A/N: Wow! Thanks for all the reviews and feedback. Bella's going to be OOC in this. She's not the same as she is in the books due to being pissed off at Edward, she's starting to mature and come out of her shell.
The Bond, Chapter Two
As the movie went on, Jasper's mind was preoccupied for other thoughts so he wasn't paying much attention. Jasper didn't have the heart to tell Bella that Edward was only using her. At first, Edward did care for her to some extent, although he had suspicions that Edward was mistaking obsession with love. Bella was the first person that Edward had ever come across whose mind he couldn't read, add in the fact that her blood smells divine to Edward and Jasper can easily see how Edward could conclude that Bella was made for him. Although, it did amuse him that Edward was blind to Bella's thoughts when her emotions shone brighter to him than any other. No matter how much Jasper told him the truth, that his feelings didn't lie and Jasper didn't feel barely any love coming out of Edward for Bella. Sure, he felt a little but not as much as Edward was claiming. Edward would scoff each time and tell Jasper to quit making up lies just because he thinks becoming involved with a human is a bad idea. Edward had let himself truly believe that he loved Bella with everything in him.
Bella saving Edward from death had changed something in him. The whole family could see it, hell even Bella had made it known to him just a little while ago that she could sense it too. However, when the family prodded Edward about it, he just swore that he's too afraid to hurt her. He's doesn't want her life to become endangered by his hand or anyone else's. Lately he's been realizing that bringing her into this world was a mistake, no matter how much he loved her. He wasn't going to turn her and her life will continuously become endangered by him.
Hearing this made Jasper feel guilty every time for trying to attack Bella. He felt as if he's the one main cause that's ruining Bella's and Edward's relationship.
Jasper's POV
As guilty as I felt, I knew there was nothing I could do about it. During Bella's little rant earlier she felt determined, hurt, and I could tell her mind was made up. I couldn't feel one ounce of doubt coming from her. She truly felt like that, it broke my heart to see and feel her feeling like that. Bella was by far the greatest human I had ever come across. She was sweet and selfless. Everything she did and cared for she poured her heart and soul into. She didn't deserve the treatment that Edward was giving her. I didn't think humans could be beautiful, but Bella had to be the most beautiful person I had ever seen, even more so than Alice or even Rosalie. I know, it's bad of me to think Bella is more beautiful than my own wife is but it's true. I feel guilty as all hell, especially for checking Bella out earlier and lusting after her. That woman has all the right curves in the right places; she's just so sexy. Damn it, I can feel myself getting hard now. Either way, I feel guilty but I can't help my emotions. I know it's wrong of me to see Bella as more beautiful and caring than my wife, who can be a manipulative bitch most of the time. Always telling us all what to do, what to wear, how to act. Warning us of events that we'll do years from now.. it's very annoying. Don't get me wrong, I love Alice very much. She saved me from my darkest times and I'll always love her for that.
I notice that Bella's emotions turn to peaceful ones and I look over and notice her sleeping in an awkward position. Just as I go to move her, she moves and her head falls onto my lap. With her sudden movement I catch a waft of her green apple scented shampoo, mixed with her scent it smells divine. She used to only use strawberry scented shampoo, but recently Edward mentioned how much he loved it, and I think she changed it to piss him off. I leave her lay like that and grab one of my history books off the end table. I sit reading it at a human pace for a couple hours until Bella moves and she places her head right on top of my dick. When she starts rubbing her head around, trying to get comfortable I'm guessing, I can't help but silently groan at the sensation. It's giving me a hard-on. Just when I thought it couldn't get any worse, she moves her hand underneath her head and more or less grips my dick. She looks so peaceful that I don't have the heart to wake her up and tell her what's going on. She starts moving her hand a bit and it strokes my cock. I groan aloud in pleasure. I think of Alice and immediately the guilt starts but then Bella moves her hand and places her head on my lap again her mouth right on top of my cock and I couldn't even tell you what the hell guilt meant at that point. At that movement, my dick gets harder than it ever has been for Alice. I think this starts to wake Bella up, because the way she's laying with her face towards my chest, it kinda places my dick almost right in her mouth through my jeans. I try to will my hard-on to go away before she wakes up.
I can't seem to will my hard-on away fast enough because before I can, she opens her beautiful brown eyes and is confused for a second before she realizes my hard cock is almost right in her mouth and her right hand is tightly gripping the rest of it. At that realization, she shoots up in alarm. She starts to fall off the couch and I grab her and pull her up. As her alarm rises a little bit, I notice I grabbed one arm around her waist and I accidently grabbed her breast. If this situation can't get any more embarrassing between us, I don't know what will.
"Jasper" She rushes, "I am SO sorry. I didn't realize that I was basically giving you a hand job in my sleep. I didn't mean to, I'm so sorry." She rushes and she's so embarrassed that she starts stuttering over her words.
"Bella" I interrupt her, "It's quite all right, if you didn't notice, I quite enjoyed it. I know I shouldn't have and I was debating on waking you up, but you looked so peaceful that I didn't have the heart to wake you up."
"So you were just going to continue letting me rub your dick?" Her confusion rises, but I felt lust mix in with her emotions when I stated I enjoyed it.
"No, I wasn't. I was hoping you would stop so I wouldn't have to wake you. But I'd be lying if I said I wanted you to stop though." I felt honesty was the best policy in this case; I didn't want to be like Edward and leave stuff out or give her false impressions. "You fell asleep during the movie. It's 2 AM, why don't you go up in our spare bedroom and try and get a few more hours of sleep?" Luckily, we had finished the school year about a week ago so she didn't have to wake up for school.
"Yeah." She bit her lip and thought about it for a second. "Yeah, that sounds like a good idea."
"Here let me help you up the stairs. You're tired and I wouldn't want you falling down them."
"That's so sweet Jasper, thank you." I stood up and reached out my hand for Bella to grab. She interlocked her fingers with mine and stood up letting me lead her up the stairs and into the guest room. I pulled the covers back for her and she crawled in.
Just as I turned to leave she called out my name. "Thanks for today Jasper, and I'm sorry again."
I smiled at her, "It's quite all right. Like I said, I quite enjoyed it." I see her cheeks automatically turn pink, which was my goal; it's so damn cute when she blushes. Her embarrassment and lust rise once again. I laugh out loud, "Goodnight Bella. If you need me just yell, I'll be in my study."
"Goodnight Jasper," She calls out.
I turn out the light, shut the door and walk into my study. I grab a civil war book and start reading, leaving my thoughts run wild. I think of Alice and wonder if I should call her, and check in or not. Deciding on not calling her, I send her a text.
How are things? Did you guys make it there yet? –J
It wasn't long before I received a response.
Yes, we made it a couple hours ago. We're patrolling the area right now. We haven't seen anything suspicious yet. How's Bella? –A
For a couple minutes I wondered if I should tell her what happened in Bella's sleep or not. Deciding against it, I texted back.
Good, she's sleeping right now. –J
Almost immediately I received a text back.
Good. Take good care of her, Jasper. Remember, no matter what happens I'll always love you. –A
I will, don't worry. She's special. I'll always love you too Ali. –J
After that, I didn't receive a text back so I sat back, tried to forget about all the guilt and deceit I was feeling right now and got lost in my civil war book. Around 7 I got up and walked down stairs. As an apology I decided I would cook Bella breakfast in bed. I watched the cooking shows with Esme occasionally so I know a little on how to cook breakfast. I made her pancakes and sausage with a side of corned beef hash. I wasn't sure if she liked it, but it was something I remembered from my childhood that my mama used to cook for us. I filled her up a glass with orange juice and brought it up to her in bed. I came through the door with the tray of food just as she was waking up.
"I made you breakfast in bed, darlin'" She sat up in bed and I sat it on her lap.
"Jasper, how'd you cook all this?" I explained to her how I sometimes watched cooking shows with Esme. "This is very sweet of you, thank you."
We sat in silence while she ate, "So what's on the agenda for the day, Jasper?"
I had a little bit of the day planned out, there was a waterfall about a 10-minute run from here that I was dying to take her too. It had a little lake by it with crystal clear water in it that you can swim in. "I have a surprise place I would like to take you to if you don't mind? You'll need your bathing suit." Luckily, today was one of those rare sunny days so it would be perfect.
"Sure, let me just get ready," Bella got up off the bed and we both walked to the doorway and parted ways. Her, to go to Edwards room to get ready and me to go to mine and Alice's room. I slipped on a pair of light blue and navy swim trunks with a white short-sleeve shirt to cover up my scars. I slipped on shoes and walked down to the living room where Bella was already waiting for me. She had on a pair of flip flops with beige shorts, a purple tank top and I could see a bikini peaking from the top of her shirt that was a light green. I better quit lookin' or I'm gonna get myself in trouble.
"Which way would you like me to run with you? It'll take about 10 minutes. Piggy back, bridal style or in the front with your legs wrapped around me? Kinda like a piggy back but in the front.
"Hmm.." Bella thought for a couple seconds. "The third one, I've never run with anyone like that and I'd like to try it."
"Alrighty then." Before she could blink I picked her up. I whispered in her ear, "Wrap your legs around me darlin'." Her breathing sped up but she did as she was told and wrapped her arms around my neck. She buried her head into my shoulder. "You ready?" She pulled her head back and I looked at her. Her heart was racin' as I looked into her eyes. I could feel myself getting lost in them, I could no longer hear the birds chirping outside or the sounds of the other animals. It was then that I noticed our lips were only inches apart and a magnetic pull seemed to be pulling them closer together. I really wanted to kiss her right now, feel her soft, warm lips on mine. I could feel her want and need mixing with mine.
A/N – Cliffhanger! Sorry peeps. What'd you guys think? Again, I'm looking for a beta with experience! PM if you're interested.
