Dimitri- present day

I remember that... I remember Christian and Lissa coming to visit, her phone went off so many times, I remember hearing the small childs laugh and thinking about how much it reminded me of my nephew Paul...

All that time I was hearing my sons laugh... And I didnt know it...

Ill never forgive myself for this, never. Even if I went back and she, by some giant miraculous gift she took me back, I would never be able to make up for any of this...

Im a miserable excuse for a man...