Present time :DPOV
I ran my hands down my face... I had always wondered how she had really taken my leaving, I didnt even really know how she found out...
To know that she had held out hope, she really believed I couldnt do something like that... Even I couldnt believe I did that... But I did.
I left the women who truely held my heart, believing it was in her best interest. I still believe it was right.
My Roza, my poor sweet Roza believed I didnt love her? She really believed I used her like that? It broke my heart.
I heard the door jiggle so I swept everything up and quickly moved to my room, shutting and locking the door behind me as I heard Tasha move about in the living room. This was something I didnt want her to see.
I sat down on the bed taking a deep breath as I picked up the next letter in the pile and began reading.