And we don't know how,
How we got into this mad situation,
Only doing things out of frustration
Trying to make it work but man these times are hard,

The Script

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"How was she today?" I asked Emily as I took Julia from her arms and put on her coat. "Blaine said she was fussy this morning when he dropped her off."

Emily smiled at her granddaughter and smoothed her hair. "Yeah she just kept sucking on Blaine's fingers and whenever I'd take her she'd start screaming and reaching for him."

I rolled my eyes as I bounced her in my arms. "Probably because she never sees him."

"What?"

"Oh Blaine's been busy for a while, we go to bed and I wake in the middle of the night and he's gone, then he has Warblers and work so she never sees him." I whispered as my eyes teared up. "It's like really sad she barely sees her dad."

"I had no idea, he said you guys were fine."

"Yeah right, we barely see each other." I muttered as unzipped Julia's coat so she wouldn't overheat. "I know he's your son but he's not around. I love him and he never around it just sucks."

"I'll talk to him tonight okay?"

I hugged her tightly. "Thank you"

"You had my son's child he needs to help."

I nodded profusely. "Sometimes if I'm lucky he'll take her so I can sleep or do homework, but he's been making me feel guilty lately. You know the Warblers compete soon, they'll be scouts for performing arts schools and he's like obviously I can't go because of Julia I had plans before having a kid." I inhaled deeply and clenched my shaking fists.

"The way he said her name made me sick he made her sound like she was n-nothing. I love her with all my heart and I'm glad we kept her but he promised if we kept her he'd help and he hasn't."

His mom sighed and looked the angriest I've ever seen her. "He promised me he'd help you raise the baby and he will."

"Thank you." I whispered as put Julia in her car seat and gathered her diaper bag. "I just want him around, we're engaged and we're looking for an apartment I just want him around."

"I understand, he's been stressed lately with Warblers, work and school and stuff but he needs to be a father."

"Thanks."

Emily kissed my forehead. "You're welcome, just call me if he's being rude okay?"

I nodded and she shut the door behind me and I quickly buckled the baby into her seat and climbed into the front seat. I kept my eyes glued to the icy roads despite my daughter's constant wailing in the backseat, I was relieved to see Blaine's car in the driveway, he could help calm her down.

"Blaine? We're home can please come help me?" I yelled as I walked in the door.

I struggled as I put the diaper bag down and took off my shoes. I glanced up and Blaine raised an eyebrow at me as he took the baby into his arms.

"You okay you looked beat?" Blaine asked as he sat down on the couch while I went into the kitchen.

"Ugh, I have the worst headache and my nose is stuffed up." I said as I took some cold medicine and walked into the living room. "So your mom said Julia kept crying for you all day."

Blaine looked at her face and smiled at her. "Yeah, I don't know why"

"Probably because you're 'working' or screwing around with Dylan so your daughter never gets to fucking see you."

"What's that supposed to mean? I work so she can have a good life and you sit around on your ass all day."

I felt myself becoming pissed. "I go to school and actually watch her!"

"Why can't your mom or my mom do it?"

"Because she's our daughter not theirs." I hissed as I stood up. "I don't feel well, watch her I'm going to sleep"

"Fine, whatever."

I stomped up the stairs and locked the door so Blaine wouldn't come in and leave the baby with me. I climbed into bed and turned off the lights so my head would quit throbbing. I collapsed into the pillows fell into a deep, much needed sleep.

Meanwhile Blaine stared down a the small infant in his arms and looked over her chubby face. She had his nose, eyes and hair put Kelsey's small lips, she was beautiful.

"Hi baby, how are you." He whispered as she sucked on his fingers and stared at him. "I know I haven't seen you for a while but I'm making money so you can have a good life. Mommy's just being crappy."

His phone buzzed as it sat on the table in front of him, he picked it up and saw a text from Wes asking if he and Jeff and Nick could hang out. He sighed and decided to do the responsible thing.

'Sure but can you come over here? I'm watching Julia.'

Wes told him they'd be over soon and Blaine couldn't help but wonder if Kelsey would be pissed of that he invited friends over while he was watching the baby. He shrugged, deciding it didn't matter and went into the kitchen to make a bottle.

"Hey Blaine where's Kelsey?"

Blaine turned around and saw Kelsey's mom standing in the doorway with groceries. "Oh hey Megan, she's 'napping' because she's sick." He spat as he stuck the bottle in Julia's mouth. "In other words she's being a bitch and snapping at me."

"Don't talk about her like that, why is she angry?"

"She says I don't spend time with her or the baby and she thinks I should wait to go to college until she's older and in school."

Megan sat at the table and rolled her eyes. "Well you haven't exactly been around, I know you're working and have Warblers but there's no need for you to leave in the middle of the night like you've been doing."

"At least I don't sit around like she does all day."

"You didn't want her to work, you said she should focus on the baby and that you'd help out if you kept her."

"And I have, the nights are mine and the baby sleeps through them what does it matter anyways?"

Megan put her hand on top on her furtures son in law's hand. "Kelsey misses you, you two hardly see each other. You keep forgetting you're more than dad, you're Kelsey's boyfriend and best friend and she needs you."

Blaine sighed and sat back in his chair and stared down at his daughter. Was Kelsey really that upset they hadn't been spending time together? His words stuck in his throat as he looked at her mom and then at his lap. "Yeah I guess."

"Blaine, you're a good kid and good dad but you need to learn to be a man." She offered as she stood up and made her way to the doorway. "And that means being there for the people who need you most and right now that's Kelsey."

AN: Ugh I'm sorry it's been a month but I went to New Jersey to see my grandparents and spent few weeks with them and we were blindsided by hurricane Sandy and I'm finally back home. I hope you enjoyed enough to leave you're thoughts :)