December 23 2012
I was told by Christian and Lissa that Tasha called. She said you and her would be coming to stay over christmas.
What am I supposed to do?
I dont want you to see me like this, my baby bump has appeared, almost as though it grew over night.
I cant imagine what you would think if you showed up and saw me this way... you would probably think I slept with someone else...
but I dont want you to think that.
So Ive told Lissa that Im going away. Im going to go and stay in Turkey with my father.
Huh... have I told you about him? I met him just after graduation, his name is Ibrahim Mazur but I call him 'old man.'
He dresses like someone out of a bad 70s mafia movie, brightly coloured thick scarves and he even has the big gold hoop earing in one ear, but he seems like a giant teddy bear... well A short plump Moroi teddy bear anyway...
He doesnt know Im pregnant yet, infact I havent even told my mother either... no doubt she'll explode, but dont worry, Im not planning on telling either of them who the father really is... I dont want you to get hurt, because I know they would both hunt you down.
I havent been sick lately, seems Ive got past the morning sickness stage of the pregnancy... well It was actually more like an all day sickness, little man didnt like any of the foods I was eating... maybe hes going to have your taste in foods... damn, that means I may just have to learn to cook healthy...
Well, I guess Im going to go and pack some stuff, I want to be gone before you guys get here...
X Rose.