December 31 2012
Dimitri,
How was your christmas?
Mine was alright, Ive been in Turkey for almost 9 days now. Its been interesting, I didnt realise my father owned a mansion here. But he does. Its massive, 10 bedrooms, 8 bathrooms, a gigantic backyard full of Rose bushes and hundreds of other flowers. He has his own staff and everything.
He didnt freak out like I thought he would when he saw me, in fact he seemed happy about it. He said, and I quote, "Kiz, this is the best christmas present you could have ever given me, a grandbaby. And As long as YOU are happy then I am happy... Just know that if you give the word, I will kill the bastard that did this to you and left."
See.. hes sweet :)
Our boy has been really unsettled lately, I can feel him moving around now, its such a surreal feeling. He seems to calm down when Im out in the garden, surrounded by the sweet scent of the flowers. Hes definitely going to be a big boy... or girl... I am going to find out what it is at my next doctors appointment. I think I want Lissa to come to my appointments now, I was hesitant at first, I didnt think anyone else had a right to be there... anyone that wasnt you... but shes been so great about all of this.
Shes even gone shopping and bought 'neutral coloured' baby clothes.
Shes going to go nuts when she finds out what we are having...
Did you know I still have your number saved to my phone? I almost called you to wish you a merry christmas... but I couldnt do it, I didnt want to hear your voice again... it would probably break me.
Well, I better go, the old man is back.
Oh before I forget... Happy New Year Comrade...
X Rose.