AN: I know I know it's late but I was getting in the routine of school again and fell back regular updates on Fridays starting next week! Kinda sucks but I hope you enjoy! I know the lyrics dont fit at first they match Blaine's thoughts. ALSO UNLESS I GET MORE THAN ONE REVIEW MY UPDATES WILL BE SLOW!

I can't breathe, but I still fight while I can fight as long as the wrong feels right it's like I'm in flight

"She's so cute she looks like her daddy." Kim gushed as she held Julia in her arms as I came in with a bottle.

I rolled my eyes. "I guess."

"What's wrong?"

I played with my hands as the anger rebuilt inside me. "Blaine and I got into a fight and he s-stormed out about an hour ago."

"Is he still mad about last night?"

I exhaled loudly as I kissed Julia's forehead after burping her. "No we kind of made up about that, then I asked Blaine to watch her while I did homework and then the three of us were together and ditched me for 'Warblers' he's probably l-lying just to get away from us." I whispered as my eyes teared up.

"What he left again, why don't you just tell him you need his help?"

"Yeah right." I snorted angrily as I laid Julia down so she could sleep. "I even suggest something like that he thinks I'm calling him a deadbeat."

Kim hugged me tightly. "I don't get it he said he'd help if you kept her."

"He's a fucking liar." I whimpered as I drew my knees up to my chest and tucked my chin into them. "Honestly he won't even look at me anymore he barely kisses me or says I love you and it's sucks."

"Aw Kels, I could baby sit one night if you want to spend time with him."

I nodded and stared at the small diamond ring on my finger. "I don't get it honestly he's a hypocrite. He begged and cried to keep her and now he's ignores her. She cries all the time when Blaine isn't around"

"You should call him and asks him to come home."

I pulled out my phone and glanced down at my screensaver it was Blaine the night baby was born with a huge grin on his face. I swallowed the lump in throat.

"I just wish he cared."

xxxx

For once in his life Blaine was actually telling the truth, yes he did have Warblers practice and they picked two of his own songs to perform. However he wasn't telling the whole truth, the whole truth involved a trip to West Lima to see Vincent about a fight. He had been training at the club for about an hour with Dylan when Vincent texted him.

"Hey it's boy scout!" Vince called at as Blaine walked into the office. "How's the family?"

Blaine shrugged and felt his stomach twist up with guilt. "Okay I g-guess the baby's fine but Kelsey and I are fighting."

"You hit her yet?"

Blaine furrowed his eyebrows. "No what the hell?"

Vincent shrugged. "Most of my guys end up hitting their girls, don't mean to but they do. Good though you're clean."

Blaine shook his head and couldn't help but remember how he grabbed her wrist and made a fist when he overdosed. "Oh, so what's going on with my fight?"

The ring leader grinned and took a sip of his coffee. "Oh yeah, Friday night 1:30 it's easy the guys big but slow as fuck you're good just go for the knees."

The young father nodded and bit his lip. "Okay um is it okay if I train tomorrow night, I've barely seen the baby and I kind of left Kelsey crying."

"Yeah I guess so, see you tomorrow."

Blaine waved a little and turned for the door.

"Oh and Blaine?"

Blaine turned around and noticed the 27 year old had regret etched onto his face. "If you snap don't blame yourself just watch those hands."

"A-Alright." He whispered before walking out the door as he looked at his hands.

xxxx

"Hey babe?"

My heart dropped into my stomach when I saw Blaine walk in an sit on our bed.

"Hi?"

Blaine smiled at me and took of his shoes. "You okay?"

I wiped my eyes which still stung. "No really."

"I'm sorry baby I know I've been an asshole but I'm handling something."

"Whatever you're just a hypocrite you begged to fucking keep her and now you've barely see her."

"Shut up you know I love her and I'm a school and work all day and I do see her I'll feed her if you want."

"She's already asleep I tried to keep her up after Kim left but she was tried and was fussy all day because she wanted you." I spat, trying to make him feel bad. "Do you want to be a family?"

"Of course I do we are a family." Blaine's voice was strained and he was biting his lip. "I love you."

I stood up from the bed and went to the door when I felt Blaine grab my wrist and turned me around. He was right in my face and he was breathing heavily.

"What do you want?"

He sighed as he leaned in and kissed me roughly. "I love you."

I whimpered at how forceful he sounded. "You too Blaine."

"I'm sorry I've been such and ass to you babe, just promise you'll stay with me."

He looked so desperate bit menacing at he same time. "Yeah of course."

Blaine smirked a little and kissed me before finally releasing my wrist and and walking out of the room. I sat down and sighed he manipulated me so easily.

"Baby?" I called out as I looked down the hallway and saw the bathroom door cracked open, I peeked inside and saw Blaine clutching the sink and breathing heavily. "You okay?"

His head snapped up. "Y-Yeah just go to bed I'll meet you in bed."

"You sure?"

"Just go babe! I'm fine."

I flinched at his tone and climbed into be and smiled when his arms snaked around my waist. I snuggled into him and e kissed my neck.

"You're amazing."

I blushed. "So we're good again?"

"Yeah I guess I just need some me time at night."

I faced him. "What about some us time?"

His eyes shined bright and he kissed me. "Of course."

"I don't want to fight anymore."

"Me either, besides you'd be nothing without me."

I smirked even though I felt uncomfortable when he squeezed my waist. "I love you."

Blaine kissed me and smiled. "I love you too."

I shut my eyes and curled up against Blaine, he was right we needed him I just wished he needed us.

AN: Well Blaine's umm controlling now and Kelsey feels alone :( any ideas? See you guys next week some time I promise!