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The next day was torture. My plane was late, my mom didn't want to let me go and by the time I got to Miami, it was time for the house show. Meaning I didn't get a chance to just talk to John. The day seemed to drag in and as soon as John's match was over he left for the gym. I sighed.

"Sup" Hunter asked as I leaned against the wall.

"Ever try to do something and the whole world seems to be against you?" he nodded.

"Yep, what you trying to do"

"Talk to John"

"Oh" Hunter shuffled, "He was a mess after he left you yesterday mate" I eyed him.

"And?" I asked.

"He just ranted to shawn for a good hour"

"Shawn?" I eyed him and then punshed his shoulder, "You two played us both" I accused and he smirked.

"Well we thought it would help" he added seriously, "Shawn thought if he spoke to John you know after that big storyline they had, and after the history we had we'd be able to see you both happy" I smirked.

"I just wanna see him right now you know" He nodded.

"This is the hard bit, once you two actually get together you can both just be happy. Trust me"

"Thanks hunt"

"What you two talking about?" I turned to see Stephanie and Rebecca smirking knowingly.

"Know how that piece of advice you gave me about not keeping anything from your wife?" I asked and he nodded knowing I was asking if they knew.

"He tells me everything Orton" she smirked easily taking Rebecca's hand.

"See this is what annoying me, If I was to walk down the halls holding Cena's hand the world would self conbust" I started, "But if two girls do it, suddenly its okay because their "Sisters" Whats that?"

"Bullshit" Stephanie smirked squeazing Rebecca's hand easily.

"Do your children know?" I asked.

"NO" all of them just about shouted.

"How are y'all gonna explain this when they get older?"

"Get to that when it comes I guess" they shrugged, "anyway we have palns for tonight, Shawns out by the car" Hunter nodded as he walked beside Stephanie. It was strange she still looked at him with goo-goo eyes.

Seeing how happy they really where I knew I needed to talk to John. It would be so easy if we could just get passed out issues. I pulled my phone out, quickly texting him.

Can I see you? Please.

I waited a few seconds before my phoned beeped.

Haven't you heard? No one can see me ;)

I laughed, shaking my head before another text came in,

Of course you can, you never had to ask. When?

I sighed happily, replying, whenever you come back from the gym.

Give me another hour? and of course I would if thats all that stood between me and him, of course I would.

Sure let me know when your back.

Later :)

I pocketed my phone, and truged to my locker room to collect my things, to head back to the hotel.

Just as I was ready to head up to John's hotel room my phone rang. It was Sam's house phone. Instantly I answered.

"Randy, I'm sorry to bother you, but"

"Whats Lana done now?" I asked sinking into my bed.

"She doesn't believe Greg when he says theres no monsters under the bed. He says shes not checking right. He doesnt know how"

"Of course he doesn't he's missed out on 5 years of her life thanks to your selfishness" I snapped. I was still hurting and the more she pointed out how good a father I was, it hurt me more that I wasn't.

"Randy thats unfair"

"No whats unfair is you dropping the bombshell on everyone and expecting everyone to be okay with it because you've had five years to come to terms with what youve done"

"Mommy let me speak to him" I heard her voice plead.

"Do it" I ordered.

"Its not fair to confuse her"

"Nothing in this situation is fair now she has school in the morning put her on the phone and get her tucked in afterwards" I hissed.

"Hey Lana" I chuckled once the phone was passed.

"Hey" she sounded so sleepy. I chocked up a little again.

"Are you being bad?"

"Maybe" she giggled, and I couldn't help but laugh with her, "But you wont shout at me anymore for it" she laughed again and I rolled my eyes.

"You need to sleep Lana, schools important"

"I know" she giggled again,

"And you don't believe in monsters anymore A, your favourite movie is a nightmare before christmas honey"

"I know, I just wanted a reason for mom to call you" I sighed.

"Lana" I chuckled, "you could have just phoned me to say goodnight if you wanted"

"Okay well since theres no monsters" She said too loudly so her mom could here her.

"Good night Alana"

"Night" She gave the phone back to her mother.

"I wont call again Randy she just needs to get used to this situation is all. I'm just trying to do whats best for her I know its hurting you though. I'm sorry" I shook my head.

"If she wants to call, let her call. This has to be as easy on her as it can be"

"I really am sorry Randy" I tried to hold back tears.

"I know Sam, but I gotta go. Im kinda busy"

"Okay bye" she hung up and I sighed pocketing my phone as I walked towards John's room.

I knocked once, still trying to pull myself together.

"Hey I thought you wern't gonna come" he admitted and I felt bad for taking so long, "Hey whats wrong" he asked. He reached out touching my face now only noticing it was wet.

"Sorry erm. Sam called, Alana wouldn't believe Greg that there was no monsters under the bed, said he wasn't checking properly"

"Her favourite thing in the world is Nightmare before Christmas" he muttered letting me in confussed.

"She admitted she just wanted to call me" I laughed letting stray tears fall. Once the door was closed he pulled me in letting me rest my head into his neck. Finally after days of wanting to break down, I had want I needed. John.

I let my emotions take over as I cried lightly letting him hold me as I cried.

"This is all I wanted" John mumbled, "To make you okay" He ran his hand over the back of my neck and head.

"I know" I admitted, "I had to do what I done though" we both nodded.

"Your here now thats all that matters" he sat us down.

After a few minutes I realized this wasn't why I came her.

I sat up and breathed. "That wasn't why I came here you know" He tilted his head in the cutest way exposing the skin that I always wanted to bite, "I love you" John took a deep breath before smiling.

"I love you too"

"Why does this sound like theres a but" He chuckled.

"I really don't wanna complicate things for you right now. I know what you need Randy, more than you do" He ran a hand down my face, "I'll wait however long it takes, but right now your hurt and I can't take advantage of that"

"You could" I smirked and he shook his head, knowing what I meant.

"As much as I would love for you to fuck me sensless" My groaned lightly, "Really think about it"

"I need you right now John"

"And you have me, as the friend you need. I can't be that selfish. You've got a lot of stuff to work through, and i'm gonna be there every step of the way and then when its right" he nodded, "Then we'll talk about us"

I knew he was right and I smiled, "I'm not going to make this easy on you, you know that right?" He sighed and nodded.

"I didn't expect you to" He muttered as I leaned forward kissing him.

It was just soft. No lust, just love. I pulled back happy.

"I don't deserve you John"

"You deserve so much more" he pleaded and I shook my head no.

"I don't know what more there is"

"I don't plan on informing you" he smirked and I pulled him onto the bed. We tangled our legs, and lay staring at each other for the longest time. It was easy, and I knew if I rolled us over I could have him. But after what he said I knew he was right, as always. I had to get over the loss of my daughter before I could move onto something as new and as big as this.

But he wasn't gone, he was still here and I had what I needed, and I think somehow thats all he needed too.

For now.

This is all I have typed up. Due to my father's death I'm not sure when I will continue writing. Hopefully soon though as I do love this story and have so many ideas for it. Though for now just review? and excuse any mistakes/typo's etc?
Much love :) xx