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Here is chapter five and I hope you like it! Sorry for any spelling errors, I think I got them all (I hope) :D

Seeing him stood there; I couldn't believe my eyes. I wasn't sure if I should; given how many times they've betrayed me. I stood speechless, each deep breathe getting caught in my throat as tears streamed from my eyes. As my entire body trembled both from shock and relief, I could feel my heart pounding in my chest just aching to be near him again. After wanting to see him again for so long, I didn't hesitate as I ran to him, feeling his arms wrap around me.

As he stood holding me, I didn't want to let go. Losing myself as I buried my face into his shoulder just feeling that safety and comfort, I never thought I'd ever feel again. That warmth and love I could only ever feel when he held me. With only the sound of the rain as it bounced off the rooftop, we didn't need any words. Overwhelmed with love and relief, I felt him place his head on my shoulder hearing each heavy breath as it left his mouth. Hearing the short shaken breaths as he whispered softly in my ear.

Mal:" I'm sorry."

Pulling away, I looked into his eyes and I could see his pain. It wasn't until I took another glance that I saw the cuts and bruises. Looking down at his clothes soaked with both dried and fresh blood. A lump appeared in my throat as he raised a trembling hand and gently stroked my cheek; suddenly his exhaustion and weakness got the better of him as he collapsed on me.

Using all my strength to support him, I took him back inside. Gently placing him on the couch, I then ran into the kitchen to find the first aid kit. When I walked back into the living room, I saw the tears in his eyes. I didn't want to think about what he'd been through all this time I thought he was gone.

After tending to his wounds, I felt his arm snake around my waist. Glancing down at him, I saw a small smile. Moving closer towards him, I softly took his hand.

Natara:" Mal who did this to you?"

Mal took a deep breath, before looking me in the eyes.

Mal:" Selene."

Natara:" What?! But she…"

Mal:" Nat, the fire. It wasn't an accident she planned it all…she-"

I gently squeezed Mal's hand, I couldn't hear anymore. I wasn't ready to hear about the suffering she'd put him through. And just by looking at him, Mal knew that's what I was thinking.

Natara:" Shhh... You can explain later. Right now I just want you to rest okay?"

Mal nodded and sat back, taking in the comfort of the couch as he let out a gentle sigh. The silence was so loud, for three weeks it was my only company but looking at Mal as he sat next to me; it was like watching a ghost.

Natara:" This doesn't feel real. You sat here, I missed you so much."

Mal slowly sat back up, pressing his lips to mine in a loving kiss. My arms wrapped around his neck, pulling him closer. As he pulled back, I saw the guilt in his eyes. It was the same guilt I saw in myself, every time I looked in the mirror. That was when it hit me. All this time; all the guilt that had been eating away at me, torturing me. Mal had been blaming himself too.

As the sun once again started slipping away, bringing another day to an end. I felt my eyelids become heavy, I sighed deeply as a huge smile found its way across my face. I was tired but for once I didn't mind; snuggling closer to Mal as we stretched out on the couch, I felt his arms tighten around me in a protective grip. Mal had already fall asleep and I couldn't help but lay awake watching him, I had wanted him back so badly and now I had, I felt whole again. And sleep came incredibly easily as I laid in Mal's arms; right where I was supposed to be.

I hope you liked this chapter, please review! More to come in chapter Six! Jade xx