August 21 2012
Dear Comrade,
I cant believe we did it. We defeated practically an army and we rescued people that were taken! Its amazing. I never would have believed we could do it, but we did. I feel sick when I think about all of the guardians and moroi that we lost though... Alot of them were so young, barely into their loves and its taken away... Just like that.
I remember catching glimpses of you fighting in the caves, you looked incredible. So badass. The way you moved, it was... Graceful... In a very manly way haha.
I cant believe I let myself get hit by that strigoi, I should have seen him, I should have been faster, stronger, just like you were training me to be... I hope youre not mad that I failed... Im glad you were there to save me, I remember catching climpses of you carrying me back to the infirmary. I could smell your aftershave so I knew it was you without even having to concentrate. Thankyou for that.
I woke up here in the clinic about half an hour ago, the doctor says I will only have to be in here over night, I got a concussion, isnt that a bitch.
Lissa left me some paper and a pen, said that I would probably die of boredom so I should write or draw or something... Thats when I remembered hearing about this women who wrote letters to her husband while he was fighting in the war. She never sent them though, instead she stored them in a cupboard and gave them all to him when he finally came home.
I know we arent married but... I love you, so I figured I would write you a letter while Im stuck in here. Cheesy huh
With everything thats happened its hard to believe its been a day and a half since we gave in to ourselves in the cabin. That was the single most amazing moment of my life, it was perfect... Because it was you. I love you so much Dimitri Belikov, so much it hurts :)
well, Im going to go and wait for you to come and visit me, you havent been in yet...
I love you Comrade
Xoxo -Rose