Chapter 9 Don't Let Go

I do not know weather the amount of alcohol I've been drinking is having much to do with this, but I am not so afraid of Henry there is still fear there but not as bad as it was. Henry had been trying to teach me how to dance for the last two hours. I am really not very good at it I keep stepping on his feet but he is really very good at it.

"As I step my left foot forward ... you step your right one back" His eyes shine down at me, he has such a big grin on his face.

"You know Mr. York ... I am really bad at this" I giggle, grinning up at him.

"We'll Miss Dudley I am the best teacher you will ever have" He says, spinning me under his arm.

"Is that so Mr. York ... Well my mother always uses to say, never trust a man that can dance" I say, raising an eyebrow.

"You know Miss Dudley your very confident whilst being drunk" He says, rocking me back and forth.

I grin up at him "I blame you ... for me being drunk"

"I'm such a bad influents" he says, playfully.

"That Mr. York ...you are" I giggle.

Then everything changes in the room, are eyes lock we stop moving locked in each other's gaze. He starts to move his head towards mine I find myself moving closer to him he's about to kiss me, then fear starts to run though me I pull away stepping back. "I... I cannot do this" I whisper, I stare up at him in shock. I turn around and almost run for the door.

I run to my bedchambers slamming the door shut I dress for bed quickly and climb into my bed. I grab the sheets tightly around me I really do not care that the room is spinning. We were getting along having fun then I ran off, I am so afraid that is all just one big game to him that if I start feeling something for him he will tear me into pieces. I cannot be someone's whore I cannot be like them ... the prostitutes I would rather take my own life then take that path.

I hear the door open I keep my eyes close and pretend I am asleep, I am good at this my mother would make me pretend all the time well she would do her ... business sometime in the next bed or in the same one. I need to push that out my head I cannot think about that now, I feel the bed dip and my whole body stiffens.

"Don't be afraid I'm not going to hurt you" Henry whispers, I can feel him lying besides me.

"You know when Olive brought you to the house in Gloucester and you slept in my bed, I watch you sleep all night, you looked peaceful you where so beautiful just laying there I could not take my eyes off you" He says, I turn and he is looking up at the ceiling.

Where did this come from? I really was not expecting this.

"But you where so cold about London" I say, remembering the way he shook me and how afraid I was.

"I find it so hard to control myself around you sometimes... I ... I am not use to being in control around humans" He says, closing his eyes.

I turn looking at his face holding on to the end of the billow "I'm afraid that this is all a big game to you" there I say it.

He opens his eye's looking up to the ceiling "I wish it was, I wish I killed you the first day I saw you I still could not keep my eyes off you then" He sighs, then turns looking at me crossing his arms.

For some reason that did not frighten me "Sometime when you look at me you look so afraid, I hate it. That you are afraid of me I will do anything to make it go away" He reaches over tucking my hair behind my ear.

"I ... I want to hold you" he says, closing his eyes.

Somthing in me wanted to held by him, I move closer and wrap my arm around his waist nuzzling into his chest I feel him stop breathing for a moment "Promise me something" I whisper in to his chest.

Wrapping is arms around me and resting his chin on the top of my head "Anything" He says, holding me tightly.

"Don't let go"

Slide to the right, slide to the left Take it back now ya'll ! I really wanted to call this the Cha Cha Slide :D could you imagen Hal doing the Cha Cha Slide LMAO! (Sorry in one of them moods :/)

I'm really excited about the next chapter :D I cant say nothing about the next chapter :( because it will give it away LOL

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