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For safety matters I ought to M-rate it from here o.o

It wont turn into smut or anything, but Sirius will get a more prominent a role and I honestly think that he's reason enough to M-rate this o.o

Just to make sure that I don't offend anyone ^^

Chapter 14 – In the dorm

Remus lay on his bed with his face pressed down against the pillow, moaning lightly.

The day with Amy had been great. When they'd left Madam Puddifoot's, Remus shuddered at the memory of the ghastly shop, they'd visited Honeyduke's where they'd joined James, Peter and Lily.

They'd all visited The Post Office, because Peter had wanted to send his mother a parcel, which apparently couldn't be sent from Hogwarts.

Remus adored The Post Office, there were owls everywhere. Lots of people didn't like it very much, there were droppings on the floor and the birds flew around, this meant that some of the mildly ornithophobic muggleborn girls hated it. These girls did of course also have a problem with the breakfast at Hogwarts, where a bunch of owls usually delivered post. Remus loved animals, so the owl-everywhere-aspect wasn't a problem for him.

Afterwards they'd gone to Zonko's, it was the second time for James, Peter and Lily that day, but James had insisted that Remus visited the shop as well.

It was the first time Amy visited the shop, when she told them James had just stared at her, eyes wide with shock until Lily had asked him to: "Stop being such an impolite prat" and smacked him with the book she was carrying.

Remus had the feeling that Amy hadn't exactly enjoyed herself, but she'd accepted her faith. When James however, had made a deck of playingcards explode in red and black hearts all over her coat, she'd asked Remus in a pleading voice, if they could go home.

James wasn't the person either Lily or Amy fancied the most for the rest of the day, even though he told Amy that "It'll go off. Just let me help you, I know a counterspell" she just stared horrified at him and wrapped her arms protectively around her coat.

Right before they went home Amy had allowed Remus to try James' spell. It had worked and the hearts had disappeared. After that Amy had warmed considerably up.

Now Remus was lying in the dorm, thinking of the incident at Madam Puddiffot's and the look on Sirius' face. The small moans were sounds of displeasure. Remus hadn't seen Sirius since the incident. He wanted to talk to Sirius and then on the other hand, he didn't want to at all.

It was around 9 pm. James and Peter had headed for the kitchen only minutes ago. They were hungry and hoped to meet Snape on the way "For the fun of it" as James had put it. Remus didn't approve of the way they treated the poor bloke, but he never stood up against his friends. Luckily they had toned it down, since it became clear that Lily had no intention of going out with James as long as he tortured Snape.

Suddenly the door opened with a loud bang. Remus got to his feet, ready to escape, which was his ultimate solution to every kind of shock.

It was Sirius. His dark features as handsome as ever, but he looked tense. He walked towards Remus with determined steps. Remus began getting nervous, that Sirius had come to beat him up for hitting on his ex. Remus shook the thought off him. Sirius wouldn't do that. He had a terrible temper and he had on more than one occasion hit Avery and Mulcriber, but they were creeps, who played terrible pranks on the other students.

As Sirius approached it became clear that he'd been drinking. Not firewhiskey as the average Hogwarts student would, but vodka. Sirius couldn't even drink himself from his senses without rebelling.

Remus walked slowly backwards, trying to delay the moment where he'd have to face Sirius. He suddenly didn't want to talk with Sirius at all, especially not a drunk Sirius. Sirius had always been unpredictable and Remus figured that a drunk Sirius would be even more so.

Remus' back hit the cold wall.

Shit.

Sirius approached, his steps measured. He gave Remus the impression of a hungry wolf, looking at its prey. This freaked Remus out. He started to wonder when James and Peter would return, but then realised that it could last hours. It usually did when they went for a midnight-snack.

Sirius reached Remus, who was pressed against the wall with nowhere to run. Remus could feel the panic burning through his body. Sirius slowly reached for Remus' face.

"Ehmm… Sirius" Remus finally got out.

Sirius started tracing Remus' jawline with his index-finger.

No.

Remus moved slightly to the side, looking for an escape-route.

Sirius pinned Remus' hands against the wall with a tight grip around Remus' wrists.

"I'm not letting you run away this time," Sirius said roughly, his piercing grey eyes staring into Remus'.

Remus felt his breath hitch.

No.

Sirius leaned slowly in.

No.

He covered Remus' lips with his own.

No…

Remus stood, dead still. Not responding, that didn't seem to stop Sirius though.

No…

Sirius let his tongue run over Remus' lower lip.

N… No…

Remus opened his mouth without thinking.

N…

Remus rubbed his tongue against Sirius'

No!

Remus tried to pull away from the kiss, but he was pressed against the wall.

"Sirius, stop. You're drunk," Remus mumbled against Sirius' mouth.

"No, I'm not" Sirius replied in a whisper "Not that drunk" he added, without pulling away.

"What about Amy?" Remus desperate said.

"Screw Amy" Sirius roughly said "You're mine" he ran his tongue possessively over Remus' lip.

Usually Remus would've argued this statement, but his heart told his logic to take a hike. A request that Remus obeyed.

Remus slowly closed his eyes and leaned against Sirius, he applied more pressure to Sirius' lips and then bit lightly into Sirius' lower lip. Sirius' eyes widened in surprise, the surprise however soon was replaced with a deep, burning look in his stormy grey eyes. Sirius slowly let go of Remus wrists and instead he used his hands to explore Remus' body. He ran them down Remus' back and wrapped them around his waist. Remus allowed his hands to run through Sirius' soft, black hair.

After a while they pulled apart, breathless.

"That Saturday…" Remus croaked.

"You rejected me," Sirius said in a voice that almost smelt of hurt.

"No, I didn't" Remus said softly

"You didn't?" Sirius asked in a soft voice, and began stroking Remus' hair.

Remus shook his head lightly "No"

Sirius pulled him into a tight embrace, that made Remus wonder if his ribs would break.

"I saw you with Amy today" Sirius mumbled into Remus' hair. "Are you… Are you two dating?" he asked in a voice that trembled lightly.

"No, not at all" Remus laughed into Sirius' chest.

"It's not funny," Sirius said in a protective tone.

"Yeah, it is" Remus laughed, "When you're the one asking"

Sirius finally got the joke and gave a tiny huff of laughter into Remus' hair, then he lifted Remus' face towards him with a finger.

Remus' heart sped up and his breath grew into shallow huffs.

Sirius lifted Remus up in one swift movement and placed him on Sirius' bed.

Sirius placed himself above Remus and started kissing lightly down his neck.

"No, Sirius" Remus said, a small moan destroyed his strict tone.

"Why not?" Sirius said, carefully tracing Remus' collarbone with the tip of his tongue.

"I'm not… I'm not gay" Remus got out.

Sirius lifted his head, staring into Remus' eyes, then he seriously said: "That statement would be a lot easier to believe if your 'wand' wasn't digging into my hip".

Remus shot the wand on his bedside table a look. Then he realized what Sirius meant and blushed.

"I like you Sirius" Remus said in a low voice, not looking at Sirius "A lot, but you need to give me time, please".

Sirius looked for a moment as if he was about to protest, then he brushed his lips lightly against Remus', sighed and got up.

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This story'll change character a bit from here o.o hope you wont mind o.o

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