I know I know Im a mega jerk for taking so long but I had band camp and summer homework to finish and this years alreadt kicking my ass, but here's a new chapter it has drma but the next one will be sweet with Kelsey and Julia bonding. So would you guys check out my new story "Let Me In"? Thanks and enjoy.

Cause if I wanted to go I would have gone by now,
But I really need you near me to
Keep my mind off the edge
If I wanted to leave I would have left by now

Adam Lambert


"Where the hell did you go last night!" I spat as leaned over to change Julia's diaper.

Blaine was leaning against the doorway of the her room still in his pajamas. "What do you mean?"

I turned around glared at him, as if I couldn't see through his bullshit. "Where the hell did you go, I woke up with Julia fucking screaming at like 3 am and had to stay up until 4 because you weren't home." I hissed at his as I held my daughter against my chest. "And when I tried to call you sent me to voicemail."

Blaine rolled his eyes and took her into his arms. "I went for a drive I couldn't sleep. Jesus Kels just calm down."

Blaine walked into our room and I follwed him. "Your car was in the driveway! Are you cheating on me or something?"

Blaine scoffed and laid Julia on the bed. "I assure you it wasn't that."

I gripped his arm and he tensed. "You were with Dylan or getting high weren't you?"

Blane wrenched away from me. "I was with some of the Warblers. I wanted to see my friends you and the baby were asleep!"

I crossed my arms over my chest and bit my lip. "You should've stayed home."

He rolled his eyes. "I have a life other than the two of you, I'm 17 I wanted to hang out with my friends that's all."

"You don't think I have a life too? I do but I can't see my friends because we have to take care of Julia!"

Blaine's jaw was tenses. "Stop bitching at me! You were asleep, the baby was fine so I went to clear my head. I didn't drink or get high I just smoked a cigarette everything's fine."

I jumped a little at how loud Blaine got with me. "No it's not I just had a baby Blaine, your baby and should help me!"

"Help with what she was asleep. Should I sit around and wait so I can get up and get her? I have to work and go to school!"

I ran my hand through my hair as tears welled up in my eyes. "No but you could stay home and at least get her a few times. You only got up twice I got up four times."

Blaine folded his arms over his chest and bit his lip. "I'm 17 I'm allowed to blow off steam with my friends once and a while."

"Not when you have a family to take care of! What about me when do I get to 'have fun' because right now everything's gone to shit!"

Blaine furrowed his eyebrows. "Don't yell at me Kelsey get off your little soap box and calm the fuck down."

His words oozed with irritation. "Whatever, I have homework to do."

Blaine was cut off when Julia starting whimpering. He swore to himself and picked her up in arms. "Yeah run away because you know I'm right."

I rolled my eyes and gathered my school stuff of my desk and spread it out over my bed. "Can you watch her for an hour!"

Blaine rolled his eyes. "Yeah I guess."

I muttered a thank you as he left the room, humming to Julia. I sighed to myself as I settled into my homework, I quickly finished the English and Chemistry homework my teachers had sent me. I finished half of it in an hour and was watching TV I dialed Kim's number and she immediately answered.

"Where was Blaine?"

I groaned. "With his fucking friends, he said he was 'blowing off steam' and that he didn't drink or get high but I don't believe him."

"You're joking right? He left in the middle of the night and didn't do anything?"

I bit my thumbnail and shook my head. "He's watching the baby now so I can't complain but he's bitching at me."

"I'm sorry, is he good with her?"

I smiled at little as I heard Blaine humming in Italian to her. "Yeah he's good with her. I love her so freaking much, her eyes are lightening up and match Blaine's."

"Aw, that's so cute I'm coming over later to see her is that okay?"

"Totally. I miss seeing people from school but yeah just let me know when."

"Will do. See you later Kels."

I stood up and stretched. "Bye."

I put my homework away and wandered around the house and found Blaine sitting on the couch staring down at Julia who was in his arms, he was biting his lip and he looked concerned.

"You okay Blaine?"

Blaine jumped up and looked at me. "Y-Yeah fine."

I sat next to him. "You sure?"

"What if I can't take care of her? Macy's is docking jobs what if I loose mine?"

I grabbed his hand and smiled. "You'll do whatever it takes and it'll be okay."

Blaine shifted and looked uncomfortable I sensed that he was serious about this. "I love you I'm sorry I snuck out."

I shrugged. "It's okay, I guess. I just don't want to fight in front of her."

Blaine in agreement and ran his hand through the baby's short curls. "Me either." He leaned over and kissed me. "Did you finish whatever you needed too?"

I nodded. "Most of it. Kim's coming over later okay?"

Blaine face fell and I rolled my eyes. "Oh I have Warblers so I thought you'd babysit."

"Are you fucking joking right now? I thought we were going to spend the day together before you have to go to school next week?"

He frowned. "I know I'm sorry they changed the dances and sectionals is next month. It'll be short I swear." he promised as he slipped his coat on. "I love you."

I turned away from his kiss. "Whatever"

He leaned down and kissed Julia's forehead, he smiled at her but rolled his eyes at me. "Bye Kelsey."

"Don't even bother, I know you don't have practice your probably going to Dylan's or Kurt's."

Blaine folded his arms over his chest. "What the hell are you talking about?"

I scoffed at him. "Ever since the baby was born you're always gone! Either at work, Kurt's or fucking school! You clearly don't care about me, why don't you just leave?"

"I love you and you know I care about you."

"You love me because I'm your baby's mom you have to love me. Now that's she's here you keep skipping out on me."

Blaine stepped close to me and glared. "First of all don't put words in my mouth, don't act like I'm a deadbeat Kelsey!" He was turning red. "If I wanted to go I would've left by now!"

I felt anger boiling inside me. "Then just go!"

Blaine grabbed his keys and zipped his coat before stroking Julia's cheek. "Fine."

Blaine took off for the door and turned around and shook his head at me. He slammed down loudly behind him causing Julia to start crying at the sudden sound. I bounced her as I looked out the window in time to see Blaine trudge through the snow and speed away in his car. I looked down at Julia who stared back with Blaine's eyes. I sunk down onto the couch and felt my hands shake.

"What the hell is happening to us?" I mumbled as tears fell down my cheeks. "Were falling apart."


Where do you think Blaine's going this time? Will they ever stop fighting? Honestly I need ideas im so caught up with Let Me In (my other glee fanfic about Blaine) Im running short. I'll update on Fridays or Saturday once a week for now!

Everytime you read and dont review I die a little on the inside soo REVIEW!

12 more days until Glee :D