Mikan's P.O.V

"Natsume?" asked Mikan. She was sitting under a Sakura tree with his head on her lap.

"Hn?" he asked, popping one of her crimson eyes open for her to see.

"I am in love with someone," she said wistfully. Natsume sat up and stared at her. There was a look in his eyes, and Mikan couldn't put a name to it, but it was scary.

"Who?" he asked in a shockingly controlled voice. Mikan was so sure that he wouldn't care.

"I cant tell you. Its my secret. He has no idea I like him and I plan on keeping it that way," she says as she looks up at the clear blue sky. He yanks her chin down so their foreheads are resting against each others. It wasn't an unusual occurrence, Natsume and Mikan were constantly keeping physical contact. Punches, nudges, pokes, sitting close to each other, his arm around her shoulders, her holding his arm, cuddling up on the couch to watch movies, him yanking her hand and dragging her places, I mean both of them were used to it. Actually, if they weren't touching in some way, they weren't comfortable.

"Tell me," he doesn't say, he commands. A smile plays at the corners of her mouth. She puts her hand on his cheek.

"No," she says, then she backs away. She picks up her book, but before she can start reading Natsume tears it out of her hands. He puts his knees on both sides of her thighs and leans against her forehead again.

"Now," he commands, his crimson eyes are burning into her chocolate orbs. He is angry, and an angry Natsume is something that everyone should avoid.

"Im not scared of you because no matter how threatening you are I know you wont hurt me," she says in a confident voice. His scowl was replaced with an amused smirk.

"What if I told you I could do something worse then hurt you? What if it would do twice the damage as a cut or a broken bone?" he said as he got a little closer to her. No, this was to close. Mikan didn't want to be this close… her face grew hot as there eyes stayed glued to the others.

"You cant hurt me." she repeated. She let out a shuttering breath and a silent tear slipped down her face. She closed her eyes and opened them again and placed a hand on Natsume's cheek. "Because I am in love with you," she said finally. Natsume's brilliant eyes widened in shock, before they went back to their stoic expression. He put his hand on her cheek and then twined it into her long brown hair. There lips were just touching each other.

"I love you." he said, his words tickling her lips before they came crashing down on his.

He backed away and had that dazzling smile that Mikan loved to see. She was so distracted by the beauty that she didn't see the dark figure lurking behind Natsume. When she finally noticed him, all that could come out of her mouth was, "NAT-" before a sword was plunged through his heart. The dark figure pulled out the weapon, now dripping with blood, and gave Mikan a sadistic smile, before disappearing into the shadows.

Mikan rushed over to her love, who was coved in crimson stain, almost the same color of his now pain filled eyes.

"Everything will be all right!" Mikan said as she took his hand and held his head on her lap. He gave her a faint smile, and reached up to cup her face with his free hand.

"No..Im leaving Mikan," he said softly.

"Silly, don't joke around like that. You will be fine. We will get you to a doctor and you will be up and going in no time." she said as she shook her head, tears pouring down her face.

"I always loved you. I kept you from all the guys that liked you. I rejected all the girls in order to try to win your heart, and it worked. I can die happy if you just tell me that you love me." he said.

"Of course I love you, but you cant leave me all alone. I don't have anyone else. Please, just survive a little bit longer." she begged him.

"Shh love, calm down." he said as he brought her head down to his. He kissed her softly, not wanting her to see the process that was about to take place. He just kept his hand on the back of her head until finally, it fell off.

Mikan sat up and looked at the body of her lifeless love, pale, bloody, and cold. She looked up to the sky and screamed for her loss.

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My eyes snapped open as I awoke from the dream. My mind came up with something like that. Of course it never happened, because Natsume wasn't like that. He didn't do any of that. In the end, he didn't even love me, that I am sure of. It was all just some sick joke like the rest of the relationships in my life. I was the idoit who dealt with them for so long. In the end, I cant blame anyone but myself.

I stare at an unfamiliar ceiling for a couple minutes, not really aware of my surroundings or anything else for that matter. I felt a faint throb in my chest, my head was pulsing, and I was hungry, but that didn't bother me. Sighing, I tried to sit up, but I found that there was something or rather someone asleep on me. There was the leader of the school, Hate, snoring on my stomach. Now that was something you didn't see everyday.

"Huh, what?" he said as he suddenly woke up. I just stared blankly at him and raised an eyebrow. He sat up and rubbed the back of his head.

"Sorry," he mumbled so soft I could barely hear. I nod my head in acknowledgement and stand up.

"You want me to show you to your room?" he asks, his composure back. I nod my head. He leads me out of his office and down a series of long corridors, through many hidden doors, and finally to a closet.

"Are you afraid of free falling?" he asks.

"Are you kidding me?" I ask.

"Answer the damn question women." he snaps.

"You're the asshole who just took my emotions. Figure it out dumb shit." I said. He gave me a blank look then scowled and looked away. I think he mumbled something like 'annoying bitch' but im not quite sure. He just typed in a code for a hidden keypad in the wall and the floors dropped and we were falling down a black area. My newly frozen heart pounded in my chest. 'Fear' I recognize the emotion that is trying to break free, yet it cant get through. We keep falling until we reach a light. I close my eyes and when I open them again I am in a room of all white and black. Black walls, white floors. Black couches, white chairs. Black table, white television.

It is one of the oddest living rooms I have ever seen. There is only 3 things in the room that have color. There, sprawled out on the floor were 3 boys.

"Oi! You stupid, lazy assholes, bet your sorry butts up before I tear them all a new asshole!" Yells Hate. All three boys groan and stand up. They are all shirtless and all devilishly handsome.

"Ha-Chan why would you wake me up? Ohhhh, do I get a good morning kiss?" asks the first boy. He has white hair and black eyes. He had his ears pierced twice. On his muscular chest was a tattoo of the words UNFORGIVEN MISTAKE.

"Don't call me that you bloody imbecile! And don't even joke about shit like that!" Hate yells. The white haired boy looks at me and gives me a warm smile.

"Who are you? Are you trying to take my Hate away from me? If you are then I will kick your ass," he says to me, his face still maintaining that smile.

"Im Mikan. I don't want your stupid, asshole of a leader, and I highly doubt you could hurt me," I say.

"Oh, well then my name is Silver. I hope we can be friends, Mi-Chan," he said as he hugged me. I just stood there awkwardly.

"Sil, don't scare the girl," said the second boy. He had black hair and white eyes, a polar opposite of Silver. He had a tattoo on his chest too, UNLOVED OUTCAST was written on his chest.

"Im sorry for my twins behavior. My name is Greed. Get off her you idoit." said Greed as he pried his twin off of me. Unlike his brother, Greed is the laid back, lazy type, not the hyper active type like his brother.

The last one kind of just stared at me. He looked like he was evaluating me.

"That is Thief. He is super adorable but he doesn't talk at all. We don't really know why." said Silver as he pet Thief's head.

Thief was truly adorable. He had shaggy dark blue hair that are mixed with black highlights. He has droopy brilliant green eyes that he examines me with so quietly. On his chest is a tattoo also, BROKEN FREAK it read. I met his eyes and saw a whole series of emotions. There was more to him then anyone knew.

"This is your team. We are all your team. So we better all try to get along," says Hate sarcastically.

Yeah. Lets try not to rip each others heads off.

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Hotaru's P.O.V

She is truly gone. We were all in a bad mood and so we bashed on the one person that wasn't their. Just so happened she wasn't. we had all been distancing ourselves away form her and I knew that she was sad about it, but she didn't understand. We went through more then she did, or so we foolishly thought.

It has been two days since she left. It has been the longest two days of my entire life. I keep thinking she will come dancing into the room with that stupid smile on her face, apologizing for her lateness. But she never did. She never would again.

"SHE IS COMING BACK!" screamed Natsume. Him and Ruka had been fighting non stop for the past two days. Natsume is in a sick state of denial, refusing to admit that she isn't coming back.

He knows but he doesn't want to admit it. Admitting it would just make it true.

"NATSUMEL, JUST ACCEPT IT. WE SCREWED UP AND SHE IS GONE!" yelled Ruka. I cant believe my soft spoken boyfriend was yelling like this. I didn't even think he was capable of it.

"NO," Natsume yelled. He sat in his seat and held his head in his hands. "No," he whispers. He abruptly stands up and walks out of the empty classroom we are in and goes to the Sakura tree, the place where he has the most memories with…her.

"Ruka, he wont admit it. He doesn't want to believe that she is gone. don't force him into it," I say quietly as I place my hand on Ruka's shoulder. He glares at me over his shoulder, causing me to cringe. Then his eyes soften and he hugs me tightly.

"He just needs to understand that he cant live in denial his whole life," says Ruka, his voice muffled from his face being buried in my neck.

"He will, when the time comes, but not a day sooner. And trust me, we will know when that is. Reality is painful and he cant deal with it right now." I say. Ruka just nods his head.

"Are we awful people, Hotaru?" he asks me.

"Yes. The worst. But one day, we will be given then chance to fix what we screwed up. Well hopefully. But for now, there is nothing we can do about it." I say.

We can only hope that we can fix what we broke. And hope that its not to late.

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Silver's P.O.V

Now, I think things are about to get interesting. We are some of the worlds most dangerous people, and only the worst of the worst can join our group. So this girl is seriously bad.

Lets see how awful she really is.

I walk up to her and I slap her across the face. She turn her head and looks at me. Her beautiful brown and gold flecked eyes don't hold any emotions. Her face is expressionless and her skin is pale besides the red mark from were my hand has been.

"What the hell, Sil?" screams Hate.

"Little girl, why are you so sad?" I ask her.

She gives me a hallow smile, no true feeling behind it.

"Little boy, its because," she says as she grabs my hand and puts in right where her heart is. "My heart is frozen over." she finishes. Right where her heart is, it is at least 20 degrees cooler. My eyes widen.

"Im sorry Mi-Chan." I say as I hug her. She rests her head on my shoulder.

"What ever." she says as she gets out of my arms. She flops down on the couch and curls up with a pillow. Thief, to all of our surprise, walks up and cuddles up against her. The boy who never talks or does anything is cuddling with a person who is new. That is sooo unfair!

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Thief's P.O.V

She is soft and warm. She wraps her arms around me and pats my head. I feel like a child, not the 16 year old I am. I don't know why, but I like her. I can hear Hates jealous thoughts screaming in my head, but I don't care.

I just want to sleep next to this girl in peace.

Just for a while.

"Thief, that is just cold man," says Silver.

'Don't give a shit,' I think to myself and the girl laughs.

'Telepathy?' I ask mentally, shocked.

'Yeah, but I want some sleep, so goodnight, Thief,' she says.

'Night Onee-chan,' I think before I fall asleep.

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