August 22 2012
Comrade,
Please tell me shes lying! Tell me that theyre all lying!
I stayed up all night last night waiting for you to come and see me...only you never showed. I assumed at the time that it was just because you were helping with the extra guard and patrols theyve put in place since the attack... Until Lissa came in this morning...
She said You left? You accepted that womens offer?
I honestly didnt believe her at first, I refused to believe her, I just didnt think you could do that to me... I thought you were different... I thought you loved me.
So I went to your room to see you... But your room was empty, it was as though you had never even been there. The only signal that you had lived in there was that I could still smell the faint scent of your aftershave...
Im ashamed to say I collapsed, I lay on your bed and I cried.
Im Rose Hathaway, I never cry. Ever.
Did our time in the cabin really mean nothing to you? Were you lying when you said you loved me? Did You just use me for sex?
Once you finally managed to get into my pants you just up and left, going to have a family with that whore of a women. I guess I shouldnt have got my hopes up, I truely believed that we could make it, that we could sort something out and be together. I guess I really am still a child, a stupid naive little girl.
Still...You told me you so many times that you wanted to be with me! You said you loved me more than anything else...
Liar! How could you.
-Rosel