Loki and reader 8)

(Warning: Mature scene but no Lemmon!)

When you awoke you weren't alone. His arm was still snugly wrapped around your waist holding you close. You smiled. You couldn't remember a time you had shared a bed, besides your first night alone with him.

"So you're awake?" came a groan behind you. You giggled and nodded as he yawned.

You could feel his heat behind you and his aroma filled your nose, you blushed. It was a mixture of sweat and musty bed head. The air around you was toxic.

"Loki? Did you sleep well?" You asked suddenly to avert the thoughts.

Loki grinned and made a low chilling 'mhm' noise. He was driving you crazy! You tried again.

"Did you want to take a shower first? Or me?" You frowned and bit your bottom lip nervously. You needed to get away from him for some fresh air, not his air.

Loki smiled lazily and nuzzled his nose into your hair. "I'd rather sleep, (name)... I'm very tired. Besides I like laying next you..." The sound of his voice a bit muffled by your hair.

You felt a shiver go up your spine. Slowly you began to move and turn over when you noticed how bare his arm looked, chest, then torso... Quickly you faced away again.

"Your naked?!" You squeaked in question, heat spreading throughout your face.

Loki chuckled, letting you go and getting out of the bed. "Yes, yes I am. I've been naked all night due to my transformation..."

You frowned a bit at the loss of his touch but said nothing. Suddenly you felt the cold air everywhere around you and you sneezed. You could hear Loki pause on the spot and then the steps came closer.

"You're ill aren't you? Just as I thought. I'm sorry..." He said softly, and knelt at your bedside. You covered your blushing face with the blanket and heard him laugh lightly.

"You're an interesting Midgaurdian, (name). Why do I always find you so fascinating?" He smiled sweetly.

You inched the blanket down just a bit so it was still covering your face right below your eyes. You gave him a questioning look, narrowing your eyes on his. Why was he acting so nice, you asked yourself.

"What's up with you? Why are you being so nice?" You asked hesitantly and uncovered your face, your blush gone.

Loki frowned for a moment. You were right, he thought with a sigh. He was changing, but why? Maybe, maybe in these small hours, in these little wonders, these twist and turns of fate... Maybe they changed him?

Loki kept his eyes locked on yours. He wasn't really sure why he acted like this around you. Maybe because he liked you, or maybe because of that kiss, or maybe just because you were magical with your words and touches.

Like the first time he heard your voice in that dark ally: "Excuse me, sir? Are you still alive?" that innocent voice... The way your voice brought him back.

Loki smiled.

Or like the time you begged Loki not to see your room. How your slender beautiful hands griped his clothing, tugging him back to you.

Loki's smile faded slightly as guilt washed over him. He lifted his hand and cupped your cheek.

"Loki..." You whispered nervously and quickly he pulled his hand away.

That's right, Loki thought sadly, trust. I almost killed her she doesn't trust me... I'm not to be trusted by anyone, I'm the god of lies. I'm not worthy of love...

"Loki," you said softly and took his hand then placing it gently back on your cheek. Eyes never leaving his. "Kiss me..."

Your cheek turned pale pink while you wrapped our other arm around his neck, pulling his naked person over you onto the bed.

Loki blinked before giving a sly smile and leaning down to kiss you. Your lips lightly grazed over each-others before he pressed them to yours. You giggled a bit and tried to move your legs but couldn't in the tangled sheets. You gave a slight whine and he quickly pulled away.

"What's wrong, (name)?" Loki asked, a bit panicked by the situation.

You shook your head and gave him a smile. "No I'm fine Loki. I'm just scared of doing... Well, um, I guess you could say "IT" because it's my first time."

Loki just blinked in shock. First time? This can't be, he thought. He smile leaving him slowly. Your first time and you were waiting to use it with him, his gave a laugh of disbelief and his expression changed.

"I'm a monster though..." Loki said sadly and then slowly began to change color, gaining golden markings and longer locks of hair that were pitch black.

You gasped and looked over her naked person in awe. "You're beautiful Loki." You whispered in awe as your hands smoothed over his blue golden marked chest.

"Loki isn't beautiful. He's ugly and doesn't deserve love! He has no heart!" Loki shouted and was about to roll of you when you quickly planted a soft kiss on his lips.

Quietly you pushed Loki's black bangs out of his face and saw tears. "I think I may as wall be in love with you." You said softly.

Averting your gaze Loki felt his heart flutter. "I've slept with any woman in Asgard, any I desired but none ever saw me like this. Or made me cry for that matter." Loki admitted shyly.

You smiled brightly at his words. "So you do have a soft side." you said excitedly and giggled.

"Your beginning to annoy me..." Loki blushed before covering your mouth with his own.

"I love you too..." You whispered before returning the kiss and feeling your way around his body.

You could feel low rumbles in Loki's chest and you giggled. You didn't quite know how to pleasure the god but you tried.

Loki quietly pulled away slightly before touching your belly with his green glowing hand. Without realizing what he had done you hugged him close, then you froze.

"Loki?" you said calmly

"Yes?"

"Did you just remove my clothing with magic?" You hugged tighter, pulling him closer so you didn't feel bare and so he couldn't see you naked.

Loki slid a hand down your bare side and whispered a chilling suductive 'yes' into your ear.
You shuttered under his touch. You panicked, letting go and covering yourself and whimpering.

"No, I can't do this Loki!" You said shakily and pushed him off then quickly covering yourself. Your eyes were seeing a different man, and you couldn't make love to a image that haunted your memory.

Loki could tell something was wrong and you weren't just scared of him. He frowned before his face was over taken with anger and rage.

"Who hurt you?" Loki demanded to know.

You eyed him nervously, hugging the blanket tight to your chest, your body trembled hard, and you knew his intentions. Loki had the look of a killer in his Azura eyes. Slowly his transformation faded and he looked human again. He was going to kill...

"I can't tell you..." you frowned and looked away.

Loki took a your face gently and cupped your cheeks, making you look at him. Suddenly a glow appeared around your body and you felt something moving on you. You never looked down though, you just looked at him.

"You don't deserve to live in fear of any male mortals... So let me rid your fears, your memory of him. Please I beg of you, (name) please?" Loki begged.

You smiled nervously at him. Looking into his eyes he meant you no harm. "How can you rid my memories of him?" you asked shakily.

"My powers. But, you might lose the memory of me too..." Loki frowned quickly. "But I won't let you forget me that easily..." he added, then you quickly released your blanket and hugged Loki close instead.

"Then give me something magical to remember you by..." you cried in the crease of his neck.

You didn't want a life with any fear of Loki or other men, so, you wished for his powers to work. You wished for his love. You didn't want to lose him...

"Ok then," he whispered back.

-end of chapter 8-