Exciting Tales from the Diary of an Ordinary Girl

by kimmmz

Not so long ago I thought my life was boring. Now it's so far from ordinary that I don't even know how to handle it. What am I supposed to say to the hot werewolf who just informed me that we're soul mates?

9. April 24

April 24

Dear Diary,

It's Saturday.

I just got back.

We –

They –

I –

Sorry.

I don't know how to explain what happened. I don't know how to put into words what just happened and what he told me. I don't know if I should even write down what he just said.

I can't – it just doesn't make sense. Nothing makes sense anymore. How am I supposed to believe this? How am I supposed to make sense of anything he just told me?

I can't. I can't do this. I'm not the type of person who can deal with this.

I think they've got it all wrong. They must have it wrong.

This isn't real.

You know what? I can't do this right now. I'll write more later when my brain isn't such a fucking mess. I thought writing in this diary would help but it isn't helping at all. In fact it's making it worse. Writing it down will make it real. I don't want it to be real. This can't be real. I think I've lost it. I think I've actually gone insane. I can't believe that I'm believing this shit.

Kim Conweller.