cheeks. "I didn't know what else to do! I was going to end it if I couldn't get his to stop and that's what I did. Now Julie's the only thing I have to actually live for just her and that's it!"

Emily sighed. "Blaine your father loves you and I love you. It doesn't seem like that but we do I swear. Kelsey loves you with all her heart and your baby loves you. You've made bad choices these past few months but people need you. We need you, your brother needs you and Kelsey needs you. She's 17 and it just as scared as you are. You can't leave her."

The father to be shook his head. "I don't know what to do."

Emily kissed her son's forehead. "Thin about, but the baby's due in 2 months you need to figure this out."

He didn't move as his mother got up and left the room. He broke down into sobs once she left. He felt the an asshole. He left his daughter ad Kelsey. He loved her and his daughter. He knew that much, he just needed time to figure out how they were going to work out. He just needed a little time.

"I don't know what to do." He cried to himself. "I don't know what to do."

A week and a half had gone by since Blaine and I had broken up. I haven't seen him since the hospital fiasco. I shuffled over to the mirror and looked at my belly. I was officially 7 months and 21 days. Next week it'd only be a month until the baby was born and only 5 days until my birthday. I rubbed my stomach and sighed.

"I'm going to take care of you even if your daddy isn't." I whispered down to my torso. "I promise."

I heard the doorbell chime so I made my way downstairs and opened the front door. I frowned. It was Blaine standing on the porch shivering in the last January air.

"What do you want?"

Blaine looked so worn out. "Can I move back in?"

"Why, just go stay with your drug dealer friends."

He groaned. "Kelsey please! I'm running out of places to stay at. Please baby just let me move back in."

"You left me! Why should I do anything for you?" I snapped.

Blaine stepped inside. "Because you love me and that's what people do."

"You do not love me Blaine Anderson. You used me for sex because you needed me to get your dad off your back and help you! You don't love me because you want to you love me because you have too! I'm pregnant with your baby so you just say you love me!"

Blaine's hands trembled. "You know I love you! I always have and I still do you're having my baby that makes me love you even more. You're amazing I love you I swear."

"Leave Blaine go get your things and leave now." My voice shook.

Blaine slowly went upstairs and I heard him gasp. My dad and Kurt had helped me change my sister's old room that was Blaine's room into a nursery. It was pink with white furniture with white decorations. All of Blaine's things were in the middle of the room. My note was on top. He came down a few minutes later with his stuff.

I opened the door and waved. "Bye."

Blaine didn't move. "I never was going to toss you to the side. I wanted to sleep with you! I love you and you weren't just a favor you're the on girl who actually makes me feel anything! I love you."

I shut my eyes. "Just get out. I don't want to see you right."

He touched my arm. "Baby please don't."
"We're broken up you dumped me! Get out."

Blaine frowned at me before walking out the door. "I'm sorry Kelsey."

I rolled me eyes and shut the door. I couldn't be with him anymore I just couldn't hurt. I couldn't handle it anymore.

AN: So Blaine admitted to thinking about suicide the night he and Kels, had sex. He loves her but is tired of her whing and never wanted to hurt her and Kelsey upset about loosing but is scaed to be with him. What should happen next anything you want to see? PLEASE REVIEW I LOVE THEM THEY MOTIVATE ME To WRITE.

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