January 10 2013
He kicked me today. For the first time I felt him actually kick me...it hurt.
I guess Im not surprised, hes got two badass parents so I can only imagine just how badass he will be...
Oh yeah, I was right. He is a boy. A big healthy baby boy.
Lissa went insane buying things for him, shes decorated the spare room in my apartment as his nursery. So many different shades of blue.
Anyway, enough about us...
How about you? I heard from Christian that you and Tasha didnt look very... together... while you were here? In fact he said you barely spoke to eachother? Is there something wrong in your relationship?
I would like to say Im sorry to hear that... only Im not.
I still hate what you did, I hate that you left me for her, I hate that you never came back to me.. to us...
But Im dealing with it, Im moving on... Im staying strong, for the new man in my life... for our son.
X Rose.