A/N: Thanks for patiently waiting for my update, you guys! I'm really grateful that even though I've given up on this, you still made me push on with it. Thank you very much. Anyway, I just had a rough day, and these jottings were pretty much the reflection of what actually happened to me, so yeah. xD Again, please review and enjoy! :D
DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN K (MANGA & ANIME) AND ITS CHARACTERS.
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Cheers for all the shit today! I definitely used them all bursting a while ago all thanks to Saru and those stupid Blues. If they haven't shown up at my fucking brawl at the alley, then I might be laughing my ass out. Tss. Damn monkey— if I could just rip that disgusting uniform he was wearing and curse him to Hell, I'd be doing it everyday. Those mocking eyes he laid on me was so revolting that I couldn't look for so long. How dare he smile and laugh and talk so casually as if nothing ever happened...
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Tch. My arms and legs ache so much. I feel my flesh ripping apart. Fuck this. I'm not sure if I can move; my body just locked itself. Yeah, I abuse my body sometimes, but look at me— lying at the couch, useless and pathetic. I'm amazed that Kusanagi-san didn't scold me this time— he'd usually scare and humiliate the shits out of me in front of everyone. What's gotten into him?
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I still feel outraged— heck done with those flowery words— at the things that happened today. I mean, everything seems so fresh in my mind; I can still taste the twisted resentment we share, Saru and me. Why did he do this? Why did Saruhiko betray me? How? We've been through all the fucking problems together, looked after each other ever since, and fought our way to live. Were all the efforts we made... put to waste?The hell is this nightmare? It's just...
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