A/N: Hey mates! HAPPY NEW YEAR (My time) and Happy NEW YEARS EVE FOR THE REST OF YOU! Okay, feel free to hunt me down with pitch forks and other weapons you crazy people have! So sorry for not updating! I had a wrist brace on because of my dear lovely friend Alys. Yes that conversation was real and yes she was typing my A/N. Ugh, then I almost burnt my kitchen down with my cousin… On the bright side we didn't and Alys and Drew were laughing there heads off so its all Goode! Thank you for all the reviews, favorites, and followers!

Dedication:

Gg(Guest)- My A/N was funny eh? At least you enjoyed it! Abby will probably be on fire and Rachel is probably going to be a wreck. I'm probably going to make a sequel of this story. Oh my gosh thank you so much! That compliment about my writing means so much! Yes that was my best friend typing. Yea she's pretty cool… sometimes. Thanks for the review!

Shout- Outs:

nira avalon- Glad you love it! I will! Thanks for the review!

Shimmery Diamond- Yes Grant can be very dumb. Haha thanks for the review!

i am the chameleon- Will do! Thanks for the review.

Guest- Of course!

Guest(2)- Awww thank you! They're going to be many Zammie moments!

TerryCherry- Mmm dramatic it was. Yes, you are pretty funny!

Bookworm1141- Haha 'feisty'! I love that and yes it is going to be feisty.

ForeverAndAlways- I promise- Thank you! I'm glad you thought it was entertaining!

BellaGoode- Thank you so much! Yes Bex has a temper, but we love her!

Gabby22- Oh my gosh! I'm glad you review for my story! You have no idea how much that means to me! Haha glad you thought it was funny! Yes she's a Directioner… A very annoying one.

born athlete- Ugh you too! Everybody is saying I hope your future dates go well but I don't think Drew likes me. Yes, there will probably be a showdown type thing but I'm not sure. Oh stupid me! I said diary instead of journal! I'll fix that now! Thanks for the review and have a nice 2013!

Uknowiloveu- Merry (late) Christmas to you too! Yes, I'm from Australia. Haha if you live in London I'm guessing since 12:42 PM it's probably 2:42 AM right? I'm trying to calculate it in my head from past visits. You are special and you should always feel that way! Yea, well I don't feel sorry for her. Louis has nice eyes. Okay bad guys: O.O.A., Matthew Morgan (supposedly not sure about future yet), Catherine Goode, Ella Solomon (supposedly not sure yet), Taylor Lautner(supposedly again not sure), Ellen, and I think that's it so far. I'll go back in the story for you and tell you later. Have a great 2013!

xXxGGirlxXx- Yea we're like sisters! Yea she does doesn't she… Yea Joe doesn't have a bright future ahead in this chapter, his fault for being naughty. Thanks for the review!

truesoul10- I'm so sorry your best friend moved away! I would cry my heart out if that happened me, actually that's happened many times but not to my #1 best friends! Yes! I was thinking the same thing, they need to go on Dr. Phil! Haha I laughed when you said A.A.I.D. sounds like a disease! I might add that in my story and give you credit for it! Glad I made you laugh and thanks for the review!

preunka- That is cool! Thanks for the review.

WannabeGallagher- Okay before I start, I have to say Rebellious is absolutely amazing! I did a similar story in English, except it didn't involve spies…. And the girl was anorexic… And it wasn't as amazing as yours… And there's no Zach Goode :(. Haha that period by my sad face makes it look like it has a dimple or crying! Thanks for the review!

Chapter 40:

Cammie's P.O.V

Previously (A/N: For you TerryCherry!):

"CAMMIE! DO YOU REALIZE IF YOU TOLD US THIS BEFORE EVERYTHING WOULD HAVE BEEN ALRIGHT! WE COULD HAVE HELPED YOU! WHAT ELSE ARE YOU KEEPING HUH? I MEAN I'M ONE OF YOUR BEST FRIENDS! I CAN NOT BELIEVE YOU DIDN'T TELL ME ALL OF THIS! I COULD HAVE BEEN THERE FOR YOU! BUT NOOOO CAMMIE MORGAN IS TO TOUGH, BRAVE, OVER PROTECTIVE, AND WHATEVER TO EVEN TELL HER FRIENDS OR BEST FRIENDS OR EVEN HER LOVE ONES! UGH! CAMMIE YOU REALLY JUST UGH! YOU CAN BE A BLOODY IDIOT AT TIMES!" She yells. She stops out of the room then sprits away.

"Bex wait!" I get up and run following her. The journal falls off my lap and lands with a thud on the floor.

"Bex come back!" I yell at her running to her. As I run out of the room I see my mother and Aunt Abby bend down and reach for it, Liam giving me an uneasy look. Oh great! Just wonderful! Can my life get any more complicated?

My heart bangs against my chest as I run after Bex. She runs into our dorm and slams the door close. I bang my fists against it yelling at her,

"Bex open the door!" I shout. She yells something back at me in an angry tone. I step back and sigh, slouching a bit. Suddenly I straighten up again and perk up. I look at the door saying a silent sorry and praying to God that I wouldn't hurt anything doing this. I take a deep breath and kick the door down. I smile in satisfaction as I walk on top of the door and stepped off putting my Morgan glare mixed with the snooty Gallagher glare on my face. I turn around on my heel and pick the door trying to set it back into place as much as possible for privacy. I fail miserably since there's a huge hole in the middle of it and the sides got damaged as it crumpled back on the floor leaving dust particles roaming the air. I cough and wave my hand in the air as I step over the broken pieces of the door. I compose myself and put my glare back on, marching over to Bex.

"Rebecca Baxter! Listen to me!" I grab her shoulders and shake her a bit, still keeping my hands on her shoulders. She winced at me since I called her by her first name but let it go. "Do you not realize that they could have killed you! Do you not realize that I was doing this to protect you and the others? Huh Rebecca? Did you know I figured out that my own father is the A.A.I.D. Director?" I paused a bit as tears started filling my eyes. I can feel my chin quiver a bit as I focus my gaze on her, her expression full of shock.

"DO YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS BEX! THAT MEANS CATHERINE IS MY DAD'S WIFE! DO YOU KNOW HOW THAT MAKES ME FEEL! YOU KNOW SOMETIMES I THINK ALL THOSE TIMES WHEN PEOPLE TELL ME 'CAMMIE YOUR DAD WOULD HAVE BEEN SO PROUD OF YOU', SOMETIMES I THINK ALL OF THOSE WERE JUST JOKES! MY DAD COULDN'T CARE LESS! AND I FOUND OUT THAT JOE SOLOMON HAD A DAUGHTER WITH, ARE YOU READY FOR THIS… CATHERINE! SHE TRIED TO KILL ME! DO YOU KNOW HOW THAT FEELS? TO HAVE YOUR DAD'S GOAL IN LIFE TO KILL THEIR OWN DAUGHTER! HUH BEX! DO YOU KNOW HOW THAT FEEL?" I had let go of her shoulders and now they were near my side clutched up in fists. I was full on crying now and I was letting all my feeling go. So much for privacy…

"Cammie I- I mean- What? I'm so sorry." She spluttered embracing me in a hug. I crashed into her arms as she murmured soothing things and brushed my hair with her gentle hands. We gently squatted onto the ground and she rocked me gently, continuing the soothing words.

"I'm so sorry Cammie." She apologized crying with me. Whenever I got really emotional alone with Bex she would always cry with me, and this was one of those emotion moments.

Calm down Cammie. Compose yourself Cam. Be strong, you have to tell this news to the others too.

My conscience was being smart so I controlled my sobs and composed myself, wiping away excess tears that fell. I sniffled and looked up at Bex nodding at her. She nodded knowing my sign to get up and walk back at the others. I got up from the floor with her and walked into the bathroom.

I reapplied my make-up touching up on my mascara and lip-gloss. I sigh heavily and walk out looping my arm into Bex's. She gives me a small smile and we strut back to my mothers office. About 300 feet away from her door, I hear howling and somebody trying to kill somebody violently (trust me I know the sound, I remember it when I was being tortured my the Circle). Bex and I look at each other and separate our arms, running to my mother office to see an unpleasant sight.

My mother was on the couch bawling, Grant rubbing circles on her back as she howls and says some colorful words in German. Grant looks like he want to kill somebody. Liam is in the middle of Aunt Abby and Mr. Solomon, while Zach is trying to pull Abby away from Joe. Macey and Nick are discussing something in the corner holding a piece of paper and glancing at the others monitoring them in a way. Liz and Jonas are examining the journal, feeling the piece of paper and writing notes.

Well, I'm guessing they saw the diary… This is going well.

"GUYS STOP IT!" I Shout. Everybody stops what their doing and the only sounds are everybody's breathing, my heavy breathing, and my mother's sniffling and hiccupping. I sigh and plop on the couch next to my mother.

"Okay so we found some things out and- " I was cut of by Abby.

"AND THAT SON OF A (Place colorful 'b' word here…thank you) SLEPT WITH THAT WOMEN! JOE WHY DIDN'T YOU EVER TELL ME?" Abby demanded. If looks could kill Joe would have been long gone.

"Abby! I was with the Circle then, I didn't know Matt was there, and I DIDN'T KNOW I HAD A DAUGHTER!" He replied. Abby shut up and mumbled a sorry, but this argument was not over. Abby was still sending him daggers.

"Mom I'm so sorry." I whispered, silent hot tears cascading down my cheeks. Grant was crying too and he mumbled a death threat to our dad under his breath. I walked out of the room a moment to get some air. Heavy footsteps could be heard from behind me and I turned around to meet my favorite eyes.

Zach.

"Cammie, I'm so sorry about all this, and you know me being your… step-brother." He told me, but continued on.

"Cammie I- I don't think this is adding up right. I vaguely remember my mother talking about a mind controlling device and I think…" He trailed off knowing that I was getting the picture. I still hated him, but deep down I still loved him and I knew that. Aside from that though I was all ears on what he had to say because I 100 percent agreed with him something isn't right in this picture, and I was going to find out.

A/N: Hope you liked! Sorry for spelling/grammar mistakes. HAVE A WONDERFUL 2013 AND I HOPE IT WILL BE BETTER THAN 2012!

IMPORTANT: 1. Many viewers have asked if Zammie will come back together and here's a little hint… Yes. Though let me do my writing because I promise, and I mean I PROMISE, it will all come together.

2. I AM POSTING A NEW STORY AS OF TOMORROW! It will be called 'Advice From a Gallagher Girl' or something to that effect. It will be my advice column.

Thank you, and have a great day/night/morning!

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