Mikan's P.O.V
I was jumping from tree to tree with an agility that couldn't be beat. I was just so…so…. UGH. I was just so mixed up. I don't like it when things change…things are supposed to stay the same.
That was the thing about not feeling, things don't change and you get used to it being like that.
Of course there are always little tweaks here and there, but nothing severe. The worst that could happen is that one of us would die and then we would have to deal with the loss, the pain and the stress of juggling all of those things, until, finally we die. Or we just decide to forget.
That's the end of the story.
Just makes you feel warm and fuzzy inside, doesn't it?
This place, it doesn't have happy ending. Either you die in missions, die from punishment, die of craziness, die of weakness, or become the monster they shape you to be. Those are your opinions.
I shake my head, trying to rid those thoughts out of my head. Im on a mission. Those feelings wont due me any good.
"Mimi, are you okay?" asks Hate as he lands next to me. I glance over at him, avoiding his eyes, and nod my head. Both of us focus on the building in front of us. Of course there are security guards, eyes barely open and suffering from three days with no sleep. Hate and I easily knock them all out without a sound. We make our way inside, weaving our way through guards and well set traps. Finally, we reach our destination:
The lab.
We had to get a chemical that the AAO was going to use to make an Alice Bomb.
"Hate, you go get the chemical, ill be the diversion. I gave you the teleportation stone, didn't I?" I ask.
"Yeah, you did, but you were the diversion last time and-" he started to say, but I cut him off.
"Shut up. Just listen to me, will ya. I will meet you at home. Make sure that Silver doesn't have any sugar before he goes to bed and make sure that you guys actually sleep tonight, we wont get much sleep for the rest of the week," I say. Hate scowls at me, hating that im bossing him around.
"Don't give me that stupid ass look, just do what I say," I growl at him.
"Whatever," he mumbles. He touches my cheek really quickly.
"You better keep your stupid self safe or so help me, I will make you clean up your own blood from the floor," he growls, before he turns and runs off. I take a deep breath in and let it out. I run down the hall singing a lullaby.
Love of mine,
someday you will die,
But ill be close behind,
ill follow you into the dark
No blinding light,
or tunnels to gates of white
Just our hands clasp so tight,
waiting for the hint of a spark
If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied
To illuminate the no's
On your vacancy time
If there's no one beside you when your Soul embarks
Ill follow you into the dark
People were pouring out all around me. The alarms are blaring at a ear shattering volume. I just close my eyes and sing as I fight
Catholic school, as vicious as Roman rule
I got my knuckles bruised
By a lady in black
I held my tongue
As she told me, "Hun,
Fear is the heart of love,"
So I never went back
I fought, I killed, and I injured. This world was just such a messed up place. You fight for what you want, and you protect what you don't want. It goes back and forth until all are dead.
Its just ridiculous.
If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the no's
On your vacancy sign
If there's no one beside you
When your Soul embarks
Ill follow you into the dark
I was outnumbered. I know I have a lot of Alices, but I can still be outnumbered. It was everyone against me. I was… I was either going to die or get captured, then killed.
I didn't want to die. My life is meaningless to me, yes, but I still want to live. Im not suicidal. I couldn't teleport away, Hate had my stone…. It was finally time for me to leave.
It didn't matter all the things I was going to leave behind. All the things I swore in my younger years to do before I was gone. I was going to leave them all undone.
I was okay. I accepted it. So I stopped fighting.
Immediately, my body filled with a sharp, almost unbearable pain. I looked down to see countless bullets pierced through my skin.
A bright light surrounded me, and I saw the purple Alice stone on the ground, and as I sat there on my knees, I grabbed it. A warm glow covered me, and next thing I know, I was leaning against a dorm room somewhere in the academy. There was a familiar….comfortable warm sensation and I felt…free…so close…to finally..
…
Being free. But I needed to finish…I needed to finish my song..
You and me,
Have seen everything to see
From Bangkok to Calgary
And the souls of your shoes
Are all worn down
The time for sleep is now
It nothing to cry about
Cause we'll hold each other soon
In the blackest of blues
I sang with everything I had in me
If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Then illuminate the no's
On your vacancy sigh
If there's no one beside you
When your Soul embarks
Then ill follow you into the dark.
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Hate's P.O.V
I know that you might think bad of me for leaving her alone, but I knew there was no use in arguing with her. She always gets what she wants. No matter what the circumstances. I did as she said to do, and I went into the lab and found what we had been sent to get…then I got some things that I wanted and/or was curious about.
I teleported home to find Thief asleep on the couch and Greed and Silver still gone. I covered up Thief with a blanket and sent Mikan her Alice stone back.
"Lets hope that she isn't in too much trouble," I whisper to myself. When im not there, she usually ends up in the weirdest situations…and most dangerous. She is just made to always end up in trouble, emotions or no emotions.
Thief groaned in his sleep, and I quickly patted him on the head.
"She'll be home soon, Kid," I say to him.
"She always comes back home," I say.
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Natsume's P.O.V
I grabbed my jacket and headed toward the door. Something seemed out of the ordinary. I heard singing…. Beautiful singing. Then I noticed a pool of blood, the exact color of crimson that my eyes were, leaking under the door. I quickly open it, only to have a figure slump over. Quickly, I catch whoever they are…then I see the persons face….
"Mikan!?" I yell as I hold the slack body of Mikan.
She is bleeding so profusely, I can barely tear my eyes from the horror in my arms.
I scoop her up and run as fast as I can to the hospital. I burst through the doors and immediately she is whisked away by doctors and nurses. I hold her hand and tell her things are going to be okay…even though…at this point, I don't know.
"I loved you. I loved you so much and maybe I still do, im not quite sure. I cant feel anymore, Natsu…and its scary…life without you is so scary…don't leave me…I don't want to think that im scared," she says, her eyes barely open.
"I wont leave you, I promise," I say. She stares into my eyes for a while, before they slowly start to close. I try to keep hold of her cold hand, but im pushed back. I try to push through, but she is already out of sight. Apparently, at a school that is run by violence, the hospital is jam packed.
I go to the waiting room and pace back an forth. Then I take out my phone.
"Call, Ruka, Koko, Hotaru, Anna, Nonoko and Dipshit," I say to my phone.
I hear of a flurry of hello.
"Everyone, Mikan is in the hospital, in really bad condition…come quickly," I say.
"This better not be a joke," says Hate cough Dipshit cough seriously.
"Of course its not a joke. When it comes to her, it serious," I say, then hang up.
Its always about her.
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Hello, thank you for reading and I am sorry that you have to wait so long! Forgive me! Review! It makes me happy and feel free to give suggestions or leave comments! Thanks again! Oh, and the song was called Ill follow you into the dark by Death Cab For Cutie!