Sorry I took so long. Had writers block and was slightly annoyed I only had two reviews. Oh well, it happens enjoy and review. BTW HOLY SHIT GLEE WAS TENSE TONIGHT
What have I done I wish I could run away from this ship going under
Just trying to help
Hurt everyone else
Now I feel the weight of the world is, on my shoulders
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!"
I groaned and sat up. I saw my parents grinning at me.
"Hey." I yawned.
My mom hugged me tightly. "Happy Birthday sweetie."
I rubbed my 8 month pregnant stomach and smiled. "Thanks guys."
Today was my 18th birthday. February 5th. I took the bag my mom was holding out. I opened it up and saw a slip of paper. I pulled it out and shook my head and gave her a smile. It was a certificate that was good for one hour of babysitting a day for the next few weeks. There was also my dad's standard gift, a gift card and a necklace. The card was to Gap and the necklace was sliver with a small heart. Then there were two candles. Vanilla and cinnamon my favorite scents. Vanilla for me and cinnamon would always remind me of Blaine sweet with a little spice.
"Thank you guys."
My dad kissed my head before leaving for work. My mom sat on my bed and put her hands on my baby bump. She pressed her lips together and sighed.
"My baby's eighteen and having a baby."
I nodded. "Yep."
My mom wrapped me in a hug. "I love you so much sweetie."
"Love you too mom."
She stood up. "I'll be at work but call if you need anything."
"Alright love you mom bye." I sat back in my bed and rubbed my tummy and smiled when my baby kicked. "God, mommy loves you much Julie. I love you so much."
I sighed I was 18 and pregnant without my baby's dad. I picked up my phone it was 11:21. Blaine was in study hall, I now home schooled because I was so close to having her. I sent him a quick text.
"Please come over, please. It's my birthday."
I hit send and got out of bed and exhaled. I was getting really heavy. I padded down the hall and hopped in the shower and stood in the steam. I bit my lip and shut my eyes and thought about the past few months of my life. I was in high school, pregnant at 17, I lost all my scholarship money and my social life. I thought of Blaine, I lost him too. I stepped out of the shower, dressed and went down the hall and into the baby's room. I sat in the chair and started to cry. I was completely by myself now with Julie, I couldn't do this alone. I pulled my phone out of my pocket and looked at screen. I had a text from Blaine I tapped it and read it quickly.
Fine, be there soon
I reread it a few times. It was so short, 4 little words. I couldn't tell what his emotion was at all. I turned off my phone and felt my heart twist in my chest. He was actually coming to see me. I looked down at my stomach.
"It's okay Jules, daddy's coming too see you. He's coming."
Meanwhile Blaine anxiously walked down the Dalton hallways feeling the eyes of his peers burning into his back. The news of his drug overdose spread through the school quickly. He was now on his way to the Warblers study so he could persuade them to him stay. He knew his mind should be on that and that alone but he couldn't ignore the text he got during study hall. It was from Kelsey begging him to come over for her birthday. He couldn't say no. He couldn't be that cruel. He pushed her out of his mind as he walked in the door and saw Wes, David and Jeff staring at him. He felt his friends staring at him as he sat down.
"My fellow Warblers we're here to decide the fate of our senior member Blaine Anderson." Jeff began. "Blaine's going to speak and then we'll vote."
Blaine cleared his throat and stood up. "I know I haven't exactly been a star member of this team for the past few months. I've been late, fighting with you guys and of course high half of the time. But before you kick me out just listen to me, please. I haven't been entirely honest with you guys. You know how I dated Kurt and was gay and I suddenly had a girlfriend who was pregnant?"
A few of them gave a nod or a quiet yeah. Blaine inhaled deeply.
"My d-dad never accepted my sexuality. He would b-beat me, whenever I mentioned Kurt, or any guys, even you guys who most of you are straight or when he was mad. He'd beta the crap out of me and scream at me calling me, dirty faggot or gay fuck. I was suicidal for a while and I snapped. It was June and I called Kelsey and she came over and I asked her to help prove to my dad I was straight and we slept together. I l-liked it, which confused me and my family. I found out Kelsey was pregnant a few weeks later and I just stayed with her. Things were fine for a while I was happy. I ended up getting a job and on top of school, show choir and getting ready for the baby things got to be to much. I slept in class and them Dylan f-found me." Blaine whispered his name.
Trent looked a little choked up and most of the Warblers were in shock. None of them knew about his dad other than David and Wes. He was certain none of them knew about his suicidal thoughts either. He felt his hands shake and continued.
"He gave me a drug that kept me awake, I was great. I felt in control like I could stop when I wanted. Then I had headaches from being awake so much so I started a migraine medicine. Buying pills didn't seem to be too much, I started an antidepressant too and a stress reliever. I was handling it fine. I switched to dopamine and I took too many and my heart was beating to fast and my body shut down."
Blaine glanced around the room and saw Wes looking slightly emotional. He ran his hand through his hair.
"Before you vote to kick me out, please just know all the drugs I took weren't for fun it was for me to get through the day without breaking down. Please just let me try one more time please."
Blaine sat down Jeff stood up and cleared his throat.
"Alright all in favor of reinstating Blaine back as lead for the Warbler raise your hand."
The young father looked around and saw everyone's hand slid up into the air except for Wes. He stared at his best friend and pleaded with his eyes. Wes nodded and his hand also slipped into the air. Jeff banged his gavel.
"It's official. Welcome back Blaine." Jeff said with a grin. "Welcome back."
Blaine smiled and nodded his head and mouthed thank you. He was on the path to fixing things. The Warblers were fixed and now he had one more thing to fix. Things were going to be okay. He's was back and better than ever
Well Blaine admitted everything to his friends and he Wes are cool. Now he's visiting Kelsey. How will that go. PLEASE REVIEW! PLEASE I'll upset sooner I'll aim for Friday or Saturday
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