Sorry it's been so long, I've had the flu and I couldn't look at my laptop any longer than 10-15 minutes without feeling insanely dizzy. I'm still feeling crappy but I'm forcing myself to get this chapter written.

~Chapter 22: Doubts~

-2 weeks later-

"And you're all done. Feel free to leave whenever you feel ready, and keep an eye on those burns, if they start to itch, ooze or scab, get medical help immediately" the nurse said with a warm smile.

I returned the smile and nodded "Thanks" I mumbled.

She smiled again before walking out of the room, closing the door behind her. I sighed and laid back down onto the bed.

I'll be completely honest, I'm trying to avoid leaving and going back to Austin's house. I'm really not looking forward to moving in.

Actually, that's a lie. I am looking forward to it, I couldn't be more excited. But on the other hand, I'm also crapping myself. Who wouldn't be? We found out that Austin's parents can only stay for another night, then straight in the morning, they leave on yet another business trip. Just as I move in. God I hope I'm not as successful as them in the future.

Don't get me wrong, I'm dying to spend time with Austin outside of the hospital. But maybe not in his house, with no adults. Did you see how far we got in this freakin' hospital? Imagine what could happen when we're alone...

Should I be worried? Excited? Nervous? All three I personally think.

At the end of the day, he's still Austin, the same childish, fun-loving, down to earth guy I know. Sure as soon as I saw him I knew I wanted him. I just never thought I'd actually 'get' him, per-say.

Should I now take more pride in my appearance? That's what you see in those movies that everyone talks about, right? The girl gets the guy and they live happily ever after. But, isn't the girl always beautiful? Or at least has some source of money? I have the scaring background all down.

What if I can't have happy ever after because of how I am. Austin can't pay for everything for me. Sure, I can get a job, get my own apartment. But where does that leave time for me and Austin? Would we drift away? Would he meet someone better than me, and just forget about me?

No. This is Austin I'm talking about. The most sweetest, thoughtful person known to man. The same person who stayed by my bedside all night when I asked, who got me anything I needed without hesitation. The same person who brought me flowers everyday because he knows how I think flowers can brighten up even the most dullest days. He's amazing.

And yet he chooses to stay by me. It's only been 2 weeks, mind you. But, he's been friends with me for months. I at least thought he would've wanted to move on up the 'social scale'. He's got all the right equipment to do so.

I know I should trust him and all. I just can't help but think...why me? What have I done or got that's so special. Maybe he feels sorry for me. I did get caught in a fire, tried to be killed, I have a mentally insane middle-aged man after me. That's if Dallas hasn't spoken to his dad yet, which he said he will.

Sometimes I think I'll just wake up, and Austin Moon will be just a dream, a figure of my imagination, a memory.

"You think too much" a voice whispered into my ear, causing me to jump.

I turned to my left and rolled my eyes "Next time warn me if you're going to sneak up on me!" I replied as I pouted.

He smirked and attached his lips to mine "Then it wouldn't be so fun" he mumbled into the kiss, before pulling away.

I giggled "Did I really say all that out loud?" I asked sheepishly.

He nodded "Yep." he said. Popping the 'p'. He took a hold of my hands.

"Alls. I swear I will never leave you. Even if we break up, which I hope we wont, I'll away be here for you, friend or boyfriend. You'll never have to be alone again." he said with a small smile.

"Really?" I asked as I bit my lip.

He chuckled and nodded, kissing me lightly again "I promise" he replied.

I grinned "Austin, that's the sweetest thing anybody has ever said to me! I'm ready to move in to your house, you have my complete and eternal trust"

He smiled and picked me up off the bed bridal style. I giggled and wrapped my arms around his neck.

And to think I actually doubted him. Well screw me and my quick jumping to conclusions. Austin makes me happy. And I'm pretty sure I make him happy. And that's all that matters.

The end.

Just kidding, there's one more chapter to go.

Uh. sorry about the cheesiness and shortness. I still feel like I'm dying, but I managed to get this done! Yay me.