November 25 2013
I almost died today Dimitri...
I let my guard down for a half second and I almost lost my life because of it.
Lissa and Christian and I were going to a royal meeting in Los Angeles, we had six guardians with us.
After the plane landed we drove in two black SUVs, it was dark so we were all on look out just incase...
I was driving when something caught my attention, I saw a flash of grey so I radioed to the other van, they saw it too so we sped up to get away.
Thats when something smashed through the windscreen, there was glass shattering and screaming, I lost control and we crashed into a ditch.
In the few mintes it took us to make sure Lissa and Christian were safe, our van was surrounded by atleast 10 strigoi.
They demanded we hand over Lissa.
I didnt think twice before attacking, going from one to another, driving my stake through their hearts.
I heard Lissa scream so I turned...thats when A strigoi flashed out and knocked me straight through the window of the van, as I got back up to fight he appeared infront of me, god Ive never encountered a strigoi that is THAT fast... He wrapped his fingers around my throat and pulled me forward...
I felt his fangs sink into my skin...I felt him start to drain me...I never felt fear like that, fear for myself, fear for Lissa, fear for Mase, fear of never seeing you again... I felt the endorphins start coursing through my body then and I...forgot... I forgot everything, why I was fighting, what I was doing there, I even forgot who I was...
And then he let me go, he dropped me to the ground. I thought I was dead, my body wouldnt work, I was so weak...
If it hadnt been for Christian I wouldnt be here. He saved my life.
He torched that strigoi until it was nothing more than a pile of ash...
Comrade, I wish you hadnt left me, I wish you were still here, I feel... I feel lost Comrade...
I miss you... So much it hurts...
X Rose