Ugh this chapter sucks I'm trying to wrap this story up..

She needs me now but I can't seem to find the time..

A few weeks had gone by since Blaine and I had our last real fight and we had now fallen into a schedule. He'd drop Julia off at his mom's on the way to school and go to work right after and I'd pick her up on the way home from school and watch her while I did homework. It wasn't perfect but for now it was the best plan we had. It was a Friday and Blaine and I were currently at Lima Bean with Julia.

"I've missed spending time with you." He whispered as he grabbed my hand.

"Me too, so sectionals are next weekend are you excited?"

Blaine took a sip of his medium drip and shrugged. "Nervous but yeah I miss spending time with the Warblers since I don't board at Dalton anymore."

"You guys are going to win I know it."

"Jeff said they'll be scouts there for performing arts schools. I mean I obviously can't leave for school." He sighed as he picked up Julia and smiled at her. "But it's cool knowing important people will hear my music."

I frowned and couldn't help but notice how disappointed he looked. I squeezed his hand. "Yeah and one day you'll get to go."

Blaine rolled his eyes. "Whatever, how was school?"

"Fine everyone keeps wanting to see a picture of her and the teachers are nice, I caught up on everything and took my midterms I can graduate in May."

"Cool. So you're coming to sectionals right?"

"Of course we wouldn't miss it."

Blaine took a sip of his coffee and put Julia's pacifier in her mouth. "So your mom said something about apartments last night when I got home?"

"Oh yeah! I almost forget I know it's kind of far off but we need our own space I found a few that are kind of cheap." I rambled as I pulled out a yellow pad and pulled up the pictures on my phone. "These are all two bedroom and one bathroom. They're close to Dalton and your mom's."

Blaine stared at the prices I had written done and grimaced a little. "Uh okay, I mean this isn't bad and I have most of this in my savings from work but are you really ready to move out on our own?"

"A little you're not?"

He shrugged. "I mean we have help from our parents and things are good right now. Besides what about college?"

"Oh, well I just assumed we were going to hold off for a while just so we work."

Blaine looked a little pissed when I said that. "And how long is that going be Kelsey? When she's five or six, when you say so? I want to go this fall I'm not sitting on my ass fighting for the next five years."

I recoiled a little when he snapped at me. "I mean I guess we could go to Kent or something and then go somewhere else."

Blaine looked genuinely saddened when I mentioned Kent, it was a small college in northeast Ohio and anyone who applied got in. "I g-guess."

"What's wrong?"

Blaine shrugged and wiped his eyes. "I don't know I just keep thinking about the scouts coming from New York and California and Wes said they're already interested in some of us and I have to turn everything down because I'm stuck here."

I frowned at the guilty feeling eating away at my insides, Blaine looked heartbroken and his tone was bitter. "I'm s-sorry I didn't know you felt so stuck. I mean you shouldn't have to sacrifice everything for us."

Blaine took a final sip of his coffee and crushed the paper cup in fists and scoffed. "Yeah right I wish I could leave but you and I know both know that won't happen."

I swallowed and rubbed my thumb over his hand. "I'm sorry, I mean we'll figure it out you've given so much up anyways."

Blaine rolled his eyes and stood up. "All part of being a man right?"

I frowned once more and took Julia from him and laid her in her car seat. "Blaine-."

I was cut of when his phone rang, he answered and turned towards the door. "Be right back."

I sighed as I watched him walk out the doors and leaned against the car. He looked pissed and disappointed. I looked back down at my baby girl and kissed her forehead. "Daddy's just upset but he loves you."

Blaine came back in and sat down with his fists clenched. "It was my boss, he need to work the new graveyard shift."

"Oh that sucks you should go home and sleep then."

"Do you care, we were having fun."

I shrugged. "A little but you need sleep."

Blaine and I linked fingers and walked out of the Lima Bean and I put Julia in her seat and smiled her.

"Thank you." I whispered as I hugged him tightly.

"For what?" He mumbled into my hair.

I stared at him then the small band on my finger. "For dropping everything to be there for me and the baby."

Blaine shrugged and kept his eyes on the road, he was gripping the wheel so hard his knuckles were white. "It's not like I could leave you, I love you."

I gave a small smile. "I love you too."

"Besides I have to be here for you."

I slid down in my seat and stared over at Blaine. "We're going to be okay right?"

"What?"

"I mean you and me we'll getting to go to college and stuff right?"

He swallowed and bit his lip. "I mean I hope so, you know my dad still wants me to be in charge of his firm and stuff that means I have to go to law school."

"And I want to major in journalism because swimming's been out the door since I got pregnant." I said bitterly as I thought about all the scholarships Iost out on. "I can't even rejoin because I'm not conditioned."

A mixture of guilt and angry flashed across his face. "Can you not like remind of that every day? It makes me feel bad it's not all my fault."

We pulled into the driveway and I unbuckled my seatbelt. "Whatever, you dont care."

Blaine stared at me over the roof of the car. "About what?"

"About me." I spat at him as I walked into house.

I went upstairs and slammed the door to our room and searched for a pair of sweats I opened the door and saw Blaine looking pissed with Julia in his arms.

"Take her I need to sleep."

I pushed past him. "Watch her for a minute I have to pee and change into sweats."

"No take her."

I rolled my eyes and locked the bathroom door and ignored Blaine while I used the bathroom and washed my face. A few minutes later I opened the door and took her into my arms. "There."

Blaine leaned over and kissed me. "You okay now?"

I shrugged as my bitchiness started melting away. "I guess."

Blaine ran his hand through my hair. "I'm going to sleep I'll see you in a bit okay?"

"I love you."

He peeked his head out of the door. "Love you too."

I sighed to myself and took Julia downstairs and laid her down to sleep. I folded my legs underneath me and bit my lip. Blaine had really given up so much and he deserved something himself it just wasnt fair.

This was lonspans bad I know I'm trying to end this story idkjuke though next chapter with be Blaine's third fight and perhaps a fast forward to sectionals